EXPERIENCES ON THE STARSHIP

JULY 24,2011

I have been having more experiences of my reality on the starship. I had not had many experiences of the ship since my initiation. I think it was because I had to allow Kepier, my fifth dimensional SELF, to fully merge with my physical form. My last experience I had with the ship was when I was in the Regeneration Chamber, which I believe initiated a major initiation. However, recently I have been able to experience myself within the body of Kepier, and on the starship in an increasingly vivid fashion. At the time of the experience, I was not able to document it, so rather than speaking of it in the past, I will go into my memory and re-experience those sensations again.

I'm walking down the hall of the Arcturian Starship Athena and greeting my friends that I meet along the way. I am aware that these friends are able to ascertain that there has been a merging of my fifth dimensional and third dimensional realities because they can see that my grounded self is within Kepier, my fifth dimension expression. These friends greet me and congratulate me. Many of them discuss with me their process of reconnection and merging with their grounded expression of SELF. It appears that many of the Galactic Beings who have chosen the Mission of circling Earth and assisting Her with Her ascension have also chosen to project their consciousness into the third dimensional forms of their grounded third dimensional expressions.

As I complete these discussions I walk over to the outer hull of the Ship, which I remember is a biological Ship, and I touch the wall. As I touch the wall I realize that it is an alive being. To my third dimensional mind it appears as if I am living inside of an animal. However, to my multidimensional mind “animal” would not be the correct word. The Starship is indeed a living being, a collective creation of all the members onboard the Starship. The members of Athena’s Homeworld, Arcturus, also assist with the Ships creation. They are also in constant communication with the Ship and all the crew.

As they take I moment to more deeply experience that Ship, I feel the collective consciousness of all the crewmembers on the Ship. Since we resonate to the Oneness of consciousness, it is not unfamiliar to be able to tune into the collective and merge with all that is being thought, felt and experienced. As I move even more deeply into my experience, I am aware of all of the technical aspects of the Starship. I see Light Language control mechanisms, which are activated by the thoughts of those who are aligned with that component of the operation of the Starship.

I am unable at this time to make any sense of these letters, as my physical brain is not able to understand the images. However if I move into my High Heart I find that I have a feeling about what these images are, what they stand for, and how to activate them for the benefit of the Starship and all of those who are in it. (I realize that at this time I begin to speak in first person as Kepier, rather than my physical self on planet Earth). I realize that even though we have our assigned duties, all of us are able to do all duties if necessary, which is possible because of the unity of our collective consciousness.

SERVING ON THE SHIP

Within our collective consciousness, we can connect with all the information of any person who has an expertise is in that area. In this manner, all of us are able to care for every function of flying the Starship. It is for the experience of cooperation that we are assigned our individual duties. It is also that we are assigned these duties because they are the areas of our greatest proficiency. My area of expertise on the Ship is similar to my expertise in my physical reality. Therefore, I serve in a more psychological capacity. However, psychological has a very different meaning in a community of collective consciousness, as well as within a community of persons from many different areas of the Galaxy.

I suddenly have another vision in which I find myself at a small meeting. We still hold individual forms within this level of the fifth dimension, however, as I have said before, our consciousness is merged. There are perhaps nine or ten of us sitting around this table. We still choose to use our voice on many occasions because we interface with our grounded ones and with other galactic beings on a regular basis. However, before each of us gives our presentation we all touch the tabletop. When we touch the tabletop, the specific information of our presentation is downloaded into the consciousness of all those around the table.

In reality, everyone aboard the Ship would be able to connect with that information, as the Ship is much like a huge computer. The difference is that third dimensional computers exist outside of you, whereas our computers exist within us. Much as you would go to a search engine to gain information, we use our thoughts to search our inner computers to gain any information that we wish to receive.

I will now talk about the report that I am giving. Part of my job aboard the spaceship is to be in constant communication with the energy fields of the humans and other life forms of planet Earth. Since within the Earth's time frame of May 2011, there have been major downloads of light. I am about to give my report regarding the effects of this light on human consciousness. I speak in terms of human consciousness because the consciousness of Earth’s nonhuman life forms already live within unity that is quite beyond the unity of the humans. On the other hand, unity consciousness among humanity is greatly increasing every day.

Our conversations aboard our fifth dimensional starship are not limited to individual words put into sequential fashion of a sentence. Instead, we speak in images which accompany our telepathic communications and whatever voicing we choose to share with others. Therefore, I will send to humanity my report regarding the effect of light of consciousness via images in my mind. (On the Ship, I just sent the images, and we talked about them later.)

MY REPORT

I see humanity in terms of the collective consciousness of humanity. This collective consciousness looks somewhat like one of your oceans At the top of the ocean there is the most light and highest level of consciousness, which gradually has less light and a lower state of consciousness and it moves towards the floor of the ocean, where there is very little light and a very low state of consciousness. Within your reality there are basically three groups: Multidimensional consciousness, third/fourth dimensional consciousness and selfish consciousness based on Service-to-self.

