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Entering the Lower Astral Mystery School
MY STORY
It
takes great courage to look at our own fears, past trauma, failures and lost
dreams. However, if we can find the courage to look into the lowest frequency
of our consciousness and of our aura, we will find many teachers.
We
will also realize how very much we have grown and changed from our “past”
expressions of our SELF.
There
is still “time” on the Astral Plane, but it is much faster. I just a teenager
when I discovered that time was different in different places. I did not have a
word for “states of consciousness” then.
I
know it was that age when I made that discovery because I remember that bedroom
like it was yesterday. I was just entering puberty, and my body changes where
creating huge and unwanted emotional shifts.
At
the same time I was realizing that all that I had “imagined” was likely real.
Hence, I needed to gain some control over what I imagined. In fact, my dreams
were greatly disturbing, so disturbing that I knew I had to gain some control
of them.
Now
I know it was my Higher Self that was guiding me, but then I only knew that if
I did not gain some control over my dreams I would go crazy.
Therefore, I started learning to put up a black velvet screen in my mind and use my will power to see an image.
Therefore, I started learning to put up a black velvet screen in my mind and use my will power to see an image.
The first
image I used was a red Rose. It was very difficult to create a picture of a
rose in my imagination, but I continued my practice until I could.
Eventually,
I could even spell words, which was very difficult to not see the words in mirror
vision. Finally, I had gained some control of the images that allowed to enter
into my mind before I fell asleep.
Somehow,
I had figured out that if I allowed negative thoughts before I went to sleep
that I would have bad dreams. I figured this out because I had gone to a horror
picture where “The Blob” came from outer space (teaching the young people to
hate and fear “aliens”) and melted people.
I was so terrified by those images of being melted, that I saw them whenever I closed my eyes to fall asleep. After much practice, which was done on my own, as there was not one person in my life that I could share my problem with, I was able to create pleasant images in my mind.
I was so terrified by those images of being melted, that I saw them whenever I closed my eyes to fall asleep. After much practice, which was done on my own, as there was not one person in my life that I could share my problem with, I was able to create pleasant images in my mind.
When I took the time to create this loving, happy images I was free of nightmares. However, if I forgot, then the nightmares returned.
Gradually,
sleep was not as terrifying, and I could just relax into it. I also decided to
make my alarm clock have music rather that the shocking, buzzing noise. Then,
one morning I had a dream that was very long and involved.
The
main thing I could remember about the dream was the song that was playing
through out the entire dream. It was a nice dream, a pleasant dream, and I woke
up slowly.
Then, to my surprise, the song that was playing through the very long dream continued for quite a while after I had awakened.
Then, to my surprise, the song that was playing through the very long dream continued for quite a while after I had awakened.
That
was when I discovered that time was different when we were asleep from how it
was when we were awake. I noted that discovery then forgot about it. It was one
of my first adventures into states of consciousness.
Since
I was a young adult in the 70’s I learned about the new term called “ altered consciousness.”
Before then, consciousness meant that we were awake as opposed to asleep.
As I
look back now I can see that my state of consciousness was very low for many
years, as I was very depressed.
I was
depressed because I missed my SELF, and was upset that I could not BE myself
with any one or I would be judged. Therefore, I have chosen to retrieve my
depressed ones.
I
say “ones” as depression followed my through many stages of my life. I see all
my depressed ones now happily studying in the beautiful Mystery School.
I have done a version of this exercise many times, but it never gets old, and each time I feel even better.
I have done a version of this exercise many times, but it never gets old, and each time I feel even better.
I
hope that you can retrieve your lost portions of your SELF and take them to
this beautiful Mystery School.
They will learn a lot, and so will you.
They will learn a lot, and so will you.
Blessings,
Perhaps you would like to share YOUR STORY
Not being able to share the experience with anyone else is indeed a rather painful journey. Definitely can see what you mean by that. Not a very pleasant experience, with all the loneliness, and sometimes have to endure the misunderstanding from the immediate family. Hmm.....
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I remember very well the feelings of my first experience of duality, not so much the physical action as in being spanked or shouted at, but the feeling itself. I didn't understand 'how' duality worked and it was incredibly frustrating. This inability to understand 'good versus bad' when 'good' seemed somehow only an aspect of acting out of a desire for personal freedom, followed me during my teenage years up until mid-life, when I began my real Self-inspection! Then it was that I realized firstly that I had to respond, not react, to the experiences I found challenging, to love myself first by choosing to leave rather than endure, and slowly, slowly my Arcturian connection was revealed - crop circles were the first contact for me. With the help of websites such as yours, Sue, and a very few others, I realized that the Consciousness of All-That-Is, or Source, or God/Goddess, etc., is nothing but Unconditional Love and that once recognized, it is perfectly fine to watch it unfold without having to panic about it either personally or collectively. I think the Arcturians understand when I say that more than anything I am an unbiased journalist on foreign assignment, and thus I allow the Arcturians to experience what I experience with the five senses without judgment. I have learned that without the Dark there would be no Light, and the trick, at least for me, is to stay balanced on the tightrope that traverses between the two. At this stage I am waiting in the Now, having gathered all of my bits and pieces, tucked them into my Higher Self/Soul and am working on doing the same for Gaia, which, by the way, your Blog-A-Thon about Gaia's chakras helped so much.... but yes, I do have expectations because like you with your screen and changing the pictures upon it to reward you with comfort in return for your effort, I too have a screen and the sky is no longer a limit! Thank you from my heart for the huge job you have undertaken to teach. I see the Arcturians in a standing ovation!. Love, A.
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my experiences are making me aware there is a connection with other individuals on this plane. I am meeting the same individuals and these others are explaining things to me which are making me question reality in a way I never thought possible. I would like to try and explain this away as nothing more then my subconscious trying to make a collective understanding of my own consciousness yet I cant. They even told me the name of this web page so this is why I am here. I am receiving information in symbols and direct knowledge. Something else is happening unless I project I am constantly receiving information about a technology it is unusual signs of future events I would love to go into more detail and I will if you have a reasonable explanation for what is happening thanks Mark.
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