THROUGH
THE MATRIX
CHAPTER SIX
Shara
Lynn’s Secret
As I
walked the rest of the way back to our village, I decided that I would not tell
anyone, even Shalone, what had happened to me. The area around our village was
very safe, so it was not unusual for someone to go into those woods for a few
days. But, I needed a reason to tell them where I was and what I was doing as I
was only a teen.
Therefore,
I started gathering some of the many herbs that grew wild in this area. The
gathering of the herbs also gave me a break from thinking about what had
happened to me. Gathering herbs in our nearby woods was normal. Also, when I
came home with bundles of freshly picked herbs, no one would question where I
was or what I had been doing.
When
I entered the Village I found that it was in such of flurry of action that no one
had even noticed I was gone. Therefore, my excuse to go into the woods to
gather herbs was fine. In fact, most people had not noticed that I had been
gone, or that I had returned.
However,
I was very curious about the flurry of activity, so I stopped the first person
that even noticed me to ask what was happening.
“Oh,
don’t you know?” she responded in a distracted manner.
“No,
I was gathering these herbs in the woods. What did I miss?”
“Well,
I do not know how to describe it, but suddenly all these Light People, I mean
people that were made of pure light, came into our village. Some of the
villagers were frightened and ran to their homes and closed the doors and
windows.
“However,
other people, such as myself, have been seeing these ‘Light People,’ as we are
calling them, in our dreams. Therefore, we wanted to find out who these beings are.
But, no one can talk to them, or hear them.
“Then,
just before you returned to the Village, the Light-People all disappeared. It
is quite strange that they left as soon as you came here. Why do you think that
is?” she asked me with a bit of suspicion. Should I tell her the truth? Or
should I just play it safe and pretend that I had not seen them.
“Pretend
you don’t know us.” I heard the familiar voice of the Light People. I wanted to
know why they did not want me to tell the villagers about my experience, but I
had grown to trust them. Therefore, I found an excuse to go to my home, where I
could see if I could communicate with the Light People from there.
Fortunately,
when I got home my parents were gone, so I had a chance to wash and change my
clothes. I left the herbs in some water with a note to them that I had been
picking these herbs and feel asleep in the woods. I told them that I was back
now and had gone out to see why everyone was so excited.
What
I did instead was to go back to the Learning Tree to see if I could get any
answers there. When I got there, I could not see the tree because some kind of
vortex was in front of it.
It
was then that I saw the villagers coming towards the tree. Where could I go? I
did not want to share my events of the night before with them, so I impulsively
jumped through the vortex.
Once
I had done so, I questioned my decision because I found that I was surrounded
by the very same vortex. But now, it began to spin faster and faster and
faster. I was becoming more and more dizzy, but in the past night I had learned
to talk rather than react.
Therefore
I said, “Dear Vortex, Please take me to your destination quickly, as I am
becoming very dizzy.” Instantly, the vortex stopped spinning, but it was still
a vortex. I looked for the entrance that I had entered, but I could not find
it. In fact, I could not find the exit either.
The
Vortex seemed to keep spinning even faster and faster, but then it suddenly
stopped. “Thank you,” I said to the Vortex. Then, as soon as I said Thank You,
a door appeared, which I quickly walked through before the spinning returned.
To
my surprise, a tall and very slim person said, “Are you ready to release the
Matrix?” I instantly knew that this was something else that I would need to
keep as a secret. In fact, it was seeming that I was becoming more and more
different from every one I had every known.
“Are
you ready to release the Matrix?” the tall, slim person repeated.
“Well,
well” I stammered, “What does that mean?” I said, trying to buy myself some
time to think up an answer. However, the tall, slim one was up to my game and
said, “I am busy! Did you come here to enter the vortex, or are you just a
looking around?”
“Ah,
ah” I stammered again, “Um, yes! But, please stop the Matrix from spinning. I
am starting to feel sick.”
I
thought that nothing could be more disconcerting than going around and around
inside the Matrix, but the total and complete stillness that occurred when the
funny man “stopped the matrix” was much more difficult for me.
First
off, everything, and I mean “everything,” disappeared. That was everything
except myself and the tall, slim man. Somehow we were standing on nothing in
the vast reaches of no where. I though the swirling matrix was scary, but it
was easy compared to being in the midst of no where and now when.