At the top-level of the ocean, multidimensional consciousness, there are those who have been able to integrate the light into their consciousness and physical forms. I see beings as being able to easily receive the light into their ever-expanding consciousness. However, their bodies are suffering symptoms of transformation. These symptoms of transformation occur because the frequency of light is far beyond the frequency of the Earth vessel. Fortunately this light is activating the 98% of their “Junk DNA” is the hard drive for transformation into Lightbody. This transformation from Earth vessel to Lightbody is a switch from the density of physical molecules within the earth vessel into the crystalline molecules that make up the awakening Lightbody.

This Lightbody has long resided within the Core of your spinal cord, brain, chakras, heart and High Heart. It is a challenge of you, the grounded one, to allow the light to enter into your physical bodies, and to direct it into your Core of which I have just spoken. Since your Core is the grounding force that connects your Lightbody to you physical body, it can easily accept the higher frequencies of the energy. Once these energies are stored within your Core, it can gradually be released into the physical, earth vessel, thus diminishing the symptoms of transformation. However, this transformation is immense and symptoms will be felt.

With the second group of third/fourth dimensional consciousness, the light is still surrounding the humans, but they have not yet learned/remembered how to accept it. For these humans there may be many changes in their external world that have forced them to look within and to ask for guidance from the higher frequencies of reality. When they choose to turn their attention into their inner worlds, which allow them access to the higher frequencies of spirit, they are increasingly able to allow the light into their consciousness. Once the light enters their consciousness, it is able to gradually enter the cells of their body, as well.

Every human has agreed to a certain flash point, an earthbound time, in which they will fully awaken to their Multidimensional SELF. It is at this flashpoint that they will be able to begin the process of transformation either gradually or all at once. Either way, the group of Lightworkers at the top-level has spent most of their lives preparing the way for those that have not yet awakened. Because of their contribution, it will be easier for mid-level group to accept the Light when they are ready and/or when it is their “time.”

The third group of consciousness, which would be correlated to the bottom of the ocean, selfish, service-to-self consciousness, is comprised of people have enjoyed the separation and power-over-others of the 3D Game and don’t want it to end. Some of the members of this group are suddenly realizing that they no longer want to live in in fear and domination. These ones are looking up, as they are not yet able to look within, in the hope of finding more light and love in their lives. It is this light and love, which will open their hearts. As their hearts open, they feel themselves beginning to transform, as well.

The other members of this group have a form like small parasites. The fight is forcing these myriad small parasites to leave their host, and they are swimming away as quickly as possible. It is within this vision that there is a realization that these parasitic beings are not members of Earth. Because Earth is moving into a higher vibration, these parasites are in the process of leaving your reality in search of yet another one.

Since I am in the process of merging with my grounded one, it is part of my duty to share this information with those who are open to this type of information. I realize that there are many grounded ones who may be not be comfortable with this information. It is to them that I send my fifth dimensional, unconditional love.

INTO THE MOON

INTO THE MOON

I am El Morya, here today to take you through the portal into the Moon. The Moon was once a spacecraft, but is now inhabited by the higher fourth dimensionals who wish to be protectors of Earth.

To begin this journey, find the Moon inside your self, for that is the True Reality. Can you see it? Each of you may carry the Moon in a different area of your body. In fact, your Inner Moon, which is the Portal to Gaia’s Moon, can change locations with your emotions.

I ask you to close your eyes for a moment of the NOW and feel the power of your Inner Moon. Do you feel how the power of your Inner Moon is different than the power of your Inner Sun? It is calmer and subtler. It is not as steady as your Inner Sun, but waxes and wanes with your state of consciousness.

In fact, your Inner Moon IS your state of consciousness. When your consciousness is expanded, your Inner Moon is huge and fills your entire body with its peace and truth. Then, when your consciousness is trapped in the mire of physical life, you Inner Moon can feel dense and far away.

Therefore, take a moment to take some slow breaths to connect with your Inner Moon…

Once you have connected with your Inner Moon, allow your right hand to slowing rise and touch the place on your body where it is at NOW…

As you connect with your Inner Moon, allow its light to project the Path into Gaia’s Moon…

Slowly, you float upon the Path as you allow the Moon the pull you into Her embrace. As the Moon approaches, you know that you will easily move past its surface via the Portal of your Inner Moon. In a flash, you are inside the Moon.

The beauty inside the Moon is indescribable, and looks like a combination of Lemuria and the Land of Faerie in their peak expression. Floating above what appeared to be the grounded area (as the “ground” is inside of an orb), are many magnificent beings of the higher fourth dimension. In the very center of this reality is the Moon’s Violet Temple of Transmutation.

I, El Morya, must tell you that now you are on my own, for only those who can resonate to the fifth dimension and beyond could find their way to enter the Temple. Therefore, just relax into the unconditional love that you have felt for your self and for others. It is through the energy of your unconditional love that you shall find your Way.

As you relax into the flow of your unconditional love, you easily float up to the three stairs before the Temple entrance. You feel the innocence of purity of your Divine Child and know that state of consciousness will grant you the ability to climb these three stairs. You can see now that this Temple is made of pure violet light, and that its shape can change with your expectations. It is you state of innocence and purity that allows you to hear the manner in which you can climb these stairs.

Your consciousness is free of fear, or you would not be approaching this step. However, to climb the first stair, you must release ALL fear from every cell and atom of your physical form.

Inside, you hear the Mantra:

I NOW release ALL fear from every cell and atom of my physical form

And replace it with Unconditional Love.

