Dear wonderful
readers,
I have not written
anything in my blog for a while, as I had to take some time out to just BE. I
love that saying, "take some time." Can we actually "take out
time?" Perhaps, we can, for when we live in the fifth dimension and
beyond, we are "out of time." In fact, I have been feeling very
"out of time." I have been extremely fatigued while being active in
3D time. Then when I close my eyes, just for a moment, I leave time and step
into a NOW in which there is NO fatigue.
In fact, the feeling
of fatigue that I experience while in "time" becomes a NOW of bliss
when I close my eyes, take a few deep breathes and allow my consciousness to
return to its true resonance of the fifth dimension and beyond. Within the ONE
moment, all my cares and stressors are GONE. They are gone from my mind, gone
from my heart and gone from my life. Then when I open my eyes to perceive my 3D
life, the fatigue returns like a huge wave.
The interesting part
of this experience is that my 3D life is actually very happy. In fact, I love
my 3D life. I love my home, I love my family and my friends I love my job, I
love my new office, I love every part of my life. In fact, right now I am on
vacation sitting comfortably in a cozy chair. Looking out the sliding doors I
can see the ocean breaking on the shore, while is also expanding out into the
horizon of the unknown.
Of course, I don't
love every part of my life. In fact, I do not love the mundanities of paying
bills, keeping track of money and driving in traffic. However, those things
only take up a small part of my life now. But there were many years when they
dominated my thinking. Therefore, I have great empathy for those of you who are
still in that situation.
In fact, that
situation of trying to make it on not enough resources is the greatest illusion
of the third dimension and the trap that locks us in fear and want. The Kali Yuga,
which we have just finished surviving was based on fear and want. It was the
final trap of the third dimensional reality that is now becoming extinct.
Yes, I hear you all crying,
"When, when, are these 3D illusions ending?" I know you will be upset
when I answer, "NOW!" But, please remember that NOW is not a
statement of time. In fact, NOW is the leaving of time. "Where do I leave
this time?" I hear you asking. Again, you will not like my answer when I
say, "Inside."
"But I want to
leave now." I hear the collective call.
You will not like my
next response either. But YOU are the Angel, YOU are the Galactic, YOU are the
Ascended Master, EVERY one of you is wearing an earth costume, which surrounds
your multidimensional form. The ONE who will take you up is YOU. As long as you
place your ascension in the power of some "other" Higher Being, you
have closed the door to your own, personal stairway of ascension. You stairway
to ascension is your own multidimensional nature.
Many people became
very hurt and angry because they felt they were lied to when they were NOT
lifted up and taken Home. However, how can we abandon our planet? Those of us
who would be "taken Home" are the very ones who would love Gaia
enough to assist Her to come Home with us.
Remember our true
Home is not a place. New Earth, New Home, is a frequency. We are living in the
dark while the light switch is inside of our heart. Oh, but we are so very
fatigued. Yes, me too. The higher light has come into our world, just as was
promised. However, it did not provide a free ride to a better world. Look
around at the world we have created.
Yes, we created this
world by believing the lies that were fed to us and by becoming so involved in
our personal struggles that we forgot that WE were not the earthen bodies that
we are wearing. WE forgot that we are multidimensional beings who are
temporarily wearing our form of density because we volunteered, yes volunteered,
to take a body made of Gaia's form, so that She too could return Home to Her
higher expression of SELF.
I say "we"
as I also spent many years of struggle, sorrow, anger and desperation. I too
became addicted to the third dimension and believed that it was the only life I
could live. I spent many years living the darkest of the dark of the End Times
of Gaia. In fact, Gaia nearly ended several times since the beginnings of the
nuclear testing and the myriad wars that resulted.
However, Gaia did not
die and neither did we. We are strong survivors. In fact, we are strong
ascenders. However, ascension was not the free ride we had hoped for. We have
left a very big mess on our beloved planet. I remember three times (oh, make
that four times) when I moved from one house to another and left the old house
a mess. I did so because I was angry with my landlord.
However, when I moved
from the house that I owned I had to clean it immaculately and clear everything
out of the house. This metaphor is a truth in that when we fully own our life,
we are responsible for everything in it. Therefore, we must clean everything up
before we can move to our new Home.
No wonder we are so
tired. We have to clean up everything. We have to release everything that we
cannot, or chose not, to take with us. How can we possibly clear every life
(which is every home for our Soul) we have ever taken on Gaia? No wonder we are
tired, and frightened and angry. Fortunately, "we" are not confined
to the 3D body that created this mess. WE have many frequencies of our SELF.
Fortunately, once we
remember and become the Higher Expressions of our SELF who resonate within our
form, we can choose to perceive their higher frequencies of reality. And since
the reality we perceive is the reality we live, we gradually, return Home.
