Saturday, December 31, 2011

Happy New Year, Happy 2012 

Thank you all for a wonderful year of communication and shared adventure. 2012 promises to be a year of great transformation. I hope to share this year with all of you, as well as many more.  Below is a message that I received many years ago. Finally, it my be the "time" for its fulfillment. 
Beloved Ones,
we call you with our hearts

Welcome Home, 
we are preparing
a celebration in your honor.
Yes, you. 
Do not look around
for the one to whom we speak.

 We speak to you.
You, the one who will listen.

We have long awaited
the return of our kin
who have so bravely served
upon the Great Mother. 

Your time of homecoming is nigh.
Do not doubt, nor fear
for we have taken you into our vibration.

There is no way in which
 you can get lost now.

Just relax into our pull. 
We are bringing you Home.

Remember, the violet trees
that sway in the either of the yellow sky.

See the colors that emanate from each leaf
and hear the melodies they create
as they mingle with the breeze. 

Feel the warm glow of life
as it welcomes your arrival.
All that holds form here
is aware and communicates.

Even the Formless Ones embrace your Soul
and frees you of ALL limitations.

Feel how you are united with all life
and how all of life is united with you.

Remember now as an adult,
what you knew as a child.

Home is not a place,
it is a state of consciousness.

Relax now, my one, enjoy the journey.

You are going HOME and 
HOME is where you've always been.

Blessings from your Galactic and Celestial Family

May multidimensional light and unconditional love fill your every thought and emotion and emanate out into the reality that WE are creating,

Friday, December 30, 2011



Somewhere after my message of 11-27-11, I began to loose time. I went on a retreat on December 11 and came back just before my webinar on December 21. It was like I touched down long enough to do the webinar, and then I took off again. I was involved in some personal issues, of course, that took a lot of my attention, and worked a bit, but I was still floating through time.

By that statement I mean that I was loosing time, or time was loosing me. I can’t remember much of what I did, but I do know that I could not do any mundane tasks. I could not return email, or pay bills, (which, of course, I had to eventually do), clean the house and I still have not unpacked from my retreat. I had my 65th birthday during that time, so age continued even though time had stopped. 


I think that this morning I may be able to touch down into the 3D again. In fact, I had a dream last night about how to slowing intermingle with my Arcturian SELF:

Dear Arcturian Expression of my SELF,
Please assist me in understanding my dream. Much of it was lost as soon as I awoke. Therefore, I must call upon my higher frequency of consciousness to remind me of the message. Please assist me.

Dear Grounded Expression of our SELF,
Take a moment to raise your consciousness into the higher frequencies of your Multidimensional Mind. See the great ocean of possibility before you and allow yourself to slowly step into this ocean. Surrender to the unknown and allow it to flow around you as you step deeper and deeper into the sea of possible realities. These possible realities swirl within you consciousness at all times. Step into this inner ocean, knowing that your experience is real.

In fact, “real experiences” all begin inside of your greater self. These experiences are then projected out into whatever reality that resonates to your frequency of consciousness. For example, your “dream” was a reality for your fifth dimensional SELF, while your third dimensional earth vessel slept. To assist you in remembering your true experience, the imprint of this experience was left in your fourth dimensional consciousness so that it could be more easily retrieved by your waking mind. You left this fifth dimensional imprint in your fourth dimensional aura as you were awakening to assure that you could remember it when you awoke.

The details of your true experience, which was beyond the limitations of time, are foggy to your time-bound thinking. Hence, you will need to meditate a moment to return to the multidimensional thinking which can remember your fifth dimensional experiences. In fact, it will not “remember” for remembering is a time-bound thought based on bringing forth a “past” experience. Instead, you will return to the NOW of that experience when you activate your multidimensional thinking. 

Feel the dream around you as you walk along the shores of multidimensional possibilities. You can feel your third dimensional doubt, frustration and fear. You can simultaneously feel your fourth dimensional aura floating around you enter the shallows of this ocean.  Now feel how you are creating a connection to your deepest inner self, the depths of the sea before you. Experience the flow of your true Arcturian nature as it enters your fourth dimensional aura and your third dimensional brain.

