Thursday, April 26, 2012

Divine Complements--Transmissions form Home


4-26-12
Transmissions from Home About Divine Complements
Sixth Message


Our Dear Ascending Ones,
I am Commander Mytar, a Pleiadian member of the Galactic Federation. I am the Divine Complement of Mytria of the Violet Temple of Alycone in the Pleiades. Mytria is one of this writer’s higher expressions of SELF. Since, Mytria and I are Divine Complements, then I, too, am a higher expression of Suzille. We, Mytria and myself, wish to speak with you about Divine Complements, also known as Twin Flames. Since the merging with your Divine Complement is a component of returning to your Multidimensional SELF, this topic is forefront in the consciousness of our ascending ones.

As I have said, I serve in the Galactic Council and Mytria serves on Alycone. However, since we are ONE being, our consciousness is continually joined. Hence, our expressions of form are located in different places, yet we are never apart. How can that be? Allow me to describe that which is impossible for third dimensional thinking to understand. Let me translate the sentence of: “Our expressions of form are located in different places, yet we are never apart.” into Light Language.

Mytria and I resonate to the ONE of our ascended reality. Within the NOW of the ONE, our unified Lifestream flows beyond time and space into diverse manifestations of our one Being. Mytria is the anchor for the Violet Flame of Transmutation as it is expressed in the initial fifth-dimensional expressions of Alycone’s Violet Temple. Our expression of Oneness also flows into another initial fifth-dimensional expression of the Galactic Federation’s Debriefing—Welcome Home—Center for newly returning ascending ones.

With that introduction, we, for we infinitely resonate the frequency of unity, wish to assist our ascending ones to recognize the Divine Complements. Recognition for that which has always been hidden is a huge initiation. To BE ONE with your SELF requires deep grounding in your Multidimensional SELF so that you can be totally FREE of the opinions of others. Freedom from judgment is based on freedom from desire. Freedom from judgment requires that you give no merit to the opinions of those who would judge you. Freedom from desire means that you no longer believe the illusion that you do NOT have everything NOW.

In other words, if you still contain fear of judgment, you will be too shy to approach another whom your Heart tells you is a member of your SELF. Furthermore, if you have desire, it is because you have forgotten that you are a Multidimensional Being who resonates to myriad expressions of SELF. Hence, there is nothing to desire for everything is already within some version of your myriad realities. Much as you would search the house for your glasses and find then on your head, desire leads you to search for that which you have always had, such as an intimate relationship with your SELF. It is this intimate relationship with your SELF that is the key to returning to your Divine Complement.

As your ascension continues, your relationships with “others” will change because only deeply intimate relationships will fulfill you. It is not that less intimate relationships are bad; it is just that they will no longer be enough. As deeply as you go into yourself, is as deeply as you will go into others. Furthermore, as you return to your fifth dimensional SELF there will be no illusion of separation. Hence, there will be no secrets, no boundaries and no mistrust, which allows your reunion with your Divine Complement to easily unfold

On New Earth, you will all be living in light and love. Thus, no boundaries will be needed, as you will instantly know what is happening within those who share your reality. Therefore, there are no secrets and you do not have to “trust” someone, as you will KNOW everyone. Most important of all, there will be NO desire, for whatever you think and/or feel will quickly become manifest. In fact, in the mid-frequencies of the fifth dimension and beyond, all manifestation is instant.

The Violet Temple and our Galactic Welcome Home Committee both resonate to the threshold of the fifth dimension. It is on this threshold that you can remember your immense powers of transmutation and manifestation. You see, transmutation and manifestation are the same term, as they both mean to create a higher frequency expression of your form, your thoughts and/or your emotions. These powers begin with recovering your deep intimacy with your many higher expressions of SELF. This level of intimacy stems from unconditional love for your SELF; for how can you give away what you do not remember you have?

A primary challenge within your Ascension is that your reality shifts and changes with your every thought. For example, you may start a course based on pure love and service, but your desire and/or fear of judgment can shift you into another reality that is actually of a lower frequency rather than a higher one. This change of course can led you to believe that you did something wrong or that you were not “good enough.”

