DESIRE

1-25-11

Dear One,

I had a long dream last night that continued through several awakenings. I can’t remember what it was, but I remember telling myself that this uncomfortable dream was about releasing a lives long pattern of behavior. Please assist me in remembering the dream and/or the behavior.

Dearest Suzille,

Since you had this dream, or dreams, in the middle of the night it is more difficult to remember. In fact, you had completing forgotten it until you closed your eyes and went into a quick meditation. Returning to the state of consciousness in which you have an experience will assist you in remembering that experience. You see, you have a multidimensional brain with many layers of consciousness. Each memory is stored on the layer of consciousness in which that event occurred.

When you commune with us (in this case it is the Arcturians are answering your call) your consciousness rises into the higher states of consciousness. Then, you can recovery memories that are invisible to your mundane reality. Yes, even though your dream did not appear to be of a high vibration, it was actually an experience you had while visiting a fifth dimensional Mystery School. Mystery Schools are similar to etheric schools, which resonate to every dimension beyond the third.

Before you went to sleep, you tried to return to the area of inner/outer space of which we spoke in our last communication. However, you were too tired to focus your mind in that manner. On the other hand, your consciousness had a jumpstart into the higher worlds. We will begin the answer to your question by reminding you of your journey into the fifth dimensional Mystery School, also known as the Violet Temple. There is a Violet Temple on the threshold of every dimension that assists you to release any mental or emotional “baggage” which cannot travel into that dimension. In this way, your return trip to that dimension will be easier with every visit.

Close your eyes now and type our message so that your Third Eye can see what we are explaining. As you look down at your bed, you see your earth vessel calmly sleeping. Making sure that your essence remains anchored in that vessel, you now look up (in frequency) toward the fifth dimension. Set your consciousness directly towards the fifth dimension, so that you will not become distracted by the realities of the fourth dimensional realities. Hence, you feel your form changing as you release the density of your physical form. We say “form,” as you are now in your etheric body. You experience your rise into the fifth dimension as an expansion of your awareness as your loose form becomes larger and larger with less and less resemblance to a physical body.

Finally, you are pure consciousness and free of any encumbrance of form. You enter the fifth dimension free of all form. It will now become increasingly difficult to type our words, as they are bound by time and space, but we will assist you. See a huge violet glow before you and allow the form of a Temple to manifest in your awareness. Everyone will perceive this reality through their own perception, yet they will all be in exactly the same HERE of the fifth dimensional NOW.

As you enter the Temple you are instantly in the familiar round room, which has always indicated to you that you are having a “Temple Dream.” There is a group lesson, which everyone is seeing through his or her individual experience of this experience. Each individual experience is contributed to the ONE of the group to instantly expand the consciousness of every member.

Your particular lesson is about desire and how desire can limit your experience of reality to the lower worlds. In the ongoing “movie” of your dream, you are feeling the unquenchable hunger for desire, as well as the feeling of disappoint that follows after you gotten that which you desired. You do not want to forget this dream/lesson, so you frequently return to your earth body to remember this feeling of dissatisfaction. But, why are you dissatisfied?

You return to the dream/Temple in which again and again you search of the answer to that question. What is the answer? What is the answer? Time and time again, you want something. Then you get that something. Then you are dissatisfied and respond in anger. WHY? You know that the answer is in a certain behavior that lowers your consciousness and limits your experience of the fifth dimension while you are in your physical world. Yes, here in the Temple, you realize that the fifth dimensional expression of reality is not “up there.” It is HERE NOW. The fifth dimension is not a place. It is a state of consciousness. It is infinite and everywhere, but can only be perceived it when your consciousness resonates to that frequency

Therefore, you do no “go” anywhere to experience the higher worlds. Instead, you raise your consciousness to that frequency and, then, your ARE within that reality. Now, you understand why desire is a problem. When you “want” something it is because you believe you do not have it. You believe you do not have it because your consciousness is resonating to the third/fourth dimensions of time and space. Hence, you think you need to do something or go somewhere to get that thing. However, once you get that thing you are disappointed because it does not make you happy. It does not make you happy because happiness is not a reward. Happiness is a state of consciousness.