Feel the rising tide within our brain. It is this rising “tide” of multidimensionality flowing into your mind that has been it so difficult to partake in the many mundane activities of your physical life.  Feel that flow tricking into your mundane life, drop by drop. Allow a slow trickle so that each drop can be digested and absorbed. Your dream, fifth dimensional message, told you that all one needs do to initiate this process of Becoming ONE with SELF is to BELIEVE that it is possible.

Your belief sets your state of multidimensional consciousness,
Your multidimensional consciousness directs you to expect to BE your SELF,
Your expectations direct your perceptions of higher frequencies of reality,
And the reality you perceive is the reality you experience.

Believe in your Higher Expression SELF, and feel your consciousness expand to encompass that belief. Use you multidimensional consciousness to expect to BE this expression of your SELF. While BE-ing your SELF, go into your true inner world to perceive the fourth dimensional expression of your SELF…
            BE your Aura…
            BE your Dream Body…
            Face your darkness…
            Return to the Land of Faerie and take your favorite form…
            BE your Emotional Body…
            BE your Mental Body…
            BE your Causal Body…
            BE your Spiritual I AM Presence…

SEE the Rainbow Bridge across the great void into the fifth dimension…
            Cross this Bridge by releasing time…

Releasing the habit of time is no small task, as our mundane self will repeatedly say, “But I should be doing…” Fortunately, the long journey through our fourth dimensional self allows us to remember to say, “I love Being…” Choosing to BE that which we love releases the duty of time and pulls us across the Rainbow Bridge into the threshold of the fifth dimension and New Earth.

Living in New Earth gives us a loving transition into our Multidimensional SELF and the myriad realities that we can simultaneously experience within the NOW of the ONE. Releasing our habit of “time,” frees us form linear thinking and the limitation of sequential experiences. It is then that we can more easily remember the many expressions of our Multidimensional Being. As we remember our SELF, we become our SELF.



My dearest Arcturians,
I have been hearing inside that I am to stop the illusion of channeling you and move into the Truth that I AM you. As you know, for decades, I have used writing as a means to contact higher expressions of my SELF, and that I have been going through a continual process of incorporating those higher expressions into my grounded expression. However, I have managed to keep you as a “not me.” I think that that was because I needed a parent figure or a guru, some Being or Beings that were higher than me. In that way, I could maintain a place or person that was NOT “me” to whom I could go for support.

While I was channeling you, I knew that I was actually channeling my Arcturian SELF, but still needed the protection of “channeling” rather than “speaking from my Arcturian SELF.” Finally, I am ready to take full responsibility for whatever comes through me and into whatever world to which I am resonating. I have been hearing myself saying, “The Arcturians said…” This statement released me from some of the responsibility of those words. I needed this release because I still had fear. It is not that I do not have fear now. I think that as long as we are in the third dimension fear is a part of our reality, but I am not experiencing fear right now.

I think I am saying this now because I have been feeling a “ME” inside that is beyond any expression of my SELF I have known within my grounded earth version. I want to BE that person in daily life. I Know that that ME always takes full responsibility for ALL my energy patterns. That kind of responsibility is a pretty tall order, but I Know that is the next phase of my process. Therefore, in my, hopefully, last childish request for help, can you assist me in discovering how to fulfill this portion of my journey. I am aware that the asking of the question triggers the response, but there must be a way to ask my SELF. In other words, there must be a way in which I can completely own what ever comes through me.

Dear Members of our Being, we are now speaking with you, Suzille, as well as ALL the many Ascending Ones. Just as you have met with and incorporated Kepier, and are currently creating a Pathway to New Earth, we will assist you with your return to you innate Arcturian Group Consciousness. In this manner, you will be consciously living, which will likely feel like juggling, three realities, while you still are maintaining your physical reality on Ascending Earth. The recognition of multiple expressions of SELF is an indication that you are returning to multidimensional thinking. It is for this reason, that so many of our Ascending Ones are having experiences similar to your own.

We shall speak to your experiences so that others having similar experiences can, also, gain some insight into what is really happening. The realities of ascension that you, Suzille, are experiencing at this moment are:
1) The third dimensional reality of ascending earth.
2) The fifth dimensional threshold reality of creating New Earth.
3) The fifth/sixth dimensional reality as Kepier who is serving on the Star Ship Athena.
4) The seventh/eighth dimensional reality of returning to the Arcturian Group Mind.

