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EXPERIENCE OF OVERSOUL
MYTRE SPEAKS:
I had not been on
the Ship very long when I had my first experience of the Mothership’s Oversoul.
I had been there long enough to understand that the Ship was a living,
multidimensional being. I had a vague understanding of the sixth dimensional
areas of the ship. However, the seventh dimensional portion of the Ship is not
an “area.” It is a formless Soul that overlooked all the Souls who resided on
the Ship.
The
Super-subconscious frequency of the Ship automatically observes, repairs and
updates the basic structure, which is always changing. Therefore it holds the
basic form of every component of the Ship. On the other hand, the Oversoul
Consciousness is a formless, yet tangible, energy that feels like an electrical
field filled with love and cohesiveness.
These feelings
usually are most predominant on the upper areas of the Ship, such as the Bridge
and all command centers. However when necessary, the Oversoul over-lights
meetings, individuals, and devices on the Ship that are called upon to function
at an exceptionally high state of consciousness.
I was taken to
the Mothership, shortly after I have left “time” during my meditation. Once I
could leave time, a vast array of new abilities where just beyond my reach.
Hence, I was taken to the Mothership for more advanced studies. The Arcturian
and I entered a Scout Ship and headed for the Mothership. There was just the
two of us in the Ship.
I discovered
later that the Arcturian could have simply bi-located us to the Mother Ship,
but it wanted us to advance our relations beyond teacher/student into friends.
It was then that I began to realize what a wonderful sense of humor that
Arcturians have. The Arcturian and I had a chance to chat about whatever came
into our minds, and the Arcturian actually made jokes about our experiences
together.
I had the chance
to see my self through the perception of a higher dimensional Being. This was a
bit rough on my ego, which was the point. When I could laugh at my prior fears
and misconceptions, I felt many ego-attachments begin to fade from my mind. By
the time we arrived at the Mothership, I had released most of my insecurities
about being “good enough,” as well as my fears of going to the Mothership.
It was not that I
was afraid to go to the Mothership. In fact, I was very excited and honored to
be able to visit that Ship. However, I started our trip to the Mothership with
great apprehension about what I would be called upon to do. Fortunately, because of the Arcturians humorous bantering, I
was totally relaxed by the time the planetary sized Mothership came into our
view.
I must say that
the first sight of the Mothership was completely overwhelming. At the same
time, it was a mystical experience. I had been training to perceive reality
multidimensionally. Hence, I could clearly see the third/fourth dimensional
holographic projection, which the Ship sometimes wore, as well as the fifth
dimensional over-glow of that hologram, the sixth dimensional light matrix and
the seventh dimensional emanation of Pure Spirit and All Knowing.
I also felt the
eighth through tenth dimensional energy patterns of the Mothership, as well as
patterns of the Arcturians and other Beings of that resonance. I KNEW that
there were energy patterns beyond the tenth dimensions, but could not perceive
them with any clarity at that time. The Arcturian touched my High Heart, and I
received a brief experience of those higher dimensions.
Unfortunately,
the resonant frequency of my mental processing was too low to retain any
details of that experience. Nonetheless, I stored that FEELING in my High
Heart, exactly where the Arcturian touched me. I vowed to believe that, soon I
would be able to fully experience this cherished moment.
I will skip now
to the point at which I had been studying in the Mothership for a while. I
cannot give an exact amount of time, as time does not really exist at this
level of consciousness. Conversely, those of us who were new to the
Inter-Galactic Training Program were given quarters in which a period of day
would be followed by a period of night.
We were to remain
in these quarters until we were able to focus our primary consciousness on our
fifth dimensional SELF. Our fifth dimensional expression of SELF no longer
needed the illusion of the passage of time, the fatigue that that illusion
created or the sleep that was necessary to release the illusion of fatigue.
I quickly made
friends with my roommates, but found myself constantly missing the Arcturian.
One day, I caught myself being
impatient with my roommates. This upset me greatly, as I knew it was a sign
that my consciousness was slipping into the lower frequencies rather than
expanding into the higher frequency. I excused myself and went to the Nature
Area.
There is a huge
section of the Mothership that is dedicated to Nature Areas. These areas were
holographic, but you absolutely could not tell from being there. Once, when I
asked the Arcturian why the 3/4D Nature Area was holographic, and it said,
“All reality in
the third and fourth dimension are holographic projections from the higher
dimensions of reality.”
I started to ask
it, my Arcturian friend, to explain that concept to me but it disappeared in
front of my eyes. Then, where the Arcturian had just been standing/floating,
was a huge tree with birds, squirrels and other animals living off of the
bio-system of that one tree. I moved forward to touch the tree, but there was a
flash of light and the Arcturian stood where there was once a tree.
“Do you see how I
projected the hologram of Nature?”
The Arcturians
are very good at “one picture is worth a thousand words.” At the same time, I
realized that my consciousness had become so low in frequency that I had
forgotten basic premises that I had been taught.
“I have to leave
the Rookie’s Quarters,” I blurted out. “My consciousness is dropping because I
am entraining with the new-comers, rather than with you or the Ship.”