Meanwhile, we will,
also, maintain our physical presence on the physical body of Gaia for as long
as She needs us. I have chosen this task. If you are reading this, likely you
have chosen this task as well. If we can band together into the ONE of the
ascending ones, we can better assist each other, as well as our beloved planet.
I return now to
Mytria, who is just beginning to remember her SELF. I am leaving the date that
I wrote it, as the time in-between then and now has vanished.
4-11-13
The Landing Party ~ Part 7
MYTRIA CONTINUES:
Last night I dreamt
that I was inducted into the military. I even woke up and fell back asleep to
the same dream. Are these really dreams, or are they messages from a higher
part of my self that I cannot remember? I have started to meditate regularly
and I have been keeping a journal. In fact, I am thinking about starting a
Blog. It makes me nervous to "come out" in this fashion, but I find
that when I am honest about what is happening inside of me I feel much better.
Before these dream
experiences began I was quite depressed. I was getting up in the morning, going
to a job that robed my limited energy, and coming home to watch the TV made me
feel dead inside. Of course, I still have the same job because I need money.
However, now when I come home the TV stays off because I have been searching
the Internet to try to understand what is happening with me.
In fact, I have found
that many people are having similar experiences as me. They are not sure about who
they really are. However, they are sure that the person they are acting like is
not the truest expression of his or her self. It appears that many people are
having dreams similar to mine. They may not be going to a Starship, but they
are doing something that is far more important than their daily lives.
Therefore, I have
decided to start my Blog. I am just a regular person with a non-significant
job. I am not married. I am not in a relationship, and I do not have children.
In fact, I do not have much that brings me happiness in this world, and I was
very depressed before my dreams began. Maybe I have advanced from depression to
psychosis, but at least I am happy. Well, at least, I am happier.
I wonder if I should
talk about my dreams in my Blog. I imagine that will be proof of my craziness.
However, right now I would rather find purpose than be who I was before the
dreams. The tall blond man with the blue eyes, who I now know as Mytre, still
follows me around--in my imagination that is. What I mean is that Mytre seems
to be with me at random points of my day.
No actually, these are
not random points. Mytre seems to come into my awareness when I am feeling sad
or lonely. Maybe I am crazy and just have created an imaginary lover, but it is
better than living in constant sorrow and loneliness. In fact, Mytre tells me
about another reality that he says I also live in. I don't think I should talk
about that in my Blog or everyone will know for sure that I am psycho.
I wonder if my military
dream has anything to do with Mytre. I remember that he was wearing what looked
like a military uniform in my dream. I also remember the tall blue person and the
person with the third eye. In fact, whenever I think about that dream I remember
more and more of it. I wish that I could have another one of those dreams.
Maybe last night was a failed attempt to create another dream like before.
Do we create our
dreams, or are they just something that comes up from our unconscious while our
conscious mind is sleeping? Can it be possible that our unconscious life can be
real? I think I should leave that kind of stuff out of my Blog—at least at
first. OK, rather than just talking to myself, I am going write a little bit of
my Blog right now—before I loose my nerve...
I thought about whether
or not I should have a special name for my Blog, but I realized that I am not a
special person. I am just a regular person who has a regular job and a regular
life. If that sounds boring to you, you are right. That life was very boring.
However, some pretty weird things have been happening to me, which has, at the
very least, diminished my boredom and the resulting depression.
I do not know how much
nerve I have to talk about the details of my dreams yet, but I do have enough
courage to promise you that I will be totally honest in everything that I say
to you. “You,” being those who read this Blog, if anyone does read it? I know
that I am only one of the thousands of people who have Blogs on the Internet.
Therefore, my Blog is not a special thing. But, as I have said, I am not a
special person. I am just a regular person who is living a regular, usually
boring life.
Now that is all the
complaining I will do—I promise. I am sure you have heard plenty of
complaining; I know I have. Therefore, I will cease and desist all complaints
and move on to why I have started this Blog. When I searched the Internet to
find more about my experiences, I found that many others were having
experiences similar to mine.
In fact, I have seen
many other people that look just like me, a regular person, when I have entered
my dream world. Therefore, I was thinking that it would be wonderful if any of
you would like to connect with me via my Blog. But I guess it is too soon for
that. First I must tell you what has been happening to me. Then if you are
having similar experiences, and I assume that others are, maybe we can help
each other by sharing our stories.
Therefore, I am writing
this Blog to offer a free, anonymous place where you can share any unusual
dreams or weird experiences. As I said, I am just a regular person. In fact, I
don't remember being weird when I was young. In fact, now I that I say that, I
can't really remember too much about being young or a child. I have images in
my brain, almost like they were put there, but I have little attachment to
them.