Remember the words “good enough” come from your wounded ego, not from your ascending self. Therefore, it turns your path of ascension into a fearful place in which you must be on your guard in case you are not good enough, rather that surrendering to the flowing stream of light and unconditional love in which you are ALWAYS perfect. If you loose your way in this fashion, it is likely that you are tired. You may need to take a rest from your process and return to what who you love being and what you love doing.

This break will allow you to recalibrate back to love! And, who do you love the most, the Completion of your SELF with whom you have shared for all eternity. You have missed this Completion, this Complement of your Heart and Mind. You were never meant to be separated into two “different” people, but the energies of Earth had so fallen into darkness when you volunteered to return to Gaia that all earth vessels were polarized into male or female. Fortunately, there will be no need to search for your Complement in the fifth dimension, for your multidimensional perceptions will lead you to your SELF.

Many of you are feeling within your heart the call of your Complement. Do not allow this call to make you sad, angry or afraid, as these third dimensional emotions will separate you from the ONE that you seek. Instead, focus on the unconditional love and the joy of reunion that accompanies this call. Remember that there is no time, separation or age in the fifth dimension. Therefore, there will be no “waiting for,” distance, or age discrepancy upon your re-joining. We complete this message with a quote from the book, Reconstructing Reality, by our human expression of Suzan Caroll:

       Lamerius lay upon the warm pink sand of its special cove beneath the cliffs of Red Mountain.  The Waters of Light gently caressed its feet and grounded its soul while the warm sand penetrated its aura.  The Sun was descending towards the horizon, and it would soon be time to return to Temple studies.  Lamerius was remembering its many third dimensional lives when it was separated into two different beings, masculine and feminine.  Now it was once again one, androgynous body of Light.  The re-joining of male and female into the ONE had enriched and healed both aspects of its essence.  The male, Lamire, and the female, Lamira, communed what they had learned while apart.  This communion brought much wisdom, clarity, peace, and most of all, unity.
     Lamerius enjoyed the “no time” of fifth dimensional Venus where personal readiness created environmental markers to indicate that it was time to make a transition.  When Lamerius was ready to return from its cycle of deep meditation, known on Earth as sleep, the Sun would rise.  Then, when it was ready to take in the beautiful and healing love rays of the Venusian ecosystem, the Sun was high in the sky.  Finally, when Lamerius was ready to separate into Lamire and Lamira and return to the Temple, the Sun was low upon the horizon. 
     On fifth dimensional Venus, there was no time-space continuum like there was on third dimensional Earth.  Here, the environment was created, or rather chosen, by each member of the group consciousness.  Each consensus reality was selected much like one would select a radio station or turn a page in a book.  All the stations and pages existed simultaneously at all times, and one could choose what they desired to experience.  Others who made the same choice also shared that reality.
     Lamire and Lamira joined into Lamerius to share the experiences they had had while separated into two individual people.  During their joining, Lamira related that “she” had just returned from reliving her first incarnation on third dimensional Earth.  “I remember it all clearly now,” she thought inside the Spirit of Lamerius.  “We chose to answer the call that Lady Gaia, Earth’s consciousness, had put out at the end of the Atlantian era.  Earth was on the verge of total destruction, because the balance of Light/Construction and Dark/Destruction was weighted toward the polarity of Destruction.”        Lamerius remembered how it had studied here in fifth dimensional Venus in preparation for its adventure on Earth.  Most of all, it remembered the shock of its first separation into its two polarized male and female individuals.  Lamerius shuddered to remember how Lamira felt to be in a third dimensional body without her complete Self, and for Lamire to be without his feminine counterpart.  It took many Earth years before Lamire and Lamira could accept their deep grief over living as only a portion of their total Self.  It was in that first moment of separation that Lamerius first experienced the many limitations of third dimensional life.
     Lamire and Lamira both carried those limitations, and the feelings of abandonment, through life after life after life.  In spite of this, now both were soon to enter physical bodies again.  Their commitment to Earth was ending, and they were free to return Home to Venus once and for all.  First, however, each had to balance and heal the limited thoughts and painful emotions of their many earthly incarnations.  This was best done at the source, which was third dimensional Earth.   Unfortunately, the strong, earthly illusions of limitation and separation clouded their memory of the parallel life that they also lived as an androgynous being on fifth dimensional Venus. It was their call now to separate into two beings again.
     Lamerius stretched its Lightbody and a million sparkles fell upon the pink sand.  Lamerius could feel the consciousness within every grain of sand and every pebble.  It felt the aliveness of the air around it and the intelligent life force that cycled through its light body with every breath.  The Waters of Light that caressed its feet grounded Lamerius into the matrix of this fifth dimensional hologram.  Lamerius was fully aware that all matter and substance was an elaborate illusion created for the opportunity to commune and communicate with All That Is.  Because the fifth dimension was a “half-way house” between the worlds of form and the worlds of formlessness, the holograms created there were often based on the forms and structures of the lower worlds.
     Lamerius’ light body was usually in the same humanoid form that its Divine Complements, Lamire and Lamira, took while on Earth.  However, it was not bound to that form.  It was at liberty to alter its body in any way that it desired.  If it wished to experience flying, it could grow the wings of an eagle, or become a bee.  It could also float to its destination, as there was no gravity in the fifth dimension.  When Lamerius traveled inter-dimensionally to the higher worlds it would often take on the form of a speck of light or a star being.
          Lamerius’ “skin” was translucent and glimmered with light, but it could look denser if it preferred.  It was about ten Earth feet tall and, since it was composed of light, had no weight at all.  Lamerius lived in the ever present NOW and was always in the Hereness and Isness of that Infinite Moment.  When it separated into masculine and feminine to study in the Violet Temple, Lamerius still existed, but it “phased out” into the higher frequency of the fifth dimension until its two polarities, Lamire and Lamira, united again.  It was the rejoining into one form that brought its light body into a slightly lower vibration.  However, it never ceased to BE, as it was infinite and immortal. 
        If one of the Complements was “awake” in the lower worlds, Lamerius could send a stream of consciousness down the vibration scale and into his or her mind.  Lamire and Lamira could also communicate with each other across all time and space through the “homing beam” of Lamerius’ consciousness.