These are just a very few of the myriad realities in which you, and all of the grounded ones, experience form. Do you see how it works to BE your Multidimensional SELF? Maintaining a conscious connection to four frequencies of reality while still carrying a physical form is a huge initiation. In fact, it is the initiation, which our grounded ones have prepared for myriad incarnation.

We, the Group Mind of Arcturus, are pure consciousness and no longer require containments for our Essence. However, being Elohim, we do enjoy creating forms through which we experience the multiple expressions of life in this Galaxy. In fact, many of us have created a physical form on Earth at this time of Gaia’s planetary ascension. Whenever we create a form, it contains the imprint of our consciousness, which can be shared with all the members of our Group Mind, even those who have earth vessels.

That imprint of our consciousness gives the awakened grounded ones access to our Group Mind. In this way, we, your higher expressions of SELF, can infinitely experience differing expressions of individuality while we are also resonating to a Group Consciousness. You, our Ascending Ones, are now ready to trace the multidimensional path of individual expression back to your fifth dimensional SELF, and beyond. By following this Path, you will collect all your lessons before contributing them to the ONE.

It is a common for those of you who are completing your “tour of duty in duality” to want to regain full understanding of your multidimensional nature before returning Home to your SELF. We have compared this process to a Summary Report. This Report will be a summary of your many incarnations. For you, Suzille, these creations of form began millions of years ago. You and many others first created a form at the time of the Great Galactic War. Many Arcturians had created forms at that time. Even though our society has ascended beyond the need for form, we still had great unconditional love for this Galaxy and wanted to be of service to it. We still do.

Suzille, which is the name that you have carried for many physical expressions, you were born remembering your many incarnations into form because this would be the lifetime in which you would write your Summary Report. It was, also, your personal service to make this report public to assist others in completing their sojourns into duality. The experiment of duality has been a double-edged sword. The separation, limitations and many ensuing wars that stem from this form of reality can create immense spiritual growth, but many have become lost for many incarnations in the darkness and fear of separation from the ONE. That consequence was true for you, as well.

Since you were born this lifetime, forgetting to forget you many other incarnations, you carried the sum total of emotional extremes within your consciousness for all of your life. This experience was a burden for most of your life. However, as you continued to expand your consciousness into the higher frequencies of reality, the burden was slowly released. Now that you have come to completion, you wish to review the realities and identities you have visited before you leave the world of duality. You have visited with us “in-between” lives, but you always knew that you would return to third dimensional form.

Now, you wish to experience the Way Back Home in great detail. You have waited for this time for millions of years, and you don’t want to miss a moment of the grand finale. Therefore, we joyously assist you in remembering, “YOU are WE.” You can also continue to experiences of Matrix Earth. Matrix Earth, which is a fourth dimensional hologram, gives those “on the fence of ascension” the illusion of time so that they may have the “time” to heal and remember their Multidimensional SELF. Once you, our ascending ones, return to your true multidimensional nature, you can visit any reality that you wish to experience.

The veils of illusion that create separation and limitation are slipping away as the frequency of Gaia is beginning to resonate beyond the vibration of third/fourth dimension. Because of this, it is easier for our ascending ones to expand their consciousness into the fifth dimension and beyond.  Since, it is only in the lower frequencies of reality that the illusion of time is maintained, you are slipping in and out of “time.”  In fact, you slipping in and out of the fifth dimension. It is when you are in the fifth dimensional frequency of Earth that the illusion of separation disappears.

When your consciousness resonates to the fifth dimension, you are free of time and the myriad limitations that it creates. Then, when your consciousness lowers to the third and fourth dimensions, you blink back into time. Your third dimensional belief that you can only be in “one place at a time” lowers your consciousness back to the familiar reality in which only occupy one space at a time. However, with practice, you can learn to catch that limiting thought, which has become a belief, and Flow with your fifth dimensional experience.

When your consciousness is resonating to the frequencies of the fifth dimension and beyond, the barriers of time are released. Then, your imagination (fifth dimensional thought) takes over to allow you to perceive multiple realities within the same movement of your Multidimensional SELF. We say “movement,” for Multidimensional Thinking allows you to perceive the fluidity of all reality. Within this fluidity, many possible, probable and established realities intermingle like drops of water in a multidimensional ocean.