“We are happy
that you realize that,” the Arcturian said, as it vanished.
OK, I knew the
drill now; I had to figure it out for myself. If I wanted to move beyond my
present quarters I would have to prove—to myself—that I was ready. I had become so overcome by the mere vision
of the Mothership that I had allowed my consciousness to drop back down to a
familiar resonance.
I discovered that
the Rookie Quarters, as we had named it, was no longer comfortable because I had
grown beyond it. I had needed more of the illusion of time to figure that out.
Since I was on my own, I had to figure out how to convince myself that I WAS
ready to release all the familiar markers of reality and fully embrace my new
life.
Since leaving time got me to the Mothership, and being
placed in a time-bound area for new students was so frustrating, the solution
was for me to release time again. However, I had to remember how I released
time in the first place. What I had unconsciously done, I now had to do
consciously and intentionally. What if I went back in time to when I first saw
the Mothership from the Scout Ship? What if I could go back in time and
perceive the Mothership with love and acceptance rather than the fear of being
overwhelmed?
That sounded like
a good idea, but I had no idea how to do it. Then, I thought of the glowing
energy around the Mothership that the Arcturian had called the Oversoul. The
Arcturian had said that the Oversoul holds the codes and patterns of all the
Soul Records of everyone who was living or visiting the Ship. These Soul
Records contain all the multidimensional experiences that each Soul had ever
experienced.
Within my present
body, I was clearly Pleiadian. However, I had suspected for quite a while that there
was a large element of Arcturian Nature within my Being. I even had a dim
memory of being Arcturian, but I could not recover any details of that
expression of my Multidimensional SELF.
Yes, my
Multidimensional SELF could pull my resonance into the higher expressions of my
being; that is if I could trust my experience. I had just experienced how
easily I could lose trust in my self, and I was not going to do so again. I
would ask my Multidimensional SELF how to leave time, as I had done before, by
reading my Soul Records in the Oversoul of the Mothership.
I was alone in
the Holosuite, so I sat down to mediate and, quickly moved into a deep trance.
The first thing that I realized was that I had prepared all my life, in fact for many of my lives, for this opportunity to assist
with the ascension of our chosen planet in the Pleiades. With that realization
I began to consciously feel all that
I would need to release in order to move into the expression of my SELF that
could fulfill the task of conscious ascension.
The Arcturians
had seen this ability, but I still could not. I had remembered and visited many
of my multidimensional realities while studying with the Arcturian on the other
Starship. Then the Arcturian had chosen me for this special training, but all I
could feel was what I would have to release. In order to continue my training I
would have to release my ties to my old world and move into the unknown.
With this
realization, myriad doubts were uncovered from their hiding places. How could I
assist my planet to go into the unknown of the fifth dimension when I could not
even go the unknown of my own mind? I would have to confront the part of myself
that was afraid to move into the unknown and was quietly holding me back. I had
learned to control my life.
However, would I
be able to continually surrender to the higher worlds as the Arcturian was
teaching me? Or would I tenaciously hold on to what remained of the life I had
previously lived? There it was, the life I HAD lived. What life had I lived
that needed my attention before I could go forward and release the need for
TIME, once and for all?
With that
question, I felt the Pure Spirit and All Knowing of the Mothership’s Oversoul
wrap around me like a warm cloud. Within this
safety and comfort I could release my hidden fears of what I would have to
release, what I would have to do and who I would have to become in order to be good enough to fulfill the honored task
for which the Arcturians had chosen me.
With the Oversoul
around me, I could hear my higher expressions of SELF cheering me on, but I
could not move forward yet. I had to release the burden of my hidden
insecurities, fears and confusions. I could feel that I was leaving time, so I could not release them later,
nor could I release them in my future. There was only NOW. Therefore, I allowed
them to come to the surface of my awareness so that I could love them free,
once and for all.
I found that my
heaviest burden was the need to do it right, the need to be good enough in the eyes of others. But
who were these others? Where were they now? Why was I still carrying them in my
consciousness? In response to these questions the Oversoul embraced me more
tightly and time was gone. I could
feel the difference in my thinking, my emotions and within whatever connection
I still had to my body.
Free of time, I began to float through memory
bands of myriad incarnations. Brief pictures and emotions floated through my
mind as I passed by each reality, as my journey continued. I knew that the Oversoul
was taking me to a certain reality, the reality that still held a sense of
failure. I could feel that sense of failure growing stronger, but I was
strangely detached from it.
I was out of time, so I had no idea how long I
traveled through the files of the Oversoul, but as I continued I became calmer
and more detached from the passing realties. Then suddenly, a reality moved
towards me like a beaming Sun. I could not float past it, even though I wanted
to. There was unfinished business in the life that I had to complete in order
to free my consciousness from some invisible burden.
Suddenly the
“Sun” was before me and pulled me in with such force that I almost passed out.
However, I reminded myself that I AM the
Master of my MIND. This sentence opened a portal into a planet in chaos and
I heard, “The Ascension of Arcturus.”
I will return,
Mytre
Magical . . . thank you Sue
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