The behavior of wanting something lowers limits your consciousness to the third/fourth dimensions because your desire creates the time and space of those realities. The thing, person, place, experience that you want is over THERE, and not HERE. You will get it over TIME, instead of instantly manifesting it in the NOW of the higher worlds. Desire limits you to the consciousness of the lower worlds. Hence, that is what you experience. You feel disappointment because what you desire is fifth dimensional life. The paradox is that, if you desire the fifth dimension, you limit your consciousness to the third/fourth dimension.

How do you resolve this puzzle? You think of the story you heard long ago in which a man had one day to find his way out of a tower. However, if he were still in the tower when the guards came one day later, his life would be ended. The story went on and on about the man's many clever and ingenious attempts to escape his entrapment in the tower. However, after one day, he had not found the answer. As the guards took him away he said, “Please, before I die, tell me the way out of this prison.” The main guard looked him straight in the eyes and said,

“Did you try the front door?”

The Door to your ASCENSION is in front of you. In fact, it is inside of you. You can see this Door with your Third Eye and open it with your High Heart. Desire is not some THING that you want. It is some ONE you forgot.

That someone is your fifth dimensional SELF.

THE PROCESS HAS BEGUN PART I

Dear Arcturian,

I feel like there is something I am supposed to hear today.

Beloved Suzille,

In deed, there is a message for you, and we do wish you to post it on your Blog. You are correct in saying that the area of space that your world is now entering is the prophesized Photon Belt. It has begun! The lift, or shift as some have called it, it taking place right now. However, this change cannot be observed by your third dimensional perceptions. You will need to call primarily upon your High Heart to FEEL how the energies have changed. Then, you will need to believe in these feelings more than you believe in the illusions of your crumbling 3D Matrix.

This Matrix is not meant to enter this area/frequency of space, and it will not. Therefore, those who resonate to the old paradigm of “power over others” and “service to self,” will not enjoy the speed at which their own thoughts and emotions return to them. For our dear Lightworkers, we remind you to remember the mastering of your thoughts and emotions that you have learning during your long journey into the Light. We wish to tell you all that we are so proud of our dear grounded ones. We also want to remind you that your higher dimensional expressions of your Multidimensional SELF are cheering your on as you approach the “finish line.”

Please do not be concerned with and amount of “time” that you may need to prepare for the shift. YOU are the creator of your life NOW. Within this frequency of space your fifth dimensional abilities of manifestation and expanded perceptions will increasingly come online in the Multidimensional Operating System of your biological computer—your brain. This Operating System will gradually and safely activate your unused DNA, which will gradually activate the use of the 90% of your brain that has been unused while your earth vessel resonated to such a low frequency.

We remind you that you don’t have to “do” anything. We ask only that you remember to maintain mastery over your thoughts and feelings, as you will experience them becoming manifest in an ever-accelerating manner. Know that you do have an inner breaking system. Therefore, if you begin to feel overwhelmed, please call to us or to whatever Guides you are working with and ask them to give you a rest. During this rest take as much time as you need to integrate what you have downloaded. The best way to facilitate your integration process is the remain calm, be in Nature, enjoy your loved ones (this opens your High Heart more), take naps, get enough sleep, eat carefully and according to your bodies needs and drink enough water.

All of our grounded ones are familiar with what they need to do in order to afford their physical form the “time” to fully integrate the expanding frequencies of light and octaves of unconditional love that is now being downloaded. Yes, unconditional love has octaves. With every increase in frequency, your High Heart can attune to higher and higher dimensions of reality, which allows you to feel more expanded version of unconditional love. Therefore, just as the multidimensional Light is activating higher octaves of your Multidimensional Operating System, your High Heart is being opened more and more.

