Suzanne Lie, Ph.D., has been a seeker since she was a child where her active “imagination” took her deep into her inner life. She continues to regularly share her experiences and Arcturian teachings on her blog, Awakening with Suzanne Lie, and she wishes to help awakening ones come out of hiding and allow the glory of their highest expression of SELF into their everyday life.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
I read about the Saturday download. It was the day after my
son’s surgery and I was sooo tired. I told my husband I was sorry, but I
fell back asleep and had a bunch of weird dreams again that day. I can’t
remember them because I was too busy taking care of my son once I got out of
bed around 1pm! All I know is that I have felt extremely depressed
lately. It’s not sad. I don’t even feel sad about anything, so it’s
weird. It feels completely biological and I keep thinking “why am I so
You don't even want to know what i have been through since i
did the 11.11.11 trial run through the stargate!!
I really need to start writing and sharing. I guess I just
haven’t felt important enough to really follow through with it, and I get a
little scared about how I’ll feel about things once the words are out
there. Writing about my awakening always brings up feelings that I feel
guilty about since I’m still struggling to accept the reality I’m experiencing
right now. I’m not disappointed any more, but everything still feels off,
like I’m only tolerating the relationship and life because I feel it’s only
temporary or something.
i feel the same way and i love my husband very much.
It’s like I’ll accept anything for now as long as someday,
hopefully soon, I get to experience that feeling I had when I was with Michael.
we are ready to go Home
I don’t know what will happen if this process ends up taking
20 or 30 years. I mean to get to New Earth or any 5th
All the channeler are saying NOW Now Now
I’m afraid I will spend the next 20 or 30 years in bed wasting
away in the 3rd dimension and missing out on enjoying this life
because all I care about is starting over or remembering something better,
however it works. My life really isn’t that bad here, so it makes me feel
guilty that I’m so anxious to get the hell out of this life. I feel like
a bad mother because I’m not sure if my kids will be in that reality or not,
even if I hope they are. It seems uncaring to be so anxious and be so
ready to just throw in the towel and run for the first opportunity to get out
We are NOT throwing in the towel. we are creating a new
Did the arcturians say what we can do about this depression and
complete lack of energy? I’m going to start some writing again
today. I’m also ordering a new juicer. I HAVE to do something to
get some more energy. My house is an absolute mess, and I just want to
crawl back in bed to find out where my dreams will take me next.
go for it,
got to go, talk soon,
Do you mind if I post this email conversation on the blog?
Sure, you can use anything you want that I have told you or
written. I had not read the portal article until after you wrote me that
email yesterday. I think my house may be a portal as well. About 9
months ago my son would not sleep in his bedroom because he said that alien
commanders were running down the hallway then through his bedroom and out the
wall. I can’t remember if I told you about that or not. He was so
scared, so I asked him to ask why they were here and he began having
conversations with a commander named Ryal who said he was from Jupiter.