Part 4
~THE JOURNAL~
Meeting Jaqual
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
4-20-97
Dear Journal,
Before I continue with my journal, I wish to speak a
bit about how this process has changed me so far. As you can see from the dated
messages, I began receiving these messages many years ago. However, I stored
them away in the depths of my computer and kept them as a secret, even from
myself.
When
I began the process of collecting these messages from their various hiding
places, something started to shift inside of me. I had to keep these
communications away from my husband, who unfortunately I still love, and my
daughter who I will always love. They both have abandoned me, or did I push
them away?
As I
read these messages it is as if it is the first time I ever saw them. How could
I forget something as important as messages from a higher world? Actually the
question is how could I forget myself. I see now that these messages are like
life’s blood to me, yet I stashed them away for the approval of a husband and
daughter who both left me for a better life.
Now,
I realize how alone I have felt since I made the choice to hide my true SELF in
the hopes to hold onto love from another. Perhaps my own inner conflict tainted
my love for my family. Something did, as they left. They left me alone with no
one and nothing to do. I got the house free and clear from the divorce and
enough inheritance from my parents that I do not need to work.
But
I did need to work or slowly wither away of loneliness. So I found positions in
hospitals, convalescent homes and nursery schools. Maybe they would accept my
love, which they did. But they did not return it. It was not appropriate. I was
not their family, but a substitute for the ones who had abandoned them.
I
went on like this for several years until I finally pulled up these old
messages in a desperate attempt to find meaning in my life. I was more than
surprised to discover love. It was not personal, conditional love that was
based on what I could do for them. No this was transpersonal, unconditional
love based on what they could do for me.
As I
re-read through the messages from Mytria, I felt such unselfish, sharing love
that I felt ashamed. I realized that I had never given that kind of love to anyone.
Not to my husband, my daughter or even the very old and very young that I
thought I was helping. The reality was that I wanted them to help me.
I was so busy looking outside of myself for
love that I did not realize that all along I was receiving wonderful love from
deep inside my own self. In fact, as I write these words, I feel the tears
rolling down my face, but they are not sad tears. These are tears of joy and
thanksgiving that after a lifelong search I am NOT alone.
My
sorrow lies in the fact that this inner world was always with me, but I never
recognized it. I guess that was because I never recognized myself.
~LISA~
As
Lisa read her mother’s final comment, she too felt tears well up in her eyes.
She also realized that it felt better to cry for someone else for a change
rather than her own constant self-pity. In fact, Lisa missed her children for
the first time, and back in the corner of her heart, she missed her husband.
“Enough
of me,” she said as she reached for a tissue. “I want to find out more about
this Jaqual person who is supposed to be some higher version of my father.”
Wiping
her eyes, she turned her attention to the Journal.
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
4-28-97
Greetings,
I am from Antares. We are in the constellation of Scorpio serving as the
defenders of this quadrant. I, Capt. Jaqual, speak to you from the timeline of
my warrior days. The energy fields of our home world in
the star system of Scorpio are similar to the energy fields on the planet Pluto
in your Star System.
You
have heard our call today because it is time that you become conscious of my
reality. Your reality has been very different than mine. I am a warrior here,
but I have retired from active duty. I recently have entered the Temple where I
can focus my attention on my inner life.
My
life exists in a different timeline than yours and I resonate in an entirely
different area of space. For most of my life, I was too busy battling “the
enemy” to deeply look inside. I was a
warrior for fifty of your Earth years. That seems like a long time to you, but
we Antarians have much longer lives. We usually live about 150 to 200 of your
earth years.
We
on Antares are usually fifth dimensional, but the warriors and the parents
resonate to the third dimension when “working” and go home to the fourth
dimension. The parents bring their new life down from the higher dimensions to
begin their “time in form” in the third dimension.
We
function this way so that our children will be strongly rooted in a physical
form to be able to procreate and be protectors of our quadrant of space. It is
similar to your salmon that leave their natural saltwater to spawn in the fresh
water. Antares is a center for multidimensional awakening.
We
keep our third dimensional reality alive and active even though we could all
raise our frequency above it. The reason that we do so is because we first
colonized this area to assist in protecting those around us, as well as your
world, from the Orion Draconians. What the Draconians have mastered with technology we have
mastered with our minds.
Since
we serve as protectors, at least until the end of your Great Cycle, we have a
strong warrior class. The leaders of our societies, as well as most of its
citizens, resonate to the fourth and fifth dimension. Almost all of us, male
and female, have spent at least 30 years in service as a warrior. I spent 50
years as a warrior, which is common only for the officers. Women are trained
right along with men and are totally equal in all military actions.
On
the other hand, men are not totally equal in the conception and childcare
department. One does not become a parent
until after their service as a “protector” has been fulfilled. We warriors use the word “protector” rather
than “soldier.” We do not fight because we are told to or because we want to
gain power and conquest. We fight only to protect our people and our way of
life.
Not
all people on Antares become parents. In fact, less than 10% actually mate and
give birth. However, almost everyone is actively involved in the raising of the
young. Persons must go through a major
initiation to become parents, much as is on Arcturus. However, we do not choose parents by aura
color, as they do on Arcturus, but rather by initiation.
The
initiation for parenthood takes three years. One must be a master in
multidimensional awareness before they can be a parent. This mastery is best
described by saying that a master can expand their vibration from the third to
the seventh dimension of Oversoul. Also, they are able to open the channel to
consciously be aware of all of these dimensions at once.
This
expansion of consciousness and awareness is a great feat and the reason why
only 10% of our people are parents. In order to become a parent, two
harmoniously matched Souls raise their vibration into the Oversoul and invite a
spark of life to enter our Antarian world. They then “walk” that spark down
through each dimension and “plant” him/her in the female’s third dimensional
form.