With the further opening of your High Heart, your Three Fold Flame will burst forth the steady progression of awakening your Lightbody and your genetic memory of all your incarnations on Earth, as well as your myriad expressions of SELF throughout the Cosmos, will gradually begin to return.

Stay tuned to our energy, and we will continually send more information regarding your process of ascension.

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8-21-11

Even though I titled this entry, Life on the Starship, it is really about life on 3D Earth after visiting the Starship. I watched this series of youtubes from the July newsletter of David Wilcox this morning. They are about a mass connection between friendly ETs during the early 60’s. I am putting up the link as it seems to fit with what I have been writing.

The Friendship Case – Full Playlist

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dKwE5Te2m3w&playnext=1&list=PL45D753CEAC113B1E

Quotes from David Wilcox Newsletter

"INCREDIBLE CONNECTIONS

I wrote up this comprehensive summary of the video you just read, as I found there were so many pieces of information in it that I had a hard time remembering everything and documenting the specifics so I could write about it later.

Now we've got it all summarized in one place, so it can be studied at a comfortable pace.

I realized right away, after seeing this video, that I needed to revisit the 1950s channeling materials and commit to new research in this area.

I had already acquired documents from L/L Research that were of very high quality -- and served as the direct written inspiration and 'tuning' that allowed the Law of One contact to begin.

The folder had been sitting in my files for years, and I'd hardly even looked at what was inside it since the year I lived in Milton, Kentucky, when I was first scanning the pages into digital files.

I was definitely not disappointed when I went through it all again. The story behind this material is truly impressive -- but I will save that part for the introduction to the PDF file I've put together so you can read them all yourself.

AND NOW FOR THE DOCUMENTS

By clicking on this next link, you can access the collection of 1950s documents from “contactee” cases that appear to be highly accurate – describing our movement into a Golden Age and the spiritual principles we need to get there.

You will meet W. B. Smith, a Canadian government employee, who identified about twelve different people, in different geographical areas, who could all give the same answers to a 100-part questionnaire he devised, partially from classified information.

Since Don Elkins of L/L Research had direct contact with W.B. Smith, he was able to acquire actual documents that were 'vetted' by Smith's process -- as well as others that were of equally high value.

http://divinecosmos.com/media/1950s_ETs.pdf

Above is the link for the pdf file Wilcox talks about. If you decide to download it please be patient because it talks a long time to download. In fact, it is still downloading for me now. Watching the video was very grounding for me, as well as validating. I wish I could say that I had had those experiences, but I did not. In fact, my experiences have primarily been via my consciousness. I have had two times when I actually saw a UFO. Both times I was with someone who was a complete critic, and even they said it was a UFO.

The download of the pdf file finally completed. I think it worth the wait.

Back to life on 3D Earth while my consciousness is still on the Starship, but I can’t say that I am always thinking about the Starship. It is just that it is always somewhere in my consciousness much like a dream that you forgot, but you still remember. I am remembering how to live in two worlds, but I can only intimately experience one reality at a time. Therefore, when my primary attention is on being in the Starship, I am only vaguely aware of the me that is writing it. However, because I am actively controlling the physical me to write on the computer, I am more aware of that reality than I am when I walk through daily life and think of life on the Starship.

Now I know you are all confused by that statement, so I will try to say it again in a clearer fashion. We are all learning to live our 3D life while in our multidimensional consciousness. Therefore, our minds can embrace several realities all at once, but our actions are limited to our physical world. However, when we go into meditation or sleep, we close out our physical world so that we can more clearly experience our multidimensional consciousness and the multiple realities that it can simultaneously perceive. Unfortunately, when we try to have those perceptions while our eyes are open and we are “doing” something in the 3D world, we can become very overwhelmed, dizzy, forgetful and confused.

