ate familiar food with my crewmates, we stripped down and swam in the lake.
Then, we lay down on the warm rock and talked about nothing. We told jokes,
laughed and finally feel asleep on the warm rocks. When I awoke, the sun was
low on the horizon and my friends were gone.
I was engulfed by the deep sorrow that I had not been able to feel about
leaving my beloved family. I was alone now, so I could cry like a baby, and I
did. As I cried, images from being on the Mother’s land with Mytria, laughing
with her, and making love filled my heart.
I realized that those images were stronger than the feeling of grief and I
began to focus on the feel of the images. As I allowed the feeling of deep
friendship, love and fun to fill my body, I began to understand what the
Arcturian meant by “perceiving with emotion.”
my emotion was sad, all I could perceive was that I was alone on a rock that
was once filled with love. However, as I gave my sorrow a voice, my perceptions
began to change. In my mind’s eye I actually saw that which I was remembering.
With the feeling of love filling my body, I looked out towards the setting Sun
and saw my SELF.
don’t know how to explain how I saw myself, as I saw it with the emotion of
Bliss. I had released my loneliness and deep sorrow and replaced it with the
FEEL of love for another. Then, once I felt love for another, I was able to
love my SELF. By SELF, I mean, the self that is ONE with the SELF that is ONE.
that time, that sounded like a poor sentence, but gradually I began to
understand what it meant. I was creating the hologram with my thoughts, just
like the Arcturian said I would. I called forth my friend and gave life to my
friend who had died. I hung out with them on a sunny day because I needed to
feel like a “normal” guy relaxing with his buddies. Finally, I fell asleep as I
could no longer believe the fantasy that I had created.
the loss of my illusion, I had to face my truth. Fear and sorrow came fast, and
love and happiness came in a slow, but enduring manner. When I allowed my
emotions to speak to me, I could see the truth around me. Much to my surprise,
that truth included the fact that my sorrow was not just for my family.
mourning the loss of all that I had held to be true, honest and real. Now that
I realized that my real world was an illusion, all I could perceive was the
truth. With that final realization, the lake vanished, the rock vanished, the
trees vanished and the setting sun revealed the door out of the holosuite.
that walking through that door was acknowledging that everything that I had
ever known, done, had and experienced was an illusion. Through the door was my
true SELF. Yes, of course, this SELF was within me, but through the door I
would learn how to remember who I really am.
at the flat door on the empty wall for a very long time. I knew that I no
longer had a choice. Once I moved our small Ship with my mind, everything
changed because I changed. Then, when I left the Restoration Chamber, I began
to BE my truth, which terrified me.
stood up and walked toward the door. With my head held high, I walked through
the door and followed the awaiting Arcturian who greeted me with an open heart.
No words were needed, for now I could read its mind.
Arcturian friend (they don’t have names in the manner that I was used to) led
me through the corridor, it started to float higher and higher above the floor.
I know that it was encouraging me to do the same, but my doubts were louder
than my belief in my SELF.
that thought, the Arcturian turned around and stared into my face. Gradually, a
small golden light grew within me. In fact, it felt as if it was gently rising
above the threshold of my inner doubt.
that sentence does not make sense, but my doubt was not infinite. It was strong
within the part of me that still held fear, the part of me that held the dark.
However, this golden ball was rising above that fear and filling me with light.
of course, this is the Sun that revealed the door out of the holosuite and into
my SELF. The Arcturian read my imagistic mind and spoke to me in an image more
powerful than words. I could feel tears rolling down my face, but they were
tears of joy. I threw back my head and opened my heart to the growing joy
raised my arms up and out to surrender my heart to…what? I did not know, but the sensation of
surrender felt wonderful. I closed my eyes and the surrender turned into bliss
and the bliss turned into a total quiet, a complete calm and a sensation of
then the Arcturian said, “Open your eyes.”
not want to open my eyes. I was concerned that if I saw the outside world I lose
these marvelous, healing sensations.
“Open your eyes now,” I heard with a
sense of urgency.
I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling of the Corridor inches away from my nose.
so startled that I lost my concentration and started to fall.
to my surprise, my fall was halted by the Arcturians firm words. I held the
feeling of command in my mind, as I repeated, “STOP” until I could lower my
feet to the ground.
sense of pride mixed with embarrassment, I looked up into the Arcturian’s eyes.
is the time to start your lessons,” said the Arcturian with its mind.
Mastering Thought and
Perceiving with Emotion
When the Arcturian kindly mentioned my thinking,
I had to laugh. I realized that my out-of-control thinking was partially
because I had been recalibrated to a frequency of resonance that I had never
I also recognized that I was frightened because
my thoughts and emotions were out of alignment with my new body. I remembered
the Elohim that Mytria and I had met within the Womb of the Mother long, long
ago. However, I had never met an Arcturian, much less experienced a frequency
rate of beingness that allowed me to perceive and interact with them.