Say this Mantra three times, or as many times as you need to until you can believe it is true. Is it not a glorious feeling to experience your body completely free of fear?

To step upon the second stair, know and fully believe that YOU are the creator of your reality. Knowing that all you need is “enough” frees you from the toils of the third dimension. In the fifth dimension, you create only what you need for the NOW and allow it to return to the ONE for redistribution once you withdraw your attention from it. As you use this fifth dimensional thinking in your grounded life, it grants you complete independence from third dimensional worries. This independence comes from your total believe in the next Mantra:

“I ALWAYS have Enough.”

As you move toward the third step, you hear, “What will you forget?” To your surprise you answer,

“I will forget nothing. I carry with me the memory of every life, every experience, every sorrow, joy, fear, anger, love and lost love that I have ever experienced in any of my third dimensional incarnations. I, a speck of the ONE, entered the individuality of the third dimension to gain experiences, which I vowed to share with the ONE. Therefore, I now place every earthly experience I have ever had upon the Threshold of this Temple, so that I may share all that I have known.”

As you place your earthly experiences on the Threshold, you hear the third Mantra:

“I now place every earthly experience I have ever had on

the Threshold of Ascension, so that I may share them with the ONE.”

With the last Mantra, you float into the Temple and are instantly surrounded by every higher dimensional Being you have known during your many sojourns on third dimensional Earth. You listen calmly as they tell you that you are now, and have always been, an Ascended Master.

As you return to your mundane life, you hold the memory of being surrounded by my many Guides and higher expressions of your SELF who are bathing you in their unconditional love. You vow to Gaia that you will retain an earth vessel for as long as necessary, so that you can contribute your Light to Her Planetary Ascension. You know that something important is happening, and you will maintain your presence on the body of Gaia for as long as she needs you!

You are not yet aware how this process will influence your life, but you vow to remember the three stairs:

I NOW release ALL fear from my earth vessel.

I KNOW that I AM creating “enough.”

I share all my physical experiences with the ONE.

Our ascension is drawing near and I, along with many others, am receiving many commu

nications that I feel need to be shared. Therefore, I am beginning Multidimensional Bulletins to present short messages that I have received from beyond about our process of ascension.

July 2011

Message From El Morya

I AM the Ascended Master El Morya, and I wish to leave a message for the many ascending AND Ascended Masters holding an earth vessel. There are three things that I wish to share with you, our Planetary Ascension Team:

1. Release ALL the fear that is still embedded in your physical earth vessel.
2. KNOW that there is ALWAYS Enough.
3. Maintain your earth vessel for as long as Gaia needs you to.

It is NO sacrifice to maintain your earth vessel because your Spirit is forever FREE. Your earth vessel merely represents that YOU are the planet Earth. Therefore, as you release your residues of fear that are in the molecules and atoms of your earth vessel, you are serving to release all fear in your planetary vessel, as well. Furthermore, your fear of not having enough, which is an innate “fear of survival,” can be released when you realize YOU are the planet. As the planet returns to Galactic Consciousness, the humans will return to their true Planetary Consciousness.

You, the members of humanity, have reached critical mass regarding multidimensional consciousness, but only because the awakened ones hold so much more light than the masses. However, many of you awakened ones are still holding a form in fulfillment of your pre-birth contract to partner with Gaia. Also, the physical form that you hold is a representation of your Planetary SELF. Humans, who are the Keepers of the Land and the cetaceans who are the Keepers of the Water are sworn to release ALL attachments to their third dimensional illusions while they retain their earth vessels.

Your detachment from illusion while maintaining an earth vessel facilitates the release of ALL fear embedded within your earth vessel, so that you can better assist in releasing all the fear embedded in your collective planetary vessel. It is the knowing that there is always ENOUGH that expedites the release of embedded planetary fear/darkness. While watching a scary movie you may say, “It’s just a movie. It isn’t real.” You can now make the same comment while observing the many frightening third dimensional illusions.

Because you know these illusions are not real, you can maintain your earth vessel and continue to play the 3D Game while you also move through your process of ascension. The ascension personal and planetary processes are accelerating more and more each day. Things may look the same on the outside, except that you are finding that things that were once essential to you are no longer important. Competition, wealth, fame and success carry less weight once you realize that the Game of 3D Life is not real. What is REAL is inside.

Inside, you are becoming more and more transformed with every breath. Just as thought precedes action, changing your state of consciousness precedes changing your reality. Believing that you are changing your reality places you in a state of consciousness in which you can change your reality. In fact, you are not just changing your reality. You are creating your reality with your every thought. Therefore, remember to maintain your Mastery over your every thought and emotion. You have great power now, and with that power comes the responsibility to maintain your multidimensional consciousness.

I, El Morya, serve as the Ascended Master of the First Ray, the Blue Ray of the Power of God’s Will. To avoid religious discriminations, as different religions have different names for the energy they perceive as God, I will speak of the Will of ONE. Dear ascending ones, we Ascended Masters understand how difficult it is for you to forgo your return to SELF in order to remain in service to Planetary Ascension. However, I proudly remind you that YOU are not “remaining” on Earth. You ARE Gaia.

