CONVERSATIONS WITH MY SELF PART II

7-22-12

CONVERSATIONS WITH MY SELF

                              

PART II

Opening The High Heart Portal

Suzille:    Mytre, It is I Suzille. I had my first experience of opening my Personal Portal. I was not expecting it, nor did I try to do it. I just fell into a meditation with no forethought. It took me over. After I meditated for a while, a long white arm with a white hand, which was all I could see, pushed a door open.

I am now in a small cabin in the high mountains, but I saw through the Portal what looked like the ocean by my home—perhaps it was my fifth dimensional “Home?” I walked, floated through the round opening and stepped onto the sand. However, the sand did not feel like sand. It felt like walking on a cloud.

As I stepped onto the sand/cloud, I did not fall through. Instead, I walked in a floating kind of way to the edge of where the waves were gently lapping against the shore. In my physical life, I have often sat at the edge of the waves with my feet in the water and my body on the wet sand.

However, this sand was not wet, and when I extended my feet into the water, my feet went down as though I was sitting on the edge of a cliff. Only my feet were in the water. However, the water did not feel like water, and there was never any sense of temperature throughout the entire experience. The water felt like a blue, gelatinous liquid.

I had the urge to just let go and to allow my entire body to enter the “water.”
I gently slid into the water. As I did so, my perspective changed to one who was in the water observing the other beings there. However, I was the observer at the same time that I was also one of the beings that I was observing.

I saw these magnificent female humanoid creatures. They were off white, with two arms, two legs and a head. They all looked the same, but still felt individual. They had two eyes, a nose and a mouth, but there was no hair anywhere on their body. They were very long and slim, with no breasts, even though they were obviously female.

I knew they were female because they were pregnant. They appeared to all be at the same stage of pregnancy and were all ready to give birth. I was watching as they all began to their birthing process. There was no resistance at all. The baby simply swam out from between the mother’s legs while she was swimming. Then, the mother swam circles around her infant until it could easily take it first independent breath.

It seems that they all breathed the fluid through which they swam. Once the infant could swim, it went into a pouch on the woman’ stomach area, like a marsupial. The mother tits were inside the pouch, and the infant could suckle whenever he/she wanted. All the females went through this process, and they never stopped swimming.

Then, suddenly, the scene changed and I was on “land.” It appears that in this world the ocean is the same as the sky. Therefore, it was above the land. I saw the males looked just like the females. They had the same body type, but stood upright and walked. They wore a skirt-like garment that closed at their waist, but opened out about half way down their legs. The men seemed to have been wearing some kind of adornment on their heads.

What I saw next was that the weaned babies were floating down towards the land to be caught by the males. The males would then raise them as land dwellers and the females would remain as water/air dwellers. I think it was the actual water that impregnated the women, as males and females seemed to have no interaction.

Then, I saw that the females were ascending to another level. At the same time, the males were transmuting into female air/water dwellers, leaving the children they had raised to live on the land. The children were all born at the same time, so they all became adults at the same time.

Therefore, once the children became adults, the mothers ascended into a higher existence. At the same time, the males ascended into the water/air world to become females, and the adult children replaced their fathers as the next generation of male, land dwellers.

In this reality, there was a constant flow of ascension, and planetary life was seen as childhood and early adulthood. Once the children became adults, they replaced their father as male, land dwellers and the fathers replaced the mothers to become female, water/sky dwellers.

It was not that females were better than males. Instead, it was that giving birth to the next generation was a higher frequency action. However, caring for the land was something that the females did in their prior male bodies before they ascended into their water/sky world.

The ascensions cycle that the children all became adult males to watch over the land, the adult male ascended to be an adult females watching over the water/sky, and the adult females ascended into a higher frequency of reality. This cycle for ascension turned for everyone at the same time.

I don’t know if this was a real place or not, but “real” is according to the eyes of the beholder. I did hear the word “Alcea” as the name of this planet.  It was not Alycia, like your Pleiadian daughter. I think the message that I got from my High Heart was that life is eternal, and we can easily flow from one stage into the next as easily as taking a new breath. Dear Mytre, please comment.

Mytre:    Dear Suzille, I will happily comment on your first journey through your Portal to the High Heart. How do you think that you solved the quandary of opening the Portal of your High Heart?

S.         When I am in a meditative state, my ego is not an issue. My challenge is to maintain that higher state of consciousness while I move through my daily life without loosing track of my physical body. How can I maintain that higher state of consciousness and still navigate the physical world without injuring my physical form? I would say that that is my biggest problem now. Is there a way that I need to love, forgive and/or accept my earth vessel?

M.       Suzille, in your first journey through your High Heart Portal you saw how surroundings changed with each level of ascension. Many of you have also experienced that your life flows more easily than ever before. This flow is because you have downloaded and integrated more and more higher frequency light into your consciousness and your earth vessel.