     The Waters of Light had cooled and the sun hugged the horizon.  It was “time” for Lamerius to separate again so that “The Two” could resume their individual Temple studies.  Lamerius stood and stretched its long arms toward the top of Red Mountain.  Its glowing, golden form expanded slowly, growing wider and wider until it took on the form of two pyramids attached at their base, with the masculine peak reaching towards the sky and the feminine peak grounded towards the heart of Venus.  As the upper peak opened, the double pyramid slowly separated into two spirals of light.  The spirals looked like spinning golden vortexes. Gradually, they unwound into two golden stars.  Slowly, arms, legs and a head formed from the stars, and two separate beings emerged.  Lamire and Lamira lifted their hands to the level of their hearts and touched each other, palm to palm.
     “We will NOW return to the Temple,” they spoke as they looked into each other’s eyes.  With a quick kiss and a smile, Lamira turned to take her separate path, but Lamire caught her by the arm.
     “It is said that some of us will remain on Earth and assist in creating its new fifth dimensional reality.  What do you think we will do?”

Many Versions Of The Same


4-26-12
Many Versions Of The SAME

I am sharing this email, as this person is asking a question that many have been asking:

Hi:) I've been reading some of your messages of lately. Do you know/can explain why there seem to be different Arcturians messages coming in with different angles, such as Ashtar Command, Lord Arcturus and "sweet pink pictures"?


Dear C,
Many of the Galactics that are assisting us with the ascension process have taken on third dimensional bodies. We are all Multidimensional Beings and myriad expressions of our consciousness in many bodies, planets, galaxies and dimensions. Therefore, people who are "channeling" higher beings are often actually receiving information from a higher dimensional expression of their SELF. Since the Arcturians are the extremely evolved Galactics who assist people, groups and planets to move into higher frequencies, many of them have taken on a human body.

