Dear Readers, I have missed you. My quest has brought me to areas with no Internet and no
phone. It allowed me to go deeper into my SELF, and it made me realize how
important it is for me to be able to communicate with the Collective
Consciousness that I can FEEL who is reading my messages. Being unable to
communicate with you has shown me how grateful I am to have others with whom I
can share my process. Thank
you for sharing my process.
Sue
Sue
7-21-12 (The beginning of three days in the Faerie Cabin
and my wonderful experiences there.)
Journey into Gaia/Reconnection with Mytre
My
physical journey into Gaia and Mytria/Mytre’s Pleiadian Ascension has
blurred into ONE now. Therefore, their titles are connected, as well.
CONVERSATION WITH MY SELVES
Part I Going Deeper
SUZILLE: Dear Mytre,
I have heard Mytria’s story about opening the
Portal to the Mother’s Womb. Now, I feel like I need to here your story about
“mind over matter.” I talked to you last night, and you said that I would see
you in a dream. I did not have a very deep sleep and my leg, the one that will
teach me how to heal myself, was hurting. I did not forget you, though, and
would love to hear from you again.
MYTRE: You
did dream of us last night, but your consciousness was too low for you to
remember our meeting. You see, dear earthly expression of our Being, you are in
conflicted state of mind right now because you know that you need to go deeper
into your SELF, in fact, much deeper.
Perhaps you
forgot your dream, but first thing this morning you did remember that the Portal
you must enter is you own Inner Portal, the Portal of the High Heart. You also
remembered that since you were a teenager you ALWAYS wore a pendant around your
neck, which just happened to land exactly on your High Heart.
Over the years
you wore many different chains and many different pendants, but the pendant
always landed exactly on your High Heart. You unconsciously remembered to
protect your Portal. Every pendant that you wore reminded you of something
special. Hence, it served as “The Guardian of the Threshold.”
You chose a
special pendant for this quest, as you knew that something special was to
happen. All of your time is free of obligations to others, mundane chores or
work. You are now at one of the Volcanoes who (I say “who” not “that,” for Mt
Rainier is a Mighty Being) served as a Portal to Inner Earth for the Lamurians.
The Arcturians
will join us to share some information about the Pineal Gland and about opening
your Portal
to the High Heart. You have received/remembered Mytria’s process of
entering the Planetary Portal. Now I, a higher expression of your SELF, will
assist you to open your Personal Portal. Just as the Planetary Portal is in the
Core of the planet, your Personal Portal of your High Heart is in the Core of
your physical body.
Just as the
Core of the Planet is where Gaia connects with Her SELF, humanity connects with
their SELF within their High Heart. To open your Personal Portal you must go
much “deeper” into your SELF. You have grounded yourself by putting yourself in
one of Gaia’s Volcanic Portals, Mt. Rainier, in a small cabin with no phone, Internet,
television or modern conveniences.
You have
opened a special file for this process, one which you will likely edit before
you send it out. Furthermore, you cannot send it out, as there is no Internet.
This has all occurred to free you from your ego, which is NOT you. Your ego is
the one who protects YOU. Therefore, thank your ego for its great contribution
to your life and put it on guard duty “outside” of this current process. Before
we begin, we will call in the Arcturians.
ARCTURIANS: Greetings,
we are the Arcturians,
We wish to assist all of
you to open the Portal of your High Heart. It is your High Heart, in
conjunction with your Pineal Gland, that serves as your personal Stargate
through which you can travel the Multiverse.
Just as a bottle of water
with at spout at the bottom of the bottle must have a hole at the top in order
for the water to drain, your Pineal Gland must be opened in order for your
consciousness/Lightbody to flow into your High Heart Portal and into the higher
dimensional realities, such as New Earth.
M. In other words, your Pineal
Gland is the portal that allows the Multiverse to enter into you. AND, your
High Heart is the Portal through which you will enter the Multiverse. Therefore,
your Pineal Gland in the door IN to
your earth vessel and your High Heart is the door OUT of your earth vessel. Do you understand me so far Suzille?
S. Yes, I do.
Arcturians: The Pineal Gland
allows you to transform your higher desire into manifestation via the power of
your thoughts. This transformation begins with shifting your thinking from the
third dimensional thinking of your ego self to the multidimensional thinking of
your Higher Expressions of SELF. Third dimensional thinking stems purely from
your brain, whereas multidimensional thinking stems from your Higher Mind.
Your human brain transforms every thought
you generate into bio-chemical messages. If your thoughts are based on fear
and/or survival they will be transmuted into lower frequency bio-chemical messages.
These thoughts will NOT connect you with your Higher Mind, which is in constant
contact with your Pineal Gland. The Pineal Gland’s objective is to be the
interface between the higher dimensions and the physical realm.