The Arcturians talk a lot about the Multidimensional Operating System, which is stored in our ever-awakening computer/brain. I think that some of our dizziness etc. is actually because this new operating system is coming online in our biological computer (our brain). When we change the Operating System on a computer, we cannot use the computer for anything else at all. However, we as humans do not have the privilege of totally shutting down, as we have to continue with “business as usual.” Of course, the term “usual” is changing every day. Therefore, we are left with one option, it is one that I do not enjoy and have difficulty with. This option is – PATIENCE. Also, in order to have patience we must have trust and faith in our SELF and in our experiences. If we do not believe in our SELF, we will have such inner turmoil that our progression into the Light will be halted.

Talking to like-minded people is vital to maintain that belief, as what we are doing is so far beyond anything that has ever been done, actually, ever on Earth. In fact, Planetary Ascension beyond its physical expression is a momentous, which only happens one time in the lifetime of that planet. From our 3D vision, scientists have told us that that planet died. However, maybe it ascended???

LIFE ON THE STARSHIP 3

8-17-11

I am on the ship again. I closed my eyes to meditate, and I am instantly here. I say here instead of there, as I am beginning to morph into this reality much easier each time I come here. When if first started this site in the mid 1990’s I had to face my fear of judgment about the radical ideas I was receiving. In fact, I am just now beginning to release some of it, and there are some messages that still seems to “far out.” I guess I am talking myself into believing this experience. My body and primary awareness is in the third dimension typing on this physical computer, but my mind, at least a part of my mind, is on the Starship.

It does not surprise me that I would find myself on a Starship, as it has been an obsession all my life. In fact my return to Kepier began when I first “came out” publicly that I had been abducted by the Zeta as a child in December of 2010. It was then that I remembered that I had first merged with Kepier in the 1994, before I even began this site. Since then my inter-dimensional experiences have greatly accelerated. There is a part of me that doesn’t want to share my experiences on the Ship, but I must be true to what I believe is my Mission of documenting my process of ascension. Therefore, I will continue explaining my experiences on the Ship.

When I arrive at the ship (for I am typing as I am experiences) there is a flurry of activity and a sense of preparation. This time I experience myself as pure consciousness. However, the crewmembers are able to see me in this form and tell me where to find Kepier. I could have found her myself, but I needed to know that they could see me. I also see others like me, who are here as pure consciousness and still hold forms on third dimensional Earth. Since these people are pure consciousness like me, there is no form to see. Nonetheless, I smile as I see that I have been communicating with some of these people via the Internet, which is also communication via pure consciousness. I like not having a visual of their face to distract me from my experience of the FEEL of the person.

I hear inside now that traveling as pure consciousness and merging with the pure consciousness of other inter-dimensional travelers is a component of preparation for ascension. We are all moving our consciousness into the fifth dimension and beyond to prepare the place in which our entire being will eventually go. I am now reminded that many of us will go to several places, but since my anchor of physicality is still on Earth, I can only deeply experience one place at a time.

I know now that I chose this Starship to be that place because I often came here as a child. But, of course, I forgot those experiences. I remembered the times I was in the frightening ship of the Zetas, as fear resonates easily to third dimensional Earth especially when I was young just after WWII. Now Earth is resonating more to love, and it is easier to remember these Starship visits. I encourage any of you who read this information to tell people about the fifth dimensional signature frequency/place (place is not really a 5D word) into which you are increasingly visiting. In this way, inter-dimensional travel becomes more “normal.”

I return again to the Starship and find that I am on the Bridge. I see the holographic screen of our surrounding area and see the myriad other Starships that surround ours in the higher dimensions of Gaia’s aura. Our very existence here is extremely helpful to Her planetary ascension because we fill Her aura with peace, calm and unconditional love. Then, Gaia is able to pass that feeling on to Her many inhabitants. The cetaceans are joyful to commune with the Starships. In fact, I feel their beautiful essence and mourn for all the damage that humans have done to them.

In fact, as I perceive Gaia from this perspective, I mourn the many things that we humans have done to them while in our physical vessels. I find that everyone on the Bridge is feeling similar emotions and we join into ONE consciousness to send our loving compassion for Gaia, who has been such a brave Being during Her millions of years of physical expression. Just like her many inhabitants, Gaia no longer feels like she can confine Herself in a physical expression to the third dimension and longs to return to the higher frequencies. In fact, the longing of our grounded ones is directly linked to Gaia’s need for return Home.