 With a grounded, human component of their SELF they can better assist in personal and planetary ascension.  However, we humans still have separation consciousness and each of us can see the world differently. It is very difficult to translate fifth dimensional and above Light Language into 3D, linear language. Therefore, some of the "channels" personality and personal ideas leak into the channeled message.

This process of having may different channels is by intention. Ascension is like a huge puzzle, and we must all find our own puzzle piece, find out how to use it, then find out how to ascend it, so that we can fit into the planetary ascension. There are no absolutes in the higher dimensions, as every thought and emotion becomes manifest and unites with other manifested thoughts and emotions. Therefore, there are many different ways to look at the same thing. None of these perceptions are right or wrong. In fact, in the higher dimensions there is not judgment or polarities of right and wrong.

Now I know you are confused, as I have given you a very short description of my website, which I have worked on for over 18 years. Please feel free to ask questions about what I have just said.

Monday, April 23, 2012

A SHORT DREAM

4-23-12

A SHORT DREAM 
OF A DIFFERENT REALITY



I dreamt last night that I was in the fifth dimension. It was interesting because I was a different age. I was single and about college age. I was hanging out with my friends, just doing normal, young-adult collage life. However, there was no money, no cars that I could see, we did have some kind of certificate that we carried so that we could get anything that we needed. It was not a long dream, but it was very interesting to see myself as that young again. Also, it was very interesting to experience a society that had no worries for survival.

We hung out in groups and ate together in a huge room, maybe a dorm cafeteria, and did normal life. However, there was no concern for survival at all. We were all taken care of, not by our parents, but by daily life. There was no experience of fear at all, but we did have interpersonal actions, which were teaching us to be adults. Some of the dream took place at night, and we all moved around as safely and freely as we do now in the daytime. We seemed to travel everywhere I some form of public transportation, which had no fee.

It was not a long dream or very profound, but it was a trip outside of time. I don’t remember any of the drama that I had in this reality. I felt totally confident and safe and was surrounded by many friends, which was not the case in this life. This seemed to be New Earth and not the higher octaves of the fifth dimension, and I was at the selfish age of finding out who I was. My friends were all important to me, and I was always surrounded by them. I had none the young life loneliness or depression that I felt in this life, and felt quite confident.

Who would I be today if had I been that free when I was that age?

Sunday, April 22, 2012

The archive for the Graham Dewyea on his BlogTalkRadio show "InLight Radio", Sunday evening, April 22, at 8 pm Eastern Standard Time (EST) is available at




http://www.blogtalkradio.com/inlight_radio/2012/04/23/our-galactic-family


Hope you enjoy it,
sue 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

TRANSMISSIONS FROM HOME PART 5



THANK YOU ALL FOR PUBLICLY AFFIRMING 
YOUR READINESS TO ASCEND!!




4-21-12
Transmissions from Home
Fifth Message


I AM your Past/Future Ascended SELF,
and I AM HERE within you NOW!

I come to you upon your awakening to this day to remind you that your “work” is already done.
I come to you upon the awakening of your new life to remind you that all that you seek is within you right NOW. 
I come to you in this hour of your greatest need to remind you that YOU are everything that you need.

You journey Home has begun, while it is also completed. You are Home for your have never left. You have moved beyond the illusion of the third dimension because you were never there. Always and forever you/I sparkle within the Heart of the ONE. We are standing before the great holographic projector that streams its molecules of possibility into the illusions of that which you once believed was real.

Now, as you remember that YOU were never the Play, as you were only IN the Play, you can turn around inside your earthen vessel and see the steady stream of light that is being projected down from the holographic projector and into the matrix for your 3D Game of physical, polarized reality.

As you know, that Game is closing. Now, it is time to go inside to see the molecules of unconditional love, which have congealed into the sacred geometry that created Gaia’s ornate creation for existence. The ONE is quite pleased with the outcome of this Game, as it appears to have returned to its highest expression of completion. In other words, the Game is completing it cycle not in destruction but in ascension and construction of a higher frequency version of itself.