The Pineal Gland is focused on opening the
Portal to the Divine so that the higher light and unconditional love can enter
into your physical form to facilitate multidimensional thinking, mastery of
energy and manifestation via thought waves. Therefore, it will filter-out the lower
frequency thoughts and leave them for the Pituitary Gland.
The purpose of the Pituitary Gland is to
keep the physical form alive. Therefore, it recognizes all thought that contains
any form of fear for survival and dispenses adrenalin throughout the physical
body to give it added strength to address the cause of the fear. In other
words, the Pituitary Gland is interested in keeping the human alive, whereas
the Pineal Gland is interested in transmuting the human body into its true,
multidimensional nature.
The Pineal Gland serves as a bridge or
Portal between the physical and nonphysical, the human and divine, the brain
and the mind. This Portal will not open until the human thoughts begin to
generate bio-chemical frequency waves that resonate to the fourth and fifth
dimension. There is a protective reason why the Pineal Gland is so selective.
The Pineal Gland also serves as a filter.
If you are trapped in negative thinking and have the power to manifest with your
thoughts, your life would manifest all your fears. Fortunately, the adrenaline that
the Pituitary Gland releases sends a message to the Pineal Gland you have NOT
achieved mastery over your emotions, and are having difficulty with the
physical reality. Therefore, you are not ready for the next frequency of
reality.
This is not a punishment. Instead, it is a
form of protection. You would not give a child the keys to your new sports car,
nor would you give the power of manifestation to one who cannot master their
own fear. There is also another form of protection.
Even if you cannot hear your own
sub-conscious thoughts of fear and doubt that underlie your conscious, positive
decrees, your Pituitary Gland can hear it. In fact, the Pituitary Gland can
hear your subconscious mind even more clearly than it can hear your conscious
mind for your unconscious thoughts primarily communicate at a biochemical
level.
When these fearful biochemical messages
are detected, Pituitary Gland comes to the rescue with adrenalin. The release
of adrenalin serves as a Stop Sign to the Pineal saying, “Fearful, not yet ready
to manifest.”
M. Thank you
very much dear Arcturians. With their message, Suzille, we come now to the Power of Doubt. I, one of your myriad
higher expressions of SELF, know that you have been experiencing doubt about
the ascension process. Is that correct?
S. Yes, I would have to
say that you are correct. It is a very interesting process in that on one
level, I guess that would be my higher consciousness I have no doubt at all.
However, I think that on an ego level there is still doubt.
M. Suzille, why do you think
that is?
S. I think that it is just fear that I am wrong.
The part of me that can talk to you and other Beings in the higher dimensions
has NO doubt at all. This higher expression of my SELF directs me to live my
life within the knowing that in only five months my life will be totally
different.
Then there is
the other part of me. I guess it is my wounded ego that doubts that anything so
wonderful could actually be true. I really do NOT want to manifest that fear.
M. Suzille, do you see how
this inner battle is damaging to your body. You have difficulty fully grounding
your Light because your mind and body are not on the same track. Your mind,
ruled by your SELF, is in the process of ascension.
At the same time, your body, ruled by your ego, has a very different
opinion about what is real and what is not real. Your body thinks that only
objects of the same density as itself are real.
Do you see how you are representing what is occurring on the body of
Gaia right now? Many of Her humans can trust the love and light, but others can
only trust that which they can perceive with their five physical senses. Then,
there is a huge majority of people in-between.
Some believe much more in the 3D concepts and are trying to accept the
messages from their SELF, while others believe the messages from their SELF,
and are trying to release the doubts that their ego still holds. You would be
in this second category.
S. Yes, I would be in the second
category. I am embarrassed to admit that I have doubt after all I have written
for so many people to see. However, this doubt is the remainder of my own
darkness and likely the core of all my non-loving expressions and behaviors. I
think that now these behaviors are mostly brought on by doubt and fatigue.
However, the fatigue may be largely due to the constant unconscious battle that
occurs inside of me.
M. Yes, Suzille, that
ego/doubt as I have come to call it came from me, Mytre, your
masculine/scientific expression. This split between your masculine and feminine
is a product of the era in which you were born. Up until the time that you
became an adult, the male and female expressions of life were very different and
quite separate within your psyche.
The separation between the masculine and feminine polarities of your
personal self need to be resolved so that you can release the polarities of
your planetary self. These polarities still remain in your thoughts.
Your male polarity of logical, sequential, scientific thinking is the
cause of your doubt about ascension. On the other hand, your feminine polarity
of holistic, imagistic, metaphysical thinking fully embraces your Knowing about
ascension. Because you were raised in a
reality in which these two types of thinking were incompatible, you need to
heal that social message.
Fortunately, the generations after the Baby Boomer have experienced a
reality in which the lines between masculine and feminine have merged into a
spectrum rather than a polarity. It was the freethinking of many Baby Boomers
who allowed their children to live in the in-between of male and female that
assisted this process of merging of polarities.