“Yes,”
answered the tall, slim man who now introduced himself as, “Gregory.”
“How
do you do Gregory. My name is Shara Lynn. Can you tell me where, and when, I am
please?
“Well,
Shara Lynn, I am afraid I cannot tell you what I do not know. However, I can
see by what is left of your aura that you have spoken to Golden Ones and they
have taken you “Up the Stairway.” I have spent most of my life trying to find
someone who can show be how to do what you did.”
“How
do you know what I did?” I tried not to yell.
“Now,
now, dear human, do not be upset. You should be happy to meet me, as I am one
of the very few who can lead you to your Path. Because you found your way into
and through the Vortex, you are ready.
“Ready
for what?” I asked trying not to be too rude.
“Why
ascension, of course. You are ready to begin your ascension.”
Then
there was a very long, very uncomfortable, quiet. Then, I finally found the
nerve to ask him, “What is an ‘Ascension,’ and how do I find it.”
The
tall, thin man, Gregory, looked at me with a totally confused expression on his
face. “How did you get so far when you do not even know what “ascension” is?
When
I did not answer, because I did not know what the term “ascension” meant, he
began to laugh, or cry. I could not tell
which, as he was laughing AND crying at the same time.
Gregory
finally said, “Do you know how special you are?” Then he answered his own
question before I could. “Oh yes, oh yes,” Gregory muttered, “It is the
innocent ones who do NOT seek, who are the first to find.”
“What,”
I said. I had no idea what he was talking about. That is unless he was talking
about what happened at the Learning Tree. But, I had not told him, or any one,
about that experience.
“I
can read your thoughts and emotions,” said Gregory without any conceit. “You
see, dear human one, I am a Guardian of the Threshold. It is my job to make
sure that the few who come here are able to cross the Threshold to the fifth
dimensional expression of their world.”
“The
Threshold to the fifth dimension?” I exclaimed. “What does that mean? How do I
cross over, and that is that a good thing or a bad thing?” I said so fast that
I could hardly understand my self
Gregory
smiled, in fact, I could tell that he wanted to laugh, but he was too polite to
do so.
“Yes,”
he said. “The power of innocence. Dear, innocent one, you must allow me to
teach you, or you can get your self into a pack of troubles.”
I
did not know what he was going to teach me, or what “pack of troubles” I would
run into without his mentorship. However, he was correct in that I did NOT know
where I was, how I got here, or where I was going.
At
first, that loss of control felt freeing and filed with excitement. But now, I was
finally realizing that something was happening to me. I knew nothing about this
“something” except that it was VERY important, and would change my life, as
well as the lives of the ones that I knew.
I
could feel a great responsibility confronting me. At first, my teen self
thought that this could be a great adventure. However, upon reflection, I no
longer felt like a teenager, but I did not feel like an adult either.
“What
will I do, and how will I manage it?” I silently called out to this new version
of reality.
“We
understand what you are feeling,” I heard a voice behind me say.
I
turned to see my beloved Shalone standing there with open arms. I instantly
felt the tears roll down my face, and I ran to my beloved mentor for the
comfort that I did not realize I needed. As soon as Shalone’s arms embraced me
I began to laugh and cry and laugh and cry.
“Now,
I can be your guidance and support, but you had to make it to this frequency of
reality on your own,” Shalone said with her comforting voice.
This
“frequency of reality,” I asked.
Shalone
merely hugged me again and kissed me on each check.
“Be
patient, my dear, we are standing a the edge of time, so there is no need to
hurry, and no need to wait. All will be revealed to you within the NOW of the
ONE, which you have already begun to enter.”
I
had a million questions, but Shalone’s warm hug grounded me and helped to realize
that I was very hungry and extremely tired.
“Come,”
said Shalone “I will feed you a descent meal, give you a glorious bath, and put
you into a wonderful “air bed.”
“What
is an air bed?” I asked, but she schussed me and led me to the most delicious mean
I had ever eaten. When the meal was done, Shalone and I laughed and talked
about old stories of no great importance.
These
stories seemed to calm me down and relax me for the sumptuous delight of taking a long, warm bath in the most glorious tube I have ever seen. Once I had finally left the bath, Shalone dried my
body and assisted me to put on the most lovely sleeping gown I had ever worn. Then
I was asked to follow her to the “air bed.”