You are the portals through which the multidimensional light and unconditional love of the higher dimensions can enter Gaia’s body of Earth. In return, Gaia shares Her expanding light and love through the glory of Her Nature. I will return to speak more of being an Ascended Master while still maintaining a third dimensional earth vessel. We, the Ascended Masters of Earth, remind you that if you have found yourself reading this communiqué, you are an Ascended Master who is still wearing an earth vessel.

You may wonder how we could make such a sweeping statement, but you must remember that we are in full possession of our multidimensional perceptions. Therefore, we know you are an Ascended Master because you are ALL Ascended Masters. You did not leave the fifth dimension and beyond to enter third dimensional Earth. No, you expanded your consciousness into the third dimension so that you could participate in this cosmic moment. It is just that you forgot that your earth vessel was actually a puppet, an avatar in a video game.

As you awaken to your Multidimensional SELF, you realize that YOU are the puppeteer, the one who chose to log into this reality during this auspicious moment of transmutation. In fact, you spent eons of lives training for this particular reality. One of the worst indoctrinations of this 3D Game was that “You are NOT Good Enough.” We say to you, “YOU are precious!” YOU are necessary and vital for the completion of a great plan that went into motion long before the establishment of Lemuria and Atlantis.

YOU are the final chapter in the book of third dimensional Earth.

YOU are Gaia, the consciousness of Earth.

Those of you who have awakened, have done so because you refused to totally forget your SELF. You may have seemed to forget, but there was always a glimmer of a memory of your true SELF. That memory that was implanted into your Soul during all your lives in which you prepared for this moment of HERE and NOW. You are, indeed, HERE NOW in the process of ascending your personal and planetary SELF.

I AM El Morya. It is the Will of the ONE that you succeed. Therefore, you shall!

All of us in the higher dimensions know that you will succeed, for in the NOW of the ONE you have already ascended!

(I have served with El Morya since the late 1970s. When I had my first inner meeting with him, I was terrified of his power, the Power of God’s Will. In fact, I believed for quite awhile that he was angry with me. Fortunately, like an adult would love a frightened child, he comforted me and assisted me to find my own inner power. I have come to know his loving heart and quick humor. He does not mince words and speaks powerfully with utmost authority. In other words, he is a role model for us all!)

Power of Unconditional Love

Many of us are having reorganizations within our family that is a result of clearing of our subconscious fears, habits, and behaviors. These reorganizations occur because we have expanded our consciousness into the fifth dimension. As we connect with these higher frequencies of our SELF, we are more able to find the courage to step into your deep subconscious. Of course, we don’t really have much of a choice. If we choose to merge with the higher expressions of our fifth dimensional SELF, the homeostasis of our earthbound systems will pull our consciousness deep into the inner secrets of our subconscious. The energies will then continue to flow back up then down again until our consciousness has found the Center.

It is within our Center that we are able to most effectively commune with our Multidimensional SELF. When we function from our multidimensional consciousness, we can better observe the deep subconscious programs of our many earthly lives. Relationships with people with whom we have incarnated together for your many third and fourth dimensional lifetimes are likely to be in our life now, so that we may assist each other to clear old patterns of behavior. These relationships offer the promise of deep intimacy, but they also can be a reservoir of dysfunctional patterns of behavior.

These old behaviors, which were created by the fear and separation of our many third dimensional lives, can easily be healed by unconditional love. Because of our deep connection to these people, we will take the effort to unconditionally love them, and ourselves, in order to heal the old patterns and move into a deeper love and commitment. Because we have been finding our Center, our consciousness is expanding enough to activate our expanded perceptions.

These expanded perceptions, such as clairvoyance and clairaudience, allow us to read our own energy field, as well as the energy fields of others. In fact, we are learning to detect the energy matrix within our aura in order to discern how energy runs through our personal body, as well as through the body of Gaia. We may not have these energetic perceptions in an intellectual manner. Instead, we may experience these rhythms of energy via our emotional mood, feelings within our body and by swift pictures and sounds that are just above the threshold of our third dimensional perceptions.

When these energy fields are calm, loving and peaceful, we feel centered, our body is energized, and we have a sense that something good is about to happen. On the other hand, when the energy flows are dissonant, our mood may be anxious or impatient, our body is tense and we may have a sense of impending doom. The highest frequencies of energy create give us a sense of peace and love, and the flow of energy is free of any constricting patterns of energy. These patterns of energy expand out in all directions like the light of the star.

On the other hand, when the energy around and within us is filled with fear, our behavior can be dictated by the restricted energy that sluggishly moves through our body. As we connect and merge with our fifth dimensional SELF, this component of your greater SELF assists us to find the Source Cause of the restricted energy. Then we can move our consciousness into that situation, reality or thought-form to heal the fearful energies by filling them with unconditional love.

This unconditional love will actually rewrite the experiences that created that resistance by raising our consciousness beyond that of the third and fourth dimension. If there is an issue that has created a strong karmic pattern, we can perceive it from our fifth dimensional perspective, which is free of old ego patterns. When we identify the Source Cause of a persistent behavioral reaction in ourselves or in others, we can merge our consciousness into that behavior to perceive that behavior and situation through the eyes of unconditional love.