Just as you once pulled into the lower frequency version of this Game, you can turn inside to Know that the higher reality that you have dreamed of, yearned for, desired with the core of your heart is pulling you into its matrix. I, your Past SELF, will now remind you of how you first joined this Game.

Of course, it is difficult to use your 3D language to tell you a story that is beyond time and separation. Therefore we will use the metaphors of Light Language. Within the ever-present ONE, your consciousness streamed into and out of myriad experiences of realities. As experienced through Light Language, reality is a collection of possibilities that have inter-twined and congealed into a pattern of energetic flow of multidimensional light and unconditional love.

The multidimensional light is projected from the Omni-direction of the ONE to create a hub from which the “spinning” of the net of possibilities can begin. The creative force of unconditional love, which can express itself as Sacred Geometry, accomplishes this spinning of possibilities into a finite pattern. The pattern, or matrix, is a cohesive force, which beckons consciousness to connect to it.

Once a stream of consciousness has attached its attention and intends to join that pattern, it is pulled into the matrix to merge with the creation and manifestation of that reality. Outside of the reality matrix there is no time or sense of separation. Inside the reality matrix is the collection of possible realities that are converging to create a reality based on the patterns of possibility that have entered it.

The lower frequency patterns create realities based on time and space, whereas the fifth dimensional and beyond realities are based on Now and Here. As your Past Self, I decided to joined my heart force with the reality matrix of physical Earth to experience time and space. I joined this reality many times in differing time periods to experience the myriad patterns of Gaia’s reality.

Gaia has held a reality matrix for many millions of your years. I chose to enter Her matrix during many time segments ann as many different species. My ongoing, and closing, experience of Gaia’s Matrix is of a human “earthling.” In my/your current version, we are still earthlings. We have not yet “taken to the skies” to create a new life, such as we did in our Draconian, Arcturian, Pleiadian, Sirian and other inhabitants of the  diverse and ever-expanding story of Gaia’s reality matrix. 

Once Gaia’s matrix was joined, there were vast storylines and time zones to be visited. It is much like going on your Internet or watching your YouTube. I began in one “time zone,” which was linked to Her many other time zones. Through my many visits to Gaia’s vast reality pattern I have become very attached to this vast Being call Earth. Yes, what began as a pattern of possibilities congealed into a magnificent, Multidimensional Being. 

I bring you now into what you would perceive as our Future SELF. In my introduction I said “Past/Future Ascended SELF” as you/I/we resonate to frequencies far beyond those of the time-bound patterns of the physical reality matrixes. Therefore, as your “Future SELF, I will remind you how we have already chosen to look within to follow the stream of light back into our true origins in ONE.

We have had several solo ascensions within our myriad visits to Gaia’s reality, but now we do not return alone. Now, we enter to this stream with Gaia’s Earth body in tow. Within the same moment of the NOW, Earth is pulling you, and all Her inhabitants, as She makes Her return trip into Her higher frequency realities. This return has been in process for many of your years, but it is now reaching its critical mass.

In order to initiate a frequency shift of an entire planetary matrix, there must be immense dedication and unity of those currently logged in to that matrix. Fortunately, that dedication and unity has been achieved. Now, it is vital that all participants in this process of shifting the matrix into a higher frequency turn inward to consciously perceive the unconditional love-light and multidimensional light streaming into Gaia’s reality matrix. Your conscious perception of the light and love that once created your reality is the KEY to returning your reality to it expressions in the fifth dimension and beyond.

When you look inside to see the flow of multidimensional light and unconditional love, you will also see the patterns of the matrix and the sacred geometry that created that matrix. Trust your imagination, for we KNOW that you have perceived these patterns, as we are YOU. Sometimes the patterns come in multidimensional light, other times there are unique tones that resonate to your every thought, other times your High Heart and/or physical form perceive a feeling with is something like a “fulfillment of longing.”