The
Temple that I will soon enter is the one which teaches us to be parents. I feel
that since I have taken so many lives that it is my best service now to bring
in a new one. Couples usually only have
one child. It takes three years to prepare (only 30% of those who enter the
initiation complete it) and then another three years to “walk” the Soul down
into the third dimension.
Then
for three more years, the parents completely dedicate themselves to the raising
of the child. At the end of that three-year cycle the child has become an adult
and joins the society. They usually
study for about 30 years and then join the military. As you can see, most
parents are about sixty years old before they are able to begin the process of
preparing for parenthood.
However,
since all parents have mastered multidimensional awareness, they usually live
to be at least 300 years old. Some live to be 400. The last hundred years of
their lives is usually spent in assisting others to become multidimensional.
Once one is multidimensional, “death” is just a change of octaves.
There
are, of course, others who die in battle, but this gives them a boost to at
least the sixth dimension. Their lives are shorter, but their journey into the
seventh dimension is easier. In our world, all individuation processes, or
individual lives as you would say, originate in the seventh dimensional
Oversoul.
We
are asked to leave the Oversoul by our parents when we are “sparks of light.”
Then we must return to the Oversoul before we can again take another
incarnation on Antares or an Arcturian world or Starship. The Arcturians and
Antarians realities are both multidimensional in nature.
We
both focus on assisting people, planets and star systems to embrace their multidimensional
essence to ascend back to their Oversoul SELF. Those who find this process of
raising their vibration back into the seventh dimension too difficult often
incarnate on other planets and star systems. They may also choose a different
version of reality for a variety of experience.
(Note from Beverly:
Almost three months passed before our next
communication. I cannot remember why I stayed away. In 1997 I doubted myself
and wondered if I was a bit crazy.)
7-1-97
“Dear
Captain Jaqual,” Beverly writes in her journal. “I am Beverly. I have not
connected with you for a while, but I would love to connect with you now. I was
feeling you today while I was working out. I heard that you could assist me in
being a warrior.
“After
reading your last message, I realize that you can greatly assist me in my
process of becoming multidimensional. I do not think there is any Temple on
Earth to teach me those things. Perhaps you could share with me what you are
learning in your temple experience.
“Dearest
Beverly,” Beverly channels Jaqual’s answer. “I can definitely assist you with
the mastery of your physical habits and programming. The ability to truly be
multidimensional is what allows you to gain mastery of third dimensional issues
and challenges. I can also assist you to rise above your fear.
“When
one is able to raise their vibration to a dimension above their fear, they have
begun their mastery training. That is part of the reason why my people have
chosen to be warriors. A warrior must learn to face the fear inside of them.
Once that fear is confronted and conquered, then they can raise themselves into
their higher vibrational self.”
~LISA~
Jaqual’s final words about a warrior facing fear inside
themselves struck Lisa like a splash of cold water. Suddenly Lisa realized that
all her sadness and anger were actually fear. But, what did she have to be
afraid of? Well, start with her husband leaving her for another woman, like her
father left her mother for another woman.
Well,
that was pretty redundant and very frightening. Then, what about her kids?
Would her husband get the kids and she would be alone like her mother? Would
she have to desperately write imaginary letters to a man on a different planet
in a different star system? Talk about a long distance relationship!
What
if her kids abandoned her like she had abandoned her mother? No, that would
clearly be the worst scenario. But, had she even spoken to her kids since she
“ran away from home?” How could she have been so angry or sad or maybe even scared,
to treat her children in that fashion?
Of course, she came to her senses, in the middle of the night,
so she could not call anyone. What was wrong with her? How could she be so
selfish? How could she be so frightened? Maybe this Jaqual could help her out.
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
7-23-97
“Dear
Jaqual,” Beverly writes in her journal, “I am Beverly returned to hear more
from you. I have felt your call over the last couple of days, but avoided you
because I was afraid you would talk about my mastering fear. I have always had
a problem with facing my fear. I am ready now to totally release that “problem”
and live in my courage.”
~LISA~
“This
is getting spooky,” Lisa muttered to herself. “I
did not see what mom wrote next as I was too wrapped up in myself. How can this
be? How can these weird messages seem like they are addressed to me? Am I
hallucinating or something? No, no! I am not going there now. It is just some
kind of a coincidence. That is all it is.” She whispered as she continued to
read the Journal.
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
“Dear
Beverly,” Jaqual wrote in the journal, “I am happy to hear that you are now
ready to BE the warrior that you have always been. You have been afraid because
you were frightened as a very small child and were unable to communicate that
fear to anyone or to ask for protection and comfort. That fear has maintained a
hold on your unconscious for most of your life.
“As
you now understand, everything that happened was part of your Divine Plan to
awaken to the memory of your Higher SELF. If you had gotten the comfort that
you needed in your physical world, you may not have gone deep down into your
unconsciousness and high enough into your Higher SELF to find the protection
and comfort that you needed.
“Now
in these closing chapters of your adventure of taking earthly incarnations, you
must clear your unconsciousness of unnecessary fear. We say ‘unnecessary’
because we do not want you to erase all fear. Fear in itself is not your enemy.
Fear only becomes your enemy when the messages it has given you remains after
fear’s purpose has been served.”
~LISA~
“Now
there was another message right to me.” Lisa scoffed. “Maybe I should be a big
girl and just listen to what daddy Jaqual has to say.”
Was
Lisa finally ready to look at herself? No, she
avoided that thought and returned to reading the Journal.
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ReplyDeleteOMG this is so amazing my name is jaqual I was born 7/8/1991 this sounds like it was telling a story about me I've currently been on a journey and this is speaking about me I feel like the person who wrote this was writing to me
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