Unconditional love is one of our most important multidimensional tools that we have within us to assist us to change old patterns of behavior on an energetic level. As we give our self the great gifts of unconditional love, we find that we can more easily send this unconditional love to others because we have discovered that we can easily and lovingly give to others what you have learned to give to our self.

july 16, 2011

Our inner world is changing, growing, amplifying and expanding more and more. Meanwhile, our outer world seems to be diminishing, slowing down, decreasing. Whereas before, we may have gotten detached from our inner world because our mundane life was calling us, now we are more inclined to have difficulties responding to the calls of outer, mundane life. Within our SELF we are finding so many adventures, illuminations and communications that the moving through our physical world is only really enjoyable when it is filled with love, as it is more now. It is the love that we experience in our 3D lives that holds us here. Or, is it that the love is what allows us to stay here so that we can assist with the planetary ascension.

We used to doubt what we experienced in our inner world, but now we doubt what we experience in our outer world. The news media has lied to us so often that we cannot trust anything that it says, whereas we have been hearing great truths within. These inner truths are allowing us to know how important we are and how much we can serve our planetary ascension. Also, more and more of us are having vivid experiences of visiting other dimensions, world, planets and galaxies. These experiences fill us with joy and assist us to release any final questions about whether or not our ascension is real.

As we have more and more spiritual experiences, we become more confident that the ascension will, indeed, occur. We may not know exactly how it will occur or when, but the hows and whys fade from our consciousness when we have more and more multidimensional experiences. As more people have these experiences and talk about them, they become more "normal," so that others can talk about their experiences, as well.

The voice of the fear mongers diminishes as we release 3D news media and listen to our own inner news and that of our trusted spiritual sources. We are hearing many of these sources say the same thing in a slightly different way. What they are saying is, "The ascension is NOW. Enjoy it, for you have waited for millennia and myriad lifetimes to experience it." We don't always understand what our ascension process is, but we know that we are changing from our core.

With this core change, our attachments to the 3D Game diminish. We no longer need to be rich, famous or successful. The many possessions that we have spent our lives accumulating are only meaningful for the memories that they hold. We are collecting all our memories now and learning any final lessons from them. It is like we are preparing to go on a long trip and we are viewing our lives with a feeling of farewell. We know we will return, but we will be so different from our journey that we will no longer see our life in the same way.

Meanwhile, there are old fears that nudge at our consciousness. We are not surprised to see these fears, as they are the same ones that have haunted us our entire life. We see now, that the things that we worried about either did not happen, or offered us such great opportunities for growth that they became our friends. As we view our life from this higher perspective, we can see our problems as challenges and habits. Yes, many third dimensions coping mechanisms are being recognized as habits now. Because we love ourselves much more, we can be compassionate with the wounded part of our psyche that still holds on to these old experiences.

With unconditional love, we talk to our self to reassure our wounded ones that we are safe and that we are ready to move into a wonderful new place. If we still feel the tug of old issues, we remember to call to our higher guidance, meditate, say our mantras, exercise,take a nap or whatever manner we have found to best be the Master of our thoughts and emotions. We are Masters now, in more ways than we know. We just have to remember to keep our consciousness high enough to remember our great Multidimensional SELF.

As we look out into the illusions of our 3D world and into the knowing of our SELF, we see how we have created our own illusions in order to survive the many difficult situations of the Kale Yuga, the last 2000 years of extreme polarity. As these polarities merge towards the ONE, we can see the extremes of any issue from our position of being in the Center. From the Center of our consciousness we can release old survival fears that are coming up now to be released.

For so long we had to hide our true SELF and our many expanded perceptions and talents from a world that often felt unsafe. Now, we feel like WE are our world and we refuse to be less than who we are just because some one else may choose to judge us. However, that which was once so new that it was frightening is becoming common in so many places that the the fear that created the judgment has greatly diminished. We were the Vanguards who journeyed into the unknown territory of expanded consciousness. At first, we may have felt as though we had to keep our discoveries private, but now we share them freely.

WE are NOW experiencing the dawning of our New Earth. As we hold that knowing in our hearts and minds, we contribute to the construction of our new reality that resonates to a higher frequency that the world on which we once existed. We know this frequency is different, but we don't know how or why we know. Fortunately, we have learned to trust our inner SELF and to perceive reality from a higher perspective. Our ongoing challenge is to maintain our fifth dimensional state of consciousness, for we know that our perception of reality is the result of our state of consciousness.

We have now realized that when our state of consciousness drops into survival mode, we experience the same old fears and worries that haunted us before. On the other hand, when we return to our multidimensional state of consciousness, we can perceive the many levels of reality that surround us. Then, we can consciously choose the reality that is filled with love and light, while we send our unconditional love into any realities that still resonate to fear and darkness. We know that we are beacons of light and love. We realize that sometimes we need that gift for ourselves to return to our true multidimensional state of consciousness, but once we return to our SELF, we freely share our love and light with ALL life.

We are returning Home to our true frequency of expression. As we do so, we realize that our Multidimensional SELF has never left. We, the ascending ones, are returning to the SELF that we have always been.