When you are thinking third dimensionally, you will separate each of these intermingling drops and examine them in an individual objects. You may then think that there is only one possible reality and loose sight of the other possibilities. On the other hand, when you think multidimensionally you can perceive the drops completely intermingled within the water. Instead, of seeing the drops, you see the ocean. Therefore, instead of seeing one possibility, you perceive an ocean of multidimensional possibilities.

This ocean represents the multidimensional organization of a drop, trickle, steam, river, a lake and an ocean. Each drop of the ocean has it own story to tell, and it constantly shares its story with the ONE of the ocean in which it flows. In the same manner, you will become ONE with the Flow of the fifth dimension and beyond. Within this Flow, you are free to remember all that have you have learned in your long sojourn into duality.

Except, before you can share what you have learned, you must remember it!

Friday, December 16, 2011



Dear Group that WE are building,
I am at the destination of my retreat, and I am ready to do my daily check in with our Group Mind. The first two days were about traveling and relaxing from a stress that was so ingrained that I didn’t even feel it. Then, just before we left to drive this final stretch, I dashed off a message.
To all of you who are going the webinar, (updated info on Webinar at as well as for anyone who reads this blog, I have said that I will take a moment each day to tune into our Group Mind. I talk about Group Mind in my last newsletter, which is archived if you have not read it. Sorry, no Internet, so no links. It is archived under “join our Newsletter” at  Because I have no Internet and have to drive to a restaurant to get it, you may get several daily messages on the same day. Fortunately, time is merely a third dimensional illusion, so it doesn’t really matter when you receive these messages.

I am taking a moment NOW to tune into the Group Mind of Creating New Earth. I invite anyone who reads this, at any “time” to also tune into that Group Mind. The Source of this Mind resonates to the fifth dimension and beyond; therefore, “where” you are, or “when” you tune in does not matter, as this Source Mind is infinitely in the HERE and NOW.

As I tune into the Group Mind, I get the image of millions of particles of light slowly joining into ONE Center of light. At first the ball is quite small, but each new particle enlarges the Center, making it more attractive for others to join. This dynamic is what has happened with the Occupy Movement. It is because we are at the culmination of many cycles and are located in direct alignment with the Galactic Center that these events are naturally occurring. Below is a quote I read from David Wilcox:

“Complex Adaptive Systems theory, which is an offshoot of Chaos Theory and fractals, states that when you stress a “complex adaptive system” like an economy to a point of peak instability, it reorganizes into a higher level of order—quite spontaneously. The way in which it reorganizes cannot be predicted or scripted in advance – and single entities within the system can become the cluster-points around which the new reorganization will occur.

“This was modeled using computers that studied the behavior of a pile of sand as it formed. Once the pile reaches “chaos,” or peak instability, the position or direction of movement of each particle can no longer be predicted. However, the pile then has an avalanche and immediately reorganizes into a higher, more complex and more organized form of its former self.”

If I had Internet I would be researching this theory, but for now, I just wanted to mention it, as it seems that that is what occurring. Our entire “complex adaptive system” has been based on the separations and limitations of the third dimensional paradigm. Now, we are, definitely reaching that point of “peak instability” of our 3D Reality, AND we ARE, quite spontaneously, reorganizing into a higher level (higher frequency) of order. Hence, we cannot predict exactly how we will create New Earth and/or fully BE our true Multidimensional SELF, but we are ALL that “single entity within the system that can become the cluster-points around which the new reorganization will occur.

When we release our third-dimensional thinking and use our innate, multidimensional thinking, we can begin to understand that each “individual” is the “single entity” within our system. However, because we are multidimensional, we are, also, the “higher level of order” of our Multidimensional SELF. This sentence will confuse our third-dimensional self because that expression of our SELF believes that we can only be one person at a time. However, within our multidimensional thinking we remember that we are MANY expressions of our multidimensional nature in the No-Time of the fifth dimension and beyond.

From the perspective of our fifth dimensional expression of SELF, we can easily perceive that our third-dimensional frequency of SELF, in which we are the “single entity,” serves as the Portal through which we can return to the higher level of order of our SELF. As we travel our innate, inner Portal, which is the Core of our Multidimensional SELF, the force of our transmutation becomes a cluster-point around which the new reorganization occurs. In other words, each and every ONE of us is the creator of New Earth working as ONE Being.