“Good,” spoke the Arcturian standing just inside
my doorway. “You have corrected discerned that we took you to the Restoration
Room to expand your resonance. You were taken there because you passed a major
initiation of mastering your thoughts and perceiving with your emotions.”
I had no idea what perceiving with my emotions meant, but I was very clear about my
difficulty in mastering my thoughts. On the other hand, when I was flying the
Ship with my mind, I had only one thought, and I felt that thought with every
cell of my body.
“Follow me,” the Arcturian directed, but I saw no
movement of its mouth. Furthermore, I heard its message inside my heart instead
of through my ears. However, the Arcturian did not explain what I was
experiencing. With a knowing smile, it turned and walked away. I was very
groggy from lack of sleep and intense anxiety, but I woke up quickly in my vain
attempt to keep up with it.
For starters, the Arcturian did not actually
walk. It moved just above the ground. In fact, I sensed that it could just
blink itself to its destination, but was only using its present archaic
locomotion for my benefit. I was clear that I had a lot to learn if I was to
remain on this Starship.
The Arcturian guided me into what was likely a
holosuite, because it was a huge area with a beautiful lake, warm sun, and a
soft breeze that gently moved the leaves on the many trees. In fact, it was the
exact area where I first met Mytria. With that realization, a rush of deep
loneliness and sorrow rushed through me.
“You have been through a great change,” the
Arcturian said. “ We have created a familiar place for you to rest and become accustomed
to your new frequency of form. You may use your mind to call up anyone that you
wish to visit.”
“But, will they be real?” I
“What do you mean by real?” The
I did not even know how to answer that question,
so I stumbled around and said,
“You know, real in that it is
not just my imagination.”
“Everything is your
imagination,” the Arcturian said as it turned and left the lake, the holosuite,
or was it the reality?
Unfortunately, I could not ask these questions
because the Arcturian was suddenly gone. Obviously, I was on the fast-track of
learning, and I had to stop questioning and start remembering what had happened
to me on the Ship.
Therefore, I started to call up the illusion,
hologram or reality of my shipmates to ask them what they had seen. That was when I remembered that they must be
on the Starship too. Before I had a
chance to ponder that question, all three of my crewmates, including the one
who had died, appeared before me.
I was overwhelmed to see someone who I watched
die standing in front of me. Maybe he was a hologram, but if he was, I didn’t
want to be the one to break it to him.
brought you some food,” they said.
We sat down on a flat rock and ate our simple
food while we all pretended that this experience was normal, and I tried to
figure out if it was real.
Last night in the middle of the night I was
awakened by a message that flew quickly through my mind, but was important
enough to wake me. The room was dark, so I gabbed a paper and a pen and went
into the bathroom to see by the nightlight. My message was:
Earth is calling in Her markers
from anyone who may owe Her.
Of course, that sentence is a
third dimensional way of saying that Gaia is making Her final arrangements for
Therefore, any one who is busy
being distracted by what seems to be so
important, is being called away from their distractions and into Gaia's
Part of the reason for my getting this message
may be because of a quick meditation, or maybe it was a vision, that I had as I
was falling off to sleep the night before. I had just arrived in Dana Point
with my girlfriend for her Birthday Getaway, and I was thinking about the
myriad earthquakes that were in the San Diego area.
Dana Point is quite close to San Diego, and my
husband had protectively “reminded” me of the earthquakes before we left. I
didn’t think of it until I was falling asleep. Then, I realized we were there
to assist Gaia. I could feel that the land in that area was having problems
transmuting, and I knew that it was because of the nuclear power planet between
Dana Point and San Diego.
In my partial sleep state, I began transmuting
the land and assisting Gaia. All was going well, when a short, negative E T, a
fearful image from my childhood, walked up to me. I started to feel fear, but I
stopped my self and called in the Arcturians.
Instantly, I felt myself transmute into a
ten-foot tall version of Arcturian. My human disguise came off and my real identity
was revealed. I wish I knew how to describe it. I was so calm, so filled with
love that I could not even imagine the sensation of fear.
I, in my Arcturian form, walked over to the short
ET, leaned over and kindly touched the it on the shoulder. Then, in a very
loving fashion, I said,
“You may want to leave now, as it may get too
difficult for you here.”
It was a very short meditation, but the feeling
of being a ten-foot tall Arcturian Lightbody stayed with me for hours. In fact,
if I just close my eyes for a few moments I can still call up the feeling
again. Mostly, I can feel the complete lack of judgment and the true concern
for the difficultly that the fearful, and afraid, being might experience.
I think the most important lesson in this short experience
was that transmuting my form so easy. Of course, I am still walking around in a
physical body because the Arcturian form was not physical. However, my
perception of life, especially fear, was totally different while my
consciousness was calibrated to that frequency of SELF.