Early Communications with the Arcturians Final

Eleven months later:

11-12-97

Beloved Arcturians,

I call you now because I miss you. I know that somehow I have lost your essence in my life again. I want to circulate the wonderful messages that I have received, but I feel blocked. I believe in the depths of my self that I am now ready to accept my assignment. I know that I have been afraid of the travel and the public appearances and what ever disturbance that they may bring to my personal life and my spiritual growth. I now surrender that fear to you, my group mind. I have faith that I will not allow anything to interfere with my spiritual development, and I will learn to adjust to whatever physical changes occur in my routine due to my new life. I dedicate myself to following the destiny for which I have taken embodiment. Please assist me in determining my next physical or spiritual move.

Beloved Suzille,

We are joyous to hear from you again. Of course you have visited us frequently in your inner bodies and your higher dimensional SELF is always with us. However, you have not used your conscious third dimensional self to call us for a length of your earth time. We are always available to assist you. We believe that you are now indeed ready to begin your greater work.

Surrender all concerns of the physical world to us so that they will no longer act as a barrier to your mission. Do you feel Kepier? She/he is here with us in its sixth dimensional self. Now, we wish to return for a moment of your time to Arcturus. We wish to show you something. Do you see, Beloved that we are always with you within your consciousness? Your mind can embrace more than your ego can understand. As you surrender your ego to your Soul you can expand your awareness as well as your ability to hold more than one reality in your consciousness at one time.

You will need to remember to hold us your conscious mind more and more of your earth time so that we can better assist you in releasing any barriers to your mission. Of course, we are infinitely assisting you, but you cannot use this help in your physical life if you are not aware of it. See the pathway to HOME. See a golden path before you. See how it shimmers in the eithers of our world. Yes, we are real. We do not only exist in your mind. It is your mind that has been able to remember that you are one of us and to remember that you have come form to Earth on a mission.

Your pod awaits you. See your star body and that of the other members of the pod. We are all together in consciousness yet our individuality is not sacrificed. It is through the feeling of one totally supportive family who has decided to differentiate and the rejoining into the ONE that you learn about the lower worlds of separation and limitation from the safety and comfort of the ONE. It is within the rejoining with the ONE that we learn about the unity of the higher worlds. It is not that one is better than the other. Difference does not denote any judgment. Once your continuous connection from the third dimension to the sixth dimension is complete, you will no longer need to have any sense of separation in the third/fourth dimensions. Feel us as we call you HOME.

11-22-97

Dear Arcturians,

I am listening for your words. I have been feeling a call from deep within my Soul. Has it been you that I have been feeling? I have drawn a face. Is it yours? Have I captured your essence? If it is you I have drawn, why have you been calling me?

Dear Suzille,

Yes, we have been calling you. Actually, the face is a composite face of all of us that are calling you. We are Arcturian, and we are the members of your pod, including yourself that is still here and always has been upon our planet of Zantrill in the star system of Arcturus. We are pleased that you have heard our—your—call. We heard that you would again like to look through the Window of the Worlds. Please do so now.

Suzille speaks,

As I enter the Window of the Worlds I feel it close behind me. I can’t go back now. Do I want to go back? I don’t think so, but I forget these experiences and do not integrate them into my everyday life. They are so vivid and real when I am having them, but then they seem to almost be erased from my awareness as soon as I open my eyes and return to my everyday third dimensional reality.

Interestingly, my doubt and confusion has not dimmed my vision. I see what appears to be outer space. There is an infinite trail of golden lights before me traveling in a long line that eventually leads around a planet. The planet is Earth. I can see that the golden lights are like a string around a top. The lights will be pulled and the top will spin faster and faster.

The string is becoming more and more taut. Soon it will be pulled. I see now how each of the golden lights expands to embrace a higher vibration of its total being. It looks like a million shooting stars. The original balls of light are there and there is also a flame of light moving beyond them like a million jets taking off and leaving their vapor trails. I follow my trail as I assume all the other lights are also doing. Suddenly, I am Kepier and I am on my Starship. I am moving about my workday. I am not exactly me, it is more like I am remote viewing Kepier and she/he can see that it is being viewed. We wave in recognition of each other, and I move on.

Now, I am again on Arcturus, and I see my pod just below me. All the portions of ourselves that were the specs of golden lights are now joined with the members of the pod. We all feel our completeness about us. I also feel the portion of myself that is at the computer. She is so happy to be getting this communication and also battling to stay out of self-doubt. However, she is having difficulty giving importance to her communications because others are not validating her. She feels like she needs others to read her communications and tell her that they are good. Most important, she needs to hear that she is good for receiving them. She is going to lie down upon her bed now and try to take in her own importance.

11-24-97

Suzille speaks,

It is two days later. When I went to my bed to lie down, I fell into a state that was like sleep but was not sleep. I cannot remember what experiences I had or even if I even had any. However, the picture of the face on the alter is calling me now. I will soon have some time alone, and I plan to communicate more with the face—my face. I feel such love coming from it. Can I love myself that much? Can I be so important that I am a part of the face?

The vision of who I AM floats above the movement of my Spirit.

Who I AM lives in what I do, but is not limited by that expression.

I feel the openness of my heart and the flow of my arms.

My feet are planted upon the Great Mother as I feel Her growth about me.

Beloved face of Home, speak to me.

I have heard your call.

I will listen.

I will listen with my heart, which you have opened.

I will listen with my eyes, through which you have taught to see your world.

And I will listen with my ears, through which I hear your voice.

Speak now, for we are ONE.

