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Hi Su,I read the blog post of the emails Erick wrote you, and I would like to reply to that. Maybe, if he wants to, you could send this mail to him as well?
Boy, I do recognize a lot of what he said. I'm currently 25 and I've actually never felt comfortable in my body. I'm having to deal with an increasing amount of physical ailments, starting around 10 years ago. Before that I had many allergies and I stuttered (which I still do).My body is very sensitive, to touch and light, and also to things like tension and stress. There was lots of stress around in my childhood, so I got the full load of it. My body just feels like something that is holding me back to be honest, and it is hard for me to love it, since so many things are "wrong" and it's really keeping me from enjoying this life.
Our body is an expression of our mind. You body is merely telling you how unhappy you really are.
Yes, i did that too. It usually causes many illness and/or deep depression. It has been very hard in on the 3D where both choices are not good. However, things will be getting now faster and faster. It is time to really ground yourself now or the higher light will short-circuit your system and give you even more problems. Go to www.multidimensions.com and read from The Journey Begins on. Read it in order, as it is a process, but it will prepare you for your ascension process. You went through so much so far, don't you want to enjoy the grand finale?I also never really got around to grounding myself. Since my childhood I saw that earth life was hard and unfair. My parents were suffering, I was suffering, so maybe I mentally chose not to ground because I just didn't want to.
It is a better reason than to not be spiritual at all. That is a big reason why i was spiritual at first too--especially when i was 25 and miserable married with two kids.I do think I pursued spirituality for the "wrong" reasons at that time, and even recently, as I saw it as an escape from life, which of course it isn't.
GET GROUNDED NOW or things will only get worse.That, plus the fact that I'm still not well grounded, does make life very difficult. Like Erick, I often times lack motivation to do the "normal things" every person has to do on this Earth. Go to school/college, and then work. Not that such things can't be fun, but for me they weren't, and aren't. I do try, I have tried to "adept", but somehow all my efforts seem to be in vain. I still can't ground, my body is still causing me lots of trouble, and I still feel like I want to "get out", and this can lead me to despair and being depressed.
I AM SURE YOU DO, otherwise you would not find your self on this site.
And this is really difficult for me since I do feel that I have much to offer,
Please read Creating New Earth part 1. I have attached it to this email. It is about a person much like you.I do feel lot's of love (when mundane life isn't getting me down), and the thought of helping to build a new Earth makes me very enthusiastic, and honestly is about the only thing that would motivate me right now.
There has been MANY, MANY changes, but you have missed them because you were not looking.There is such a big contrast of what I feel life could be like, and what it is atm. But atm life just seems too hard, and despite all the hopeful messages coming from different sources, life on Earth hasn't significantly changed yet.
Read my site. It is a place to start.It has been said to me that it's always the right time to make a change if you want it to, instead of waiting for things to change for you (which I have to admit is a pattern of mine), and I do very much would like to start doing things differently, and heal myself and love myself and just be happy.
You are not incapable of DOING it, you just feel incapable of STARTING to do it. The very most difficult step to change is the first one. But, you already took that change by writing this email.On the other side, I feel so very incapable of doing this,
You are tired of your life so far. It is you choice to change it.having many experiences that lead me to believe otherwise. I feel like I should be stronger, be able to do more, to change more, but I am just really tired of this life,
NO, you are speaking for a HUGE population of people.mentally more so then physically, it has been nothing but strive for me up until this point. Confusing as well because it is hard to know what the cause is, and what the solution would be. Is it just me? Am I just being pathetic.
YESWill my life change when I try more?\
YESOr is it that it's the times?
A huge male lion is very gently with its cubs. Become the Lion that you are inside, and you can still be very gentle.I do feel like a gentle soul, barely able to survive this hard world sometimes.
Dear Rens, I will forward your message, without my comments on the Erick. I would like to post this, with my comments, on the blog--no name or email unless you want. You are the VOICE of many people and your bravery to speak to assist others to speak as well.Sounds very cheesy haha, sorry for that, but I can't help it :-)
Ok, didn't mean to write so much, guess I'm also venting. You don't have to reply to this if you've got other stuff waiting, but maybe Erick would like to see that he's not alone.
All the best to the both of you, Rens