This highest frequency of this light is unconditional love, which is the source of the Sacred Geometry that can alter the personal and planetary 3D Matrix. Unconditional love, in fact, all unconditional expressions, change your life because it raises the frequency of your personal matrix. Then, each human who raises the resonance of his or her personal matrix, contributes that higher frequency of reality to the planetary matrix.

A frequency shift at the baseline frequency of the matrix changes everything within your reality for it shifts your entire reality. Hence, all your perception, and, thereby, your experience, resonate to a higher frequency. There are infinite frequencies of reality, which are based on the frequency of your reality’s matrix. When you raise your personal resonance, you move into a higher frequency version/matrix of your present reality.

Thus, your entire world changes as you change because your consciousness has adhered to, and experiences, a higher frequency of the reality. Because your “ascension” is incremental, and your entire reality reflects your higher frequency of expression, you may not know that you have just ascended beyond your former frequency of reality. Therefore everything appears the same, but better. The boss who was grouchy becomes kind and supportive, the children that were causing your grief move into their next, higher stage, and the better job your wanted is revealed to you.

No, this does not mean that you don’t have to work on yourself. You have to work on yourself a LOT in order to become Master of your Energy, so that you can raise your consciousness. However, you don’t actually “work” at all. Instead, you choose to face every situation with the fifth dimensional energy field of unconditionally love, unconditionally forgiveness and unconditionally acceptance.

By making this choice of “unconditionally” loving, forgiving and accepting every aspect with your life, you are infusing the fifth dimensional energy field into the matrix of your third/fourth dimensional reality. When you do this, you raise the resonance of your life at the level of your personal and planetary matrix. With this higher resonance, you are able to expand your perceptions into the higher and higher frequencies of each situation.

Within these higher frequencies of perception/experience you are free of third dimensional thinking, which allows you to attach your attention to an even higher frequency of your reality. Where your attention is, there you are also. One warning, if you choose to place your attention onto a lower frequency of reality, you will lose your hold on the higher world and return into its lower frequency expression.

Yet, do not be concerned if this happens. It takes practice to respond to your physical life in a fifth dimensional manner. Fortunately, if you forgive, accept and love your self unconditionally, you can easily return to that higher frequency of reality.

Arcturians:  You can expedite your power of transmutation by stretching your perceptions. By stretching your perceptions we mean that you can choose to:

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           Believe that there is a higher frequency of reality that is just beyond your current spectrum of light.

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     Go into a meditative state to expand your consciousness into a frequency of reality beyond the one to which you are accustomed.

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      Believe that that what your imagination perceives during this meditation is real.

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     While in your daily consciousness, stretch your imagination to perceive this higher reality    with your eyes opened.

For example, if during your meditation you perceive that you are riding through your city in an antigravity car, allow an overlay of that image to enter you imagination while you actually driving on your 3D road.

In this manner, you will stretch your perception to include the possible reality of the higher expression of your personal/planetary life-matrix. Remember to allow yourself to believe that your higher perceptions are real and that which you experience via these perceptions are real, but in a slightly higher version of reality,

If you do not believe that your higher perceptions are real, you will not adhere your consciousness to these perceptions. Adhering your consciousness to a given perception is similar to saving a file in your computer. In fact, save these files to your “desktop,” your Third Eye, where you can easily find them again.

When you choose to imagine, which is fifth dimensional thought, a higher frequency of reality bleeding into your daily life you:

·      Give yourself hope of a higher frequency life

·      Keep your consciousness focused on the positive

·      Calibrate your consciousness toward the higher perspectives of every situation

·    Allow and guide yourself to live the higher reality that you perceive from INSIDE your SELF

“Miracles” often occur because you have expanded your consciousness into a higher frequency reality. Then, what was impossible in your former frequency is easy in your higher expression reality. To facilitate your ascension, live your life with the belief and expectation of an ever-expanding adventure of personal and planetary ascension.

Remember that as you ascend, your reality will change with you. Therefore, you may not experience life as “different.” With each incremental shift of your consciousness adhering to a higher frequency of your personal/planetary matrix, your life may not appear different, but it will definitely be better, lighter, more loving and increasing filled with new expressions of your ever-expanding creative abilities.

To release all “effort,” which is the domain of your third dimensional ego, focus on your wish fulfilled. In fact, you can imagine your aura as a bulletin board at a restaurant that has it latest menu posted. The Flow of the ONE is ever-present and fills your every thought. Repeating your wish is a form of doubt. Therefore, just post your wish on your aura one time. Then, relax and allow the Flow of the ONE to manifest your wish at the perfect “time” and in the perfect way.

In this manner, you will not limit your fulfillment to the thinking of your former self. Instead, you are allowing the impossible to come true. Once you “post your menu,” release all wishes and surrender your life to the Flow of the ONE. In this way, you release all ego-based desires, let go of all process, and relax into the Flow of your higher expressions of life. To free yourself of your habit of third dimensional EFFORT, remember to “release, let go and relax.” In other words, just open your Portal of the High Heart and allow your new life to flow through.

                       

S.   Thank you for that information. I am beginning to understand how mind over matter, and heart over matter, works.