11-25-97

Beloved face of Arcturus,

Please speak to me. I wish to re-enter the Window of the Words.

Dear Suzille,

We address the portion of our being that is grounded in the physical vehicle known as Suzille, Suzan Caroll and Suzanne Lie. The specs of your light that have expanded into their sixth dimensional source will soon return to their third dimensional landing pad so that you can consciously remember your total SELF.

It is the challenge of the New Age to know ALL of yourself. We realize that you are limited by the time continuum of the third dimension. We also know how frustrating it can be to try to complete all that you are called to do while also performing your earthly tasks. Call upon us, and we will be able to assist you in compressing time. We will show you how to do this within the Window. Please enter it again now.

I enter the Window of the Words. Again I see the Golden Lights. This time they are all displaying their plums. The core of the Light is very dense and its plum becomes less and less dense until it has passed into another dimension. I must also move into that dimension in order to follow its trails. I am awaiting my instructions on the compressing of time. I can feel the familiar doubt coming into my consciousness. It appears that once I enter this Window I can no longer repress any emotions that I am feeling.

Dear Face of Arcturus, please assist me in dealing with my doubt, or is it fear?

Dearest Suzille,

It is indeed doubt that you are feeling. It is very common and is related to your wavering state of self-importance. Remember that you are one of us, and that you are only feeling less important because you have not connected with all of your SELF. Feel us within you. This is the first step to compressing time. Do you remember when we told you a while back that we would be teaching you, and you would soon be accepting your skills as an Adept? The compression of time will be the first one of these skills. Compression of time means that you will not feel limited by the constraints of time.

This freedom from limitation is actually a fifth dimensional state of consciousness, which is not bound by time. Once you have learned to access this level of consciousness enough to integrate it into your daily life, compression of time will be natural. Do not be concerned that you are not experiencing this consciousness in your daily life, for that will always be your challenge. However, whether you know it or not, you are in a fifth dimensional state of consciousness whenever you are communicating with us. You get so tired and have to rest because you are not yet accustomed to this frequency of awareness.

When you are able to integrate this higher consciousness into your daily life:

First you will be able to release your fear of judgment from others about whether or not “they” think you are doing the right thing or accomplishing what you should in your “time” on Earth. Hence, you will easily release the anxiety that stems from this fear.

Second, this state of consciousness will bring you into the Knowing that there is no need to hurry to do it all because life eternal and experiences are infinite.

Third, will not feel burdened by the need to finish on time because you will know that you are within the NOW of creation. Hence, you will be able to relax and know that you are not wasting time by choosing to do something else. Within fifth dimensional consciousness there is no right or wrong thing because all of your DOING is an expression of your BEING.

Fourth, you will realize that time is an illusion and cannot be wasted. How can you waste something that is NOT real? All that you wish to experience will come to you when you are ready. You will know that you are ready because that experience has come into your life.

Right now you are an explorer. You are an exploring your inner worlds. Therefore, you are going where many wish to go but do not know how. You must completely learn this process before you can assist others. Take a moment to ponder our words. They are deeper than they may appear at first. Print out all the communications for this year and read them over and over. We leave you now with your next vision through the Window of the Worlds.

Suzille speaks,

As I see the Golden Lights before me, I remember what the Face of Arcturus told me about time. I realize that I have doubt when I enter the Window because I am in a third dimensional state of consciousness. I doubt my self because I am still attached to the judgment of others and still need others to validate my experience. I wish now to release that insecurity, as I know it is a pattern of behavior that bonds me to the society of the third dimension.

I feel Kepier and instantly I hear her reply,

Kepier speaks,

Suzille, I wish to tell you about your early bonding to the third dimension. Do you remember how difficult it was for you to bond to physical life? You constantly sought the Land of Faerie in your every vision and were so lonely for that world that you became depressed. Finally, you learned to care about nature and other people in the third dimension. When you began to connect with others you became concerned about their opinion of you. This worry caused you pain, but it also created an ambition to contribute to that world in which you found yourself. When you became involved in contributing to your society you were not so lonely. However, judgment is a large portion of your society, and you became trapped in a syndrome where you needed them to judge you in a positive fashion.

The American society in which you live is based upon competition and winning or loosing. It is only natural that you would become involved in that syndrome. Do not judge yourself because the process of grounding your self in the third dimension went as it did. You can change now because you no longer need to heal the pain of separation from fourth dimensional Faerie. You are realizing that you were never separated from it. Hence, you can communicate with all the Worlds of Home whenever you desire.

As you look again at the third dimensional lights from your fourth dimensional vision you can see how they are not separate lights, but that they are all joined. It is just that you cannot see the joining from the third dimension because the joining is within their fourth dimensional aura. From this perspective you realize that they are many who are also trapped within their third dimensional vision and cannot see that there is another way for them to behave?

When you are at ONE with us, your resonance is beyond your fear of judgment. You can see that there are no “others,” as there is only you manifesting your own fear. Live in Unity with us, the members of your SELF, as fingers on the same hand, and you will live free of fear and encircled with love.

Blessing BE

Our Unity has begun!

Early Communications with the Arcturians Part Two

1-20-97

Suzille’s experience of Window of the World continues:

Many blockages were found indeed, and I didn’t even know I was looking. I went back into the third dimension and forgot about my connection to the higher worlds. I became separate, fearful, and filled with doubt. My ego was engaged when someone liked my writings and called me gifted. At first I was flattered and then I was doubtful.