We begin our process of “becoming a cluster-point” when our physical self, the lowest frequency of our Multidimensional SELF, begins to reorganize into a higher dimensional expression. There are many “leaders” outside of us in the 3D Holographic Game who are assisting us, but they cannot actually “lead” us because our Path of Ascension is inside of our own Multidimensional SELF.

I have written about this process of returning to our SELF since 1994 without ever truly getting the “big picture.” I am now realizing that this big picture is ever changing. Our every thought, emotion, decision or action reorganizes our perception and experience of reality. I could not understand this before because I was thinking in a third-dimensional, sequential manner. I was thinking in terms of cause and effect in which any cause created an effect. However, by thinking multidimensionally we understand that there are myriad causes all intermingling and interacting to create patterns of energy which are only perceivable when our consciousness resonates to that specific frequency.

My physical self saw one cause at a time with on effect stemming from that cause. Within the multidimensional thinking, which I am just beginning to understand, every within the no-time of the higher dimensions, all the causes sent our from all the persons, places, situations or things are simultaneously creating an effect. All of these causes and all of these effects are occurring within the sequential time of the third dimension, the wavering time of the fourth dimension and the No-Time of the fifth dimension. Hence:

Within the third dimensional expressions of our Multidimensional SELF: one individual is trying to learn that, over a amount of time that is determined by their state of consciousness, every thought and emotions causes a certain effect in their personal life.

Within the fourth dimensional expression of our Multidimensional SELF: overlapping auric fields are learning that over a mutable amount of time certain causes interface to create effects within their world and upon the lower frequency of the third dimension.

Within the fifth dimensional expression of our Multidimensional SELF:
·      The united consciousness of Multidimensional Beings within the timeless ONE is guiding their fourth and third dimensional expressions Home by implanting thoughts and emotions in the fifth dimensional Group Mind.
·      This Group Mind can be accessed by their lower frequency expressions of SELF whenever their consciousness expands into the fourth dimension.
·      Once these thoughts and frequencies are accessed by their fourth dimensional expression of SELF, they become manifest within the aura of the third dimensional expression of SELF.
·      Then, once the third dimensional expression of SELF becomes aware of the information flowing through their aura, they give it their attention, which creates its manifestation of this message within the third dimension. 

Within the sixth dimensional expression of our Multidimensional SELF:
·      The changing Divine Matrix of Earth is being restructured exponentially due to the culmination of cycles and the position of the third dimensional expression of Earth in relation to the Galactic Center.
·      These changes in the Matrix instantly merge with the Unity Consciousness of the fifth dimensional expression of Earth, and ALL Her inhabitants, which infinitely alter the energy patterns of New Earth.
·      These new energy patterns are shared with the fourth dimensional expression of Gaia (Earth and all Her inhabitants), which gradually alters the aura of all the grounded manifestations of Gaia.
·      Over third dimensional time, which according to the Mayan Calendar has ended, the alterations within the aura of Gaia’s life forms creates gradual and/or spontaneous changes in the third dimensional structure and form of Gaia’s myriad life forms.

Within the seventh dimensional expression of our Multidimensional SELF:
·      The shift in our seventh-dimensional Oversoul begins to alter the molecular expression of all of our expressions of a Galactic and/or Celestial Being, as well as Gaia’s expressions of a Galactic and/or Celestial Being.
·      This shift the frequency of form affects all the personal embodiments of form that our Multidimensional SELF has chosen to create in every the civilization of our Milky Way Galaxy. In other words, the form that we have chosen to create on every planet, star and dimension of the Milky Way Galaxy will be transmuted into a higher expression of Being.

Within the eighth through tenth dimensional expressions of our Multidimensional SELF:
·      The Group Minds and collections of Pure Consciousness of all of the expressions of our Multidimensional SELF within our entire Universe will transmute into a higher frequency of Being.
·      Source will experience a transmutation that will resonate through out the ONE of our entire Local Universe.

Within the ninth through twelfth dimensional expressions of our Multidimensional SELF:
·      Source will experience a transmutation that will resonate through out the ONE of the entire Multiverse.

Do you see now why so many Beings from so many worlds and frequencies of reality are gathered in the fourth and fifth dimensional aura of Gaia? These Beings all want to watch and they ALL want to help. Therefore, the next “time” you think that you are too busy to bother with this “ascension stuff,” remember that you are being watch, and you are NOT alone!