However, the Baby Boomers must now merge that polarity within
themselves. Again, each human holds the same polarity issues as the planet. In
order to deeply participate in Planetary Ascension, you must all participate in
your Personal Ascension. Therefore, the voice of the feminine must be measured
as equal to the voice of the masculine.
When the feminine voice was dominant, the Goddess was worshiped and the
planet was a sacred Being to be protected and revered. Then, when the masculine
voice became dominant, and man set out to “conquer” nature. Many great technologies
were invented, but much of the body of Gaia was damaged, or destroyed, in
mankind quest for domination.
As each human balances the masculine and feminine energies within
themselves, they assist Gaia to heal those polarities within Her earthly body. This
personal participation in Planetary Ascension is greatly accelerated when you
open the Personal Portal of your High Heart. Your High Heart more easily opened
when you are free of “scientific” doubt and/or fear of survival.
This healing of doubt and fear occurs when you:
Love your self unconditionally
Forgive your self
unconditionally and
Accept your self
unconditionally.
At the same moment of the ONE, you, also, need to open the Portal of
your High Heart so that you can fully accept the inflow of Unconditional Love,
Forgiveness and Acceptance from the higher frequencies of reality.
M. You do see the problem
there, do you not?
S. Yes, I do see the issue. In order to BE who
I want to be, I have to act like I am already that person. Is that correct?
M. Congratulations, you are
totally correct. AND, in order to act “as if” you love yourself unconditionally,
you will have to accept that sometimes you will be successful in this challenge,
and at other times you will fail miserably.
That is called “accepting yourself unconditionally.” Therefore, the
unconditional acceptance and unconditional forgiveness will actually precedes
the unconditional love, which you will need to have in order to forgive and
accept yourself unconditionally. Do you understand that?
S. Yes,
I understand that I will have to let go of time. Time, and the third
dimensional sequence that it creates, makes it impossible to do two “opposite”
things at the same time. Hence, I guess we have to “take the risk” that we DO
deserve the unconditional love, forgiveness and acceptance, so that we can give
it to ourselves.
Perhaps, the most important of the three—love,
forgiveness and acceptance—is acceptance. If we accept our self for exactly who
we are in any moment, then whether or not we “deserve” it is not an issue.
M. Yes,
you are very correct. Please ponder our conversation and return when you have
fully integrated this discussion.
Blessings Sue,
ReplyDeleteThank you for sneaking in this post during your time off! The same doubt surfaces for me on occasion in my role as ascension counselor. I will use this advice immediately.
I sent you an email but it is bouncing back; I had a profound ascension moment I'd like to share with you! I'm in Mount Shasta if you are passing through and would like to meet up. Drum circles, chanting, dancing, hugs and laughter planned for the Full Moon next week on the mountain top!
Much love,
Sandra
This is the most profound and intimate post you've wriyten so far, and you hit the nerve for the most if not ALL of us who are living in between two completely different worlds!
ReplyDeleteHow could that be so easy?
As usual I am resonanting with all that you have said.Same internal battle,really appreciate the explanation of the functions of the pineal and pituitary glands. Many thanks and blessings.
ReplyDeleteNoel
Another reason to admire you ... how awesome that you have the willingness and genuineness to admit your 3D fears and vulnerabilities. I love that you mentioned that you were doubting ascension. Keep up the great work. Thank you for all the work you've done and shared with so many beings. With Love, Krisp
ReplyDeleteSue, I have 2 questions:
Delete(1) With food additives, flouride, etc., it is meant to calcify our pineal gland in order to keep us from accessing the higher realms. If this has occurred, how can we un-calcify our pineal glands?
(2) There's info out there on preparing for in case, by stocking up on food, water, etc. Would doing this be a "fearful" act and bring it about? Should we NOT prepare and "trust" all would be okay and this is what we'll manifest? Thank you for your response. ~Carmen
Dear Sue ... thank you for this ... so accurate. Am behind in my 'ponderings' and this one will take a while. Wanting desperately to let go of the ego's 'protection' control, doubt, fear. acceptance ... whew ...
ReplyDeleteSo very appreciative of the differentiation between pineal and pituitary ...
With much love and appreciation, ParamDevi
Excellent sharing on so many issues that needed clarifying with the glands.
ReplyDeleteThank you for this unexpected explanation that I receive in Love and Light.
ReplyDeleteIt is true that around Ascension traumatic me every year in a spell of those terrible events that belong to the distant past for me.
But I look at the recent Ascension and those of previous years, each time it was like a trip back to the terrible event that I had to respect because it happened right before my eyes.
It's not just the retina unfortunately, but I hope to be there next year in another way it will go. I am now well aware that it is happening, and also that the past is time.
It does not fit in the here and now ...
Be blessed with love and light !!!
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