It appears that
recently something happened in my life, my dreams or just my imagination that
has created a whole new manner of my self-image. I mean, I think I finally have
a self-image. Before, I was a member of a very large crowd, like one of the
many birds in a large flock. However, I was not flying in the sky and I was not
a member of a flock. In fact, I had few friends. I was alone.
I was alone in at work,
alone a home and alone in a crowd. I might have been having a conversation with
someone right next to me or on the phone, but still, I always felt alone. This
feeling of being alone felt unnatural, but that made no sense. I could not
remember not being alone, but I could not remember very much at all. It was
like my life was so insignificant that it was not worth remembering.
However, I started
having dreams in which I was a member of a group of very different Beings. I
say "Beings" because some did not appear to be human. OOPS, I told myself that I would not divulge
too much about what is happening. Oh well, now that the "cat is out of the
bag" I actually feel better. These nightly meetings have been going on for
several months now, and they have completely changed my life.
Well, actually, my life
is the same, but these meetings/experiences/fantasies have brought me a sense
of belonging. Even if these occurrences are not real, they feel as real as my
waking life. In fact, I feel more awake in these dreams than I do when I am
walking through my boring physical reality like some kind of zombie.
Actually, I have
complained too much about my life. It is a good life in that I have a job, I
have friends and I have things that I do with my friends. However, I can't date
too much because it feels like I am cheating on some one that I do not even
know. I wonder is that person is Mytre? That is, I wish it was Mytre.
Well, I have rambled on
enough for now. What I really want to say is that if any of you are also having
any "weird" experiences, this is a safe place where you can talk
about them. In fact, if you want me to anonymously post your experience, I will
happily do so. I know how wonderful it is to have another life that is
fulfilling and fun, even though it is just our imagination.
So, maybe together we
can all create an imaginary world in which we can freely talk about all the
experiences we are having but can’t share with the other people we know. We are
all anonymous here, except for me. I have been anonymous my entire life and it
is far too lonely. I am thinking that being judged as being crazy may be better
than never being noticed.
Now, I am going to
meditate on my dream of being inducted in the military. Oh, by the way, I do
not think it was this military, at least I hope not. If I am to be inducted in
the military, I want it to be one that explores the Universe and spreads peace,
not one that searches the Earth to start a war.
Please see translations into:
SPANISH
JAPANESE
http://suzannelieinjapanese.blogspot.jp
DUTCH
http://www.denkmetjehart.blogspot.com
GREEK
ITALIAN
thank you. i dont feel so weird myself after reading your 'posts'. There's a warm affinity type of feeling.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your blog :)
ReplyDeleteIs this the place then for a blog exchange? I have had so many experiences that parallel yours that I don't even know where to begin except I need to have the same courage to share it. I have followed your writings for years now and it is the one place that keeps me going. I have met my "tall blond Greek God"...I have been on the Star Ships...I have heard the voice that sounds like a waterfall...I have been introduced to an "alien" but a friend, a member of the galactic team...I can hear the voices from the higher dimension. Sometimes He tells me "you are with me now"...sometimes He says "you ARE ME now"...He often comes at night just prior to sleep and last night was the VERY FIRST night I did not have heart pounding and extreme heat in my 3D frame. I took it as a good sign that my energy is rising up to this challenge. Diane
ReplyDeletePlease email me about posting your comments on my actual blog.
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Hello Sue
DeleteWhen you say: Please email me about posting your comments on my actual blog.
Do you mean on the new Mytria's blog ? I'm a little bit confuse here.
I mean Mytria's Blog. Did you have something to add to it?
DeleteThanks either way
This post available in spanish at
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Love, Shanti
Suzanne, this is very interesting! I have lucid dreams, too, experiences of which are written sown in a journal regularly. I have often "seen" a very handsome, blue-eyed male in my dream, too. He seems to be my "lover" at another dimension, or in a world that does not resonate with the 3rd-4th density realm. I'm married, so I view these romantic relationships (one occurring in the physical, and one at a very rarefied, light & joy-filled spirit-plane) as parallel realities, both equally valid. Thank you for sharing. God bless.
ReplyDeleteHello Sue and to all Italian readers!
ReplyDeleteI am Stefania from ashtalan.blogspot.com.
I have started a new blog, special for the translation from this blog, where it is possible to read Suzanne in Italian:
www.suzannelieinitalian.blogspot.com
With much love and gratitude,
Stefania Ashtalan Marinelli
‘As long as you place your ascension in the power of some "other" Higher Being, you have closed the door to your own, personal stairway of ascension.’
ReplyDeleteCan’t be said enough.
It’s great that you’re inviting others to connect via the Mytria blog.
the previous link given here seems to be not active -
ReplyDeletecomplete translation into
:ITALIAN
http://cosmicconsciousnessitaly.overblog.com
:)
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