It is especially important to go inside to follow the FEEL of the fulfillment of your longing. Partially, it is important because your choice to attend to your heart and body in this fashion validates the unconditional love that you have been able to integrate into your consciousness. It is also important to follow of the feeling of fulfillment, as it will carry you to – yes – FULFILLMENT. Do no worry about the work that you do in the matrix, for as you live inside your SELF, your everyday DOING will become the expression of your Multidimensional BEING.

Therefore, practice perceiving your inner world as you walk through the physical matrix of ascending Gaia. Imprint your inner light and love on every person, place, situation or thing that you encounter. We know that this act seems far too simple to be important, but isn’t the TRUTH always simple? As you remember to remember to live your life in this fashion, you will serve as an Opened Portal of Ascension. It is through this Portal the higher-frequency possible realities can enter Gaia’s ever-changing matrix. Through the Opened Portal of your ascending earth body, you will send streams of higher frequency possibilities, which can intermingle with your area of influence.

Your area of influence is any dimensional reality in which your body and/or your consciousness have influenced your reality. Therefore, your area of influence is any place that your body travels, your words are read or heard, your creations are seen, as well as any persons, places, situations or things to which you send your love and light. Thus, those who enter your area of influence are presented with the opportunity to perceive a higher frequency expression of reality. Do you see the Power that you carry as you simply walk through your mundane life?

What Flows through you touches the land with your every step, every person, animal, plant, insect is influenced by your Flow as you move past them. As you breathe, your Flow of influence travels into the atmosphere, and as you dream and/or meditate your Flow influences the fourth dimension and beyond. Ascending Earth is not an action; it is a state of consciousness that you contribute to your reality with your every word, thought, emotion and breath.

In other words, ascension is not an action. Ascension is a RESPONSIBILITY!

I, your Past/Future SELF, 
know that you have accepted this responsibility 

because I AM your Present SELF 
in the process of ascension.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Join me THIS Sunday, 8 pm EST on BlogTalkRadio

I have been invited to join Graham Dewyea on his BlogTalkRadio show "InLight Radio", Sunday evening, April 22, at 8 pm Eastern Standard Time (EST). Graham has entitled our session "Our Galactic Family". I will be sharing information about:
  • The Arcturians - the most advanced galactic race - and their specific role with Ascension;
  • the Galactic Wars;
  • the Draconians (from my personal experience being Draconian) history and how the Galactic Federation is in the process of clearing them from Earth;
  • how Atlantis was to be a rehearsal for Ascension;
  • being multidimensional and what the different dimensions are like;
  • the Russians and their DNA/light receptive research;
  • serving on a starship;
  • the importance of trusting our instincts;
  •  and more.
There is a call-in number posted on the event page; if time permits we will open lines to callers.

You may find the event on BlogTalkRadio here:

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/inlight_radio/2012/04/23/our-galactic-family

The session is free.

Are You Ready?


4-19-12

ARE YOU READY?

I imagine that most of you are also releasing more and more of your addictions to the third dimension. I know that I am. By “releasing 3D addictions” I actually mean that many things that used to be important to me are no longer important. There are books I once enjoyed reading, television shows I once watched, places I liked to go to, conversations I wanted to have, etc. etc. that no longer hold my attention. Oh yes, there is also food I once enjoyed that is now no longer important. However, it is not just that I do not enjoy those things that were judged as “bad” and now I only do those things that were judged as “good.” Instead, it is just that I have very different desires and needs.

Of course, there are still many things that are still very important, nature, my loved ones, writing, talking with people about spirituality and doing art. I think there is a process here where I no longer enjoy things that are “just 3D” and want to spend my time doing things that of a higher frequency. I especially only enjoy people that I can be open with about my spiritual experiences. I spent so much of my life hiding out that I have no tolerance for situations in which I must mute myself or be less then myself so that “they” will not judge me.

In fact, I don’t care at all if “they” judge me. If that is how they wish to express their fear, that is their choice, but I do leave their presence. However, I don’t have to leave their presence because it just does NOT come up. That judgment that I spent so much of my life worrying about, just never happens. I mean, I am sure it does happen, but I don’t attend to my desire to experience it, so I don’t have to experience it. Perhaps, because I no longer judge myself, others do not judge me either. Energy out is energy back, and everyone in our life is a mirror through which we can see our self.