I am experiencing the multidimensional nature of the crewmembers. However, they can share my revere while they continue with their duties. As a visitor of pure consciousness, I am free to observe without any responsibilities. In return, they can all read my Soul. Hence, they know who I am and that I am one of their grounded ones practicing my Return. Nonetheless, I realize that I am to leave the Bridge now. I respect this feeling and instantly find myself in the Lounge again.

I need to inform the reader that my visitations are limited by the information that my human brain can translate into English. I can feel inside of me that there are many things going on that I cannot translate into language. In fact, the attempt to do so lowers my frequency to the extent that I can no longer experience the Ship. Therefore, I need to be satisfied with comes through my consciousness and into the computer. Nevertheless, I feel a need to stop typing for a minute and experience the Ship without the need to translate the experience into language. I will return…

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I am back, at least the grounded me is back. However, since everything in this journey happened in a multidimensional way this experience may be difficult to translate into 3D language. What I mean by that is that I was having several experiences simultaneously within the same NOW. I was being taught, actually I am being taught, to experience multidimensionally then “save” that experience into a 3D file to be pulled up when I return to the computer and computer brain. I will try to do so now, know that I may be too much of a novice to pull it all up.

It is as if some of the information I received is “saved” on a frequency that I cannot access with my human computer-brain. I understand that the full potential of my multidimensional brain would likely overload the Third Dimensional Operating System of my 3D version brain. Therefore, until my I learn how to us my Multidimensional Operating System, there needs to be a system of saving a “file” on a certain frequency. Then when my consciousness extends to that frequency, I can easily read it. Also, the stored file can slowly download bits of information to be processed when I am ready.

Now I will try to relay my multidimensional experience. The easiest information to remember is what happened at first. After a while, my thinking was too multidimensional for me at this time and the information was saved to a higher frequency file. What I first experienced is that I was in two realties at once, the reality of New Earth and the reality of the Starship. I could simultaneously hold those two experiences at once, but when I tried to hold my physical reality along with those two, or even with one of them, I felt the density of my earth vessel pulling on my consciousness. Then, I could only hold onto one of the fifth dimensional realities along with my physical reality.

Fortunately, I could save some of the experience of being in two fifth dimensional realities at once in my human brain. What I received was that, since there is no time and no space in the fifth dimension, there is no separation. Hence, my 3D observer self could embrace two fifth dimensional reality if I completely release any thoughts of my physical self. While in connection with my physical self I could embrace my grounded self and one or the other of the two fifth dimensional realities.

While my consciousness is connected with my third dimensional thoughts, I could only experience of one of my fifth dimensional reality. On the other hand, when I released any thoughts of my physical reality, I could easily experience both fifth dimensional realities at the same time. I was shown how, initially, we will phase out our one reality for a seconds so that we can visit another. Then, with practice, we will remember how to have two realities running in our consciousness at one time. I think that I, as well as many others, am being trained to remember our multidimensional thinking.

The part of inter-dimensional travel, which I have not mastered, is to hold enough of our awareness in my earth vessel when I return to the third dimension. I have had trouble focusing on the third dimension sometimes, especially if it a mundane, boring action. The problem is that I space out, loose my balance, fall down or forget things. I think that my documentation of my experiences is good for me as it is a way of grounding my Multidimensional SELF into my earth vessel. Therefore, I recommend sharing your experiences with others if you are traveling inter-dimensionally.

The rest that I received is saved into a brain file with a higher frequency and no name. Therefore, I can’t recover it right now. However, I hope that I will be able to read those files when my consciousness again resonates to that frequency. I am getting the metaphor of a huge file cabinet. The information is filed in drawers that are so height that I need a ladder to reach them. I would have to open the drawer, find the correct folder, take out the file and read it. But, since I am balanced on a ladder, I will need to take that file down to my desk where I can sit down, relax and read the information.