“How could someone think that I was gifted?” my frightened child responded. “I wonder what he is up to. I am sure that he just wants my money.” And, of course, he did. But does that mean that I am not gifted? And, most important, what does any of this have to do with being gifted? I thought that this was a service. I thought that this was a gift that I could hear inner messages and share them with others. I thought that I was learning to give and receive, but could I receive that complement without doubting its validity and doubting its source?

The small child very much wanted the brightly wrapped present. But somehow she felt she didn't deserve it. Each time it was given to her she retreated in shyness and lowered her eyes. How could that lovely prize be hers? How could she accept it?

"Just take it," came a kindly voice. "There are others who know more than you. Even though you cannot see all that has brought this to you, know that it is yours".

She didn't understand, but trusted the kindly voice. She timidly reached for her prize. But as she touched it, it disappeared.

"Where has it gone?"

"Why, it is yours now," said the voice. "It is no longer something that you must reach for but something which you must own"

Can I own my Higher Self while I walk about my everyday world?

With that question, I leave the computer on and take that question into the shower. I find that I often have realizations while in the shower with the warm water caressing me. It did not fail. I realized that in the last couple of days I have had to make major decisions regarding money, desire and ego vs. Soul. Also, I had to have both the plumber and an electrician to my house. It seems that the hot and cold water are confused in my shower—nowhere else—just MY shower. Also some electrical outlets are reversed in polarity.

I don’t want to be one of those people who see a higher meaning in every event, but I do like to follow the symbology of my house and my car. It feels to me that issues with my car are about my ego and issues about my house are about my Soul. By the way, my car just died too. I have gone from joy to disillusionment more times than I can count since I have written the last entry. I now look at the date of that entry, a visit to group consciousness, was one month and one day ago. Since that time was Christmas, New Years and my fiftieth birthday.

Dear group mind of Arcturus,

Please enfold me now as I remember to surrender to my fullest Self. Please assist me in releasing all thoughts of limitation, fears and doubts of self. Assist me in viewing my total Self.

Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata is on the CD player. In perfect time to the music, I again see myself as one of the Golden Lights following and leading within a continuous of stream of Light. We appear to be deliberately moving in a certain direction. Yes, it into a higher dimension because as I look far ahead of our position I see the “first” light disappearing into a Vortex. I have recently been instructed in my heart to edit my first entries into this journal and now I understand why. I am about to enter the Vortex again.

The Vortex is infinite, holds no time or space and is an indication of change—NO the term is—transmutation. Change may be for the better or for the worse whereas transmutation is an evolutionary progression. Transmutation is beyond the judgment of good or bad. It merely is. I remember when I first saw the Vortex, almost two and on half years ago. And now the Vortex has returned, or has it ever left? “I am ready for more change,” I say as I gather my courage. Gradually, bit by bit, these changes are manifest in my third dimensional world and very, very slowly I am remembering to remember my SELF within it. However, I still forget more than I remember. When I forget, my ego steps in or is it the other way around? Does my ego step in and I forget?

Dearest ego, I see you now as the portion of myself that is grounded on the third dimension. I see also that each of the golden lights is also grounded upon the third dimension of Earth. We, the grounded lights, form a huge circle of golden lights, which encircle the planet. Eventually, we will all enter the Vortex into the higher dimensions. I see us now as a long snake that is coiled around the planet with a vibrational transmutation moving through each vertebra and implanting it into the body of Lady Gaia. As we slowly uncoil we increase the vibratory spin of the planet. There is no competition or jealous among us. We do not consider “getting ahead” or “doing better than” because we are all One. Any progress by any of us is instantly shared by the entire entity.

The head of the snake becomes the tail of the snake as soon as it enters the Vortex, as polarities in the fourth dimension are reversed, just as the swirl of the bathtub water are reversed in the two hemispheres of the planet. As the Vortex enters the fifth dimension, the polarities are balanced and neutralized. Upon entry into the sixth dimension, the concept of polarity is completely erased. We are like a huge flower that is gradually coming into full bloom. Our pollen is the group energy that is released from the one flower to become the beginnings of new flowers.

Suddenly, we stop. All is completely, but in the same moment the progression of Golden Lights continues. I am now detached from the dot that I had once been, detached from the swirling snake and detached from the visions that were so vivid before. I feel myself floating away from everything that I once was. I am now in the blackest void that I can imagine. However, I am not afraid. In fact, I do not have any emotions or thoughts. My fingers are documenting my experience while as they keep me grounded in the third dimension.

I now understand that I am not the leave my physical consciousness, but, instead, to expand my conscious memory and perceptions far beyond my human limitations. As each of us does this, it becomes easier for more and more of us to do so, as well. I feel that I can no longer write, and must end this message…

This message is important as is shows how we can go from the depths of despair into the heights of illumination by simply changing our consciousness. Now, in 2011, that constant shifting into higher states of consciousness in order to perceive the higher frequencies of reality is even truer. Our greatest challenge at this time of Planetary Ascension is to keep our consciousness high enough to perceive the higher dimensional realities that are ALWAYS there, just beyond our limited, third dimensional perceptions.