I guess I am so busy looking into my multidimensional mirror that I have lost interest in my 3D mirror. Of course, I dress appropriately for the situation and put on makeup etc., but my concern is gone even though the effort is still made. When I remember to look, I am seeing more and more of the 5D bleeding through into my daily life. I see the 3D fine, but if I remember to look, I can see lights and, mostly, FEEL that there is some one or some thing just over there that I can’t quite see—yet. However, I must admit that I forget to “look” unless I am relaxed. When I am hurrying to some place, I lose the journey and become the task.

I am learning how to release the task orientation and live more in the experience. When I remember to do that, my body calms, my consciousness rises and I feel love for life. In fact, that love of life is growing every day. That is a big thing for me, as I spent most of my life hating the 3D and wanting—wanting—wanting to go Home. That is unless I was in nature, meditation, being with loving friends or family or engaged in a creative act. Now, I have moments of that feeling as I walk through the grocery store, or do nothing, or do some mundane action.

Interesting, now that we are returning to that Home that I soooooo missed, I am beginning to really enjoy where I am now. In fact, I don’t want to soar off into the highest dimension to which I can ascend. Instead, I want to stay with Gaia and assist Her in creating New Earth. The very planet that I so wanted to leave is the very place where I want to stay when I can finally leave. Very interesting! Life does have a way of surprising us, doesn’t it?

I remember when I was a teenager and locked in the bathroom (I would lock myself in the bathroom where I had total privacy and cry, cry, cry to please take me home.) As I was saying, one time when I had locked myself up and was sobbing, I saw a small peace of paper in the trash. I think it was part of a calendar or something. I stopped my hysteria and picked up the small paper. It said,
“Happiness is not getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you have.”

Perhaps, many decades later I have discovered that truth. Also, I have discovered how I have the power of choice, and the most important choice I ever made was to listen to Spirit. It was always there. I played with it as a child, and it comforted me when I was a teenager. It assisted in raising my children and learning to be married, and guided me through my EVERY life choice. It is not that I never made mistakes. In fact, I made many mistakes. It is just that my best friend, Spirit, always forgave me.

Perhaps that forgiveness was the very best gift from Spirit. The guidance was, of course, invaluable, but the forgiveness allowed me to learn from my mistakes. And, the main thing I learned was—ALWAYS stay connected to Spirit. Always believe that my inner-conversations were real and always listen to the small voice of Spirit over the shouts of doubt and fear.

So here we are. It does appear to be happening. I mean, the ascension the ascension does appear to be happening. I can say “it” because the process of ascension has been so forefront in my mind and vocabulary that it is the “IT” that I have been waiting for, hoping for, working for and calling for my entire life. My gift/curse (as gift and curse are often in the same package) is that I forgot to forget. Therefore, I knew what I was missing in my myriad higher dimensional realities. Also, I felt the pain of my other parallel third dimensional lives as well as the pain in this life. Fortunately, as I finally transmuted the pain of my other lives, I felt the joy in those lives, to amplify my joy in this one.

We all have a gift/curse, which is that thing that drives us crazy if we try to ignore it and forces us to grow up so that we can use it. Our gift/curse keeps up discontented from 3D dramas and reminds us over and over that there is more to life if we just pull back the curtain of illusion. Now, those curtains are being ripped off, ready or not. If we have spent our lifetime getting ready, the clear view of reality is a blessing, a validation of what we always knew – but forgot.

Well, the curtains are down and the light is shinning in. The darkness is leaving and the moment is NOW! Therefore, it is time to look into the mirror of our SELF and say,
“I AM READY!”


 Almost 2000 people read this blog this week. How many of you are ready to ascend--whatever that means to you? In fact, lets have a show of hands. In your comment section say:

I AM ________ AND I AM READY!

I will go first:

I AM Sue and I AM READY!