I write this brief note to remind you all that
you do NOT have to learn anything. All you have to “do” is to remember who you really
are and call it into your daily life. We are Flowing into a period of immense
change. When our world gets overwhelming, all we need to remember is to call in
You may wish to review my June 26, 2012 post in my blog…
first arrived on the Arcturian Starship after “accidentally” navigating my
Scout Ship with my mind, our society in the Pleiades was at the same stage of
ascension as your Earthly society is now. However, when I arrived all I could
do was tell the Arcturians that our planet was under attack. Shortly after, I
was taken to the Restoration Chamber.
would like to begin this message by telling you of my experience within the
Chamber. As soon as I was in my chair and the door was closed, I was surrounded
by total darkness. At first, I was a bit disconcerted by the darkness, but
slowly an inner light began to awaken within me. I had never had an experience
of perceiving this light before. It seemed to be coming from the top of my
light began to move throughout my brain, as if it were looking for something. After
an unknown period of time the source of the light seemed to settle into the
very center of my brain. From there it projected a beam into my inner forehead,
at which point I passed out.
awoke, I could see in the dark. I knew the room was still dark because I was
seeing through a higher frequency of vision. I could pan-in or pan-out from
what I saw without moving my head in any way. I also realized that I could see
to either side, and even behind me, without moving my head. What I realize now
is that I was seeing through my Third Eye.
had a chance to “play” with my new vision, I began to feel an immense burning
just above my heart. The burning sensation was so intense that I was paralyzed
with pain. If I moved my body in any fashion, the pain escalated. On the other
hand, if I totally relaxed into a calm, slow breath, the pain receded. Hence, I
remained totally still for an unknown time.
think I fell asleep, for it was not the same sensation as before when I passed
out. Either way, when I returned to an awakened state the pain was gone, and I
felt unbelievable filled with love. My wife and daughter came into my thoughts,
and I immediately saw a picture of them in my mind. Later, much later, I
learned that I had actually seen them.
focused on our village with my mind to see if I could see anything, but all I
could receive was an intense fatigue and sense of dread. I later learned that
searching for love was an easier task than seeing fear and violence. I also
learned that the reason for this discrepancy was to learn to follow the
sensation of love during my inter-dimensional travels. Of course, at that time,
I had no idea what glory my future would hold.
pondering was interrupted by the opening of door to the Chamber, which opened
quite on its own. I later learned that when the one in the chair resonated to a
certain frequency, the door automatically opened. As I slowly stepped down from
the chair, I felt a completely unique sensation course throughout my body.
no idea what that sensation was, but it was quite blissful. I later learned
that my entire body had been re-calibrated to the fifth-dimensional frequency
of resonance. However, I could only maintain the gift of higher resonance that I
was given by the Arcturians by learning to be the Master of ALL my thoughts and
emotions. This mastery was no easy task, but I did achieve it because the
reward was so immense.
I found how to balance my new legs, I slowly walked through the door and out of
the Chamber. I then entered a quiet corridor. The floor felt more like a cloud
than the ground, but I was not sure if it was the floor or my new body. I later
found that it was both. The corridor was empty, but I felt the thoughts of the
crewmembers as if they were there with me.
of so many people swirling through my mind gave me a headache and a feeling of
nausea. I put my hand out to hold onto the wall for stability and was instantly
overwhelmed by information regarding ALL the workings of the Ship. Fortunately,
I heard a quiet instruction emanating from my heart, which was another novel
experience, that instructed me to close my eyes and go deep into my own Core.
not sure what “going into my Core” meant, but I correctly imagined that it
meant to find my own Center. When I focused on the Center of my self, I could
find a place of peace and, even, quite. Within that quiet I realized that I was
hearing these voices from within my self rather than through my physical ears.
found my Center again so that I could balance my body enough to stand on my own.
I then gradually opened my eyes and saw the smiling face of an Arcturian. “Very
good,” It spoke. (Arcturians are androgynous even when they are wearing a
form.) “Follow me,” it said, as it led the way. It could tell that I was still
disoriented and kept a slow pace.
first I did not see much of the Ship, as I had to keep my eyes focused on the
Arcturian to avoid further dizziness. However, as I continued to walk, I became
steadier on my new feet. I had a million questions to ask but knew that I had
to respect their means of teaching me.
Arcturian led me to a Debriefing Room, where I told them everything that was
happening on my planet, as well as everything that happened to me on the Ship.
After my meeting I was taken to my own quarters, shown how to operate the
replicator to make myself some food, and encouraged to relax and get some sleep.
I did everything I was asked to do, except sleep.
tossed and turned and could not stop thinking long enough to surrender to
sleep. I had so many questions. Why did they leave me here alone? What was
going to happen next? How were Mytria and my infant daughter? How was my
planet? Did the Arcturians save them? And one, and on, and on…
my door buzzed, and I invited an unknown Being to enter. I say “Being” because
my unbidden communications revealed that there were Beings from all over the
Galaxy aboard this Ship. Fortunately, when the door opened it was an Arcturian who
entered. I had had enough surprises for a while.
slight smile, the Arcturian said, “How are you doing with mastery of your