11-16-14
Inside/Outside
As Message from the
Inner SELF
Do
you remember when OUT SIDE us was real and IN SIDE was, well we did not know
what it was. Yes, we did know. OUT SIDE us was real. No one talked about IN
SIDE us as being REAL. Inside us were organs, bones, cells, and blood, but they
were not sentient. WE were our body! INSIDE
our body was what kept our body alive.
Our
aura was outside of us, and everything, religious, spiritual or
multidimensional (a term we had not heard of) was outside of us. We believed
that we were our body and all the spiritual/religious elements of our lives
were outside of us and, usually, far above us. WE were only our body.
We
had been taught that our inside was
not important. Besides, our outside/real
self was so busy trying to survive that we had little TIME to search for an
inner essence. If we were very good, then we might be able to pray to Heaven
far above us to ask for help. Then, when we died, we could go outside of our
bodies and travel far UP to Heaven where God lived far, far, above us.
Our Spiritual
Guidance was not IN us. In fact, it would be shocking and conceited to even
consider such a notion. We were JUST humans. For many incarnations it was
punishable by death to say that we were connected to a higher being. Thus, in
order to survive and to protect our family, we told our children that their
inner power was just their imagination.
The real world was outside. The real power was outside of us. The REAL
world was outside of us. For untold incarnations, these lives of living on the outside repeated themselves. Sometimes
we were the heroes and sometimes we were the villains.
Then,
during a very special lifetime, we had an opportunity to actually perceive our
own inner SELF inside of our Earth Vessel. We found that this inner perspective
was wise beyond our years and would ONLY speak the truth.
Now truth
was a problem because we had been raised on lies and illusions. We would have
to LET GO of everything we had ever been taught was REAL and look inside to
perceive our outside reality from the ‘control tower’ our Inner SELF.
Of
course, this perspective did not make us feel special. In fact, most of the
time it made us feel crazy. However, if we went back to our old way of perceiving,
then we REALLY started feeling crazy. Something was happening to us.
We
did not know what that something was, but it was scaring, exhilarating, beyond
words, euphoric and made us disassociate more and more the 3D rules that had
always controlled our consciousness. When we were just our outside self, we
believed these 3D rules, but now this new, inner self made us feel and act different.
Our
different feelings created new actions, as well as an ever-expanding
consciousness. We discovered that as our consciousness expanded the “need to
survive” was augmented by the “need to know.” This urge to “know” made us look
beyond the confines of our local reality.
As
our world got smaller, we became exposed to other cultures that told us to go
inside. So, we secretly looked inside. It took more courage than we thought,
but as we went deeper and deeper inside
our selves we discovered a certain feeling that we could not find on the outside.
We
then began to differentiate between the inside of us and the outside. This
differentiation was a big step on the path to higher consciousness. This Inner Path
led us to discover a living essence inside of us that was NOT found outside.
Then,
after many years of meditation and going inside, we began to discover a SELF
that knew everything that we had ever experienced, learned, suffered and loved.
In fact, this Inner SELF had a totally different perspective on life.
Rather
than focusing on survival and what the outside world told us to think, do, feel
and have, we began to recognize our own INSIDE thoughts, feelings and desires.
This focus placed us in the driver’s seat of our own lives. Then we really
began to change.
When
the “they” outside of us were the bosses of our life, we had to work so hard
that our reality became very small. We had to get enough money to survive, or
to get rich so that they (meaning those on the outside of us) would like us
more, be impressed or whatever.
As
we kept going inside and talking to our Inner SELF, the urge to “get money” because
of “them” began to diminish. Slowly our old urge to “get more money” was replaced
with the urge to “get more wisdom.” It was then that we began to look outside,
not with the intention of wanting, but with the intention of giving.
What
we discovered was very shocking. The sky was polluted, the food was poisoned,
the water was tainted and the “healthy” wheat, corn and vegetables were genetically
altered. Wars were almost continuous. Famine was common. Storms were bigger
than ever, and species after species of plants and animals were endangered or
gone forever.
“What
HAPPENED?” we asked our selves. “Where was I when all this was happening to my
world? How could my world fall apart like this? What did I do wrong?”
“Did
you mean to ask, ‘How can I help?’” we hear our Inner SELF ask.
“I
am just one person. How could I help?” we ask, trying not to hear the anger in
our voice. But there was no answer to our anger and fear because these emotions
lowered our connection to our Inner SELF. Then, we fell back into the belief
that we were just human.
The fear
and anger began to completely overtake the higher consciousness that we had
fleetingly visited. Far too quickly we forgot all that we had remembered while
we enjoyed the connection to our Inner SELF.
We
had slipped into the “Dark Night of the Soul,” but we didn’t know that because
we had stopped reading and listening to all that wonderful information we had
eagerly embraced while in our state of higher consciousness.
***
Then
one day a small boy rode past us learning how to ride a two-wheeler. He fell
off the bike again and again and again. He hurt himself, cried, and then got
back on the bike. Every time he fell off,
he learned something that he didn’t even know he was learning until he fell off
the bike.
“Why
can’t I learn how to stay on that stupid bike?” the boy asked.
“Because
then you would not learn to remember how to keep your balance,” the small boy
heard an inner voice say. No one had told him about inner voices, so he thought
it was normal.
“I
don’t want to learn about my balance,” yelled the small boy because he had
FAILED again to stay on his bike. He stomped the ground, kicked the “stupid
bike,” and ran off, embarrassed because he had failed again.
“What
is wrong with me? Why can’t I keep my balance like that inner guy said?” the boy
mumbled.
“I
am happy that you believe in me enough to hear my words,” said the boy’s Inner
SELF. “Do you want us to tell you about keeping your balance?”
The
little boy thought that it was really weird that this inner voice was talking
to him, but he really did want to know about balance, so he said, “OK.”
“Balance
is about the ability to listen to your inner SELF while you also pay attention
to your outer world. You did not hear me, your Inner SELF, say, ‘You CAN do
anything you want.” You only heard your outer self saying, ‘Why can’t I ride
this stupid bike?”
“How
do you know what I was thinking inside?” the boy asked with an angry tone.
“Because
I am you on the inside. Because I am
inside you, I can see both your inner and your outer world. I am the inner you
that can only say the truth and remembers every one you ever were and every
thing you ever did.
“Also,
I am connected to all the versions of your higher dimensional SELF
that are all INSIDE of you. When you can remember how to balance me, your INNER
SELF, with the YOU, your Outer Self, you will be connected to your entire
multidimensional world.”
“What
is a multidimensional world?” asked the small boy.
“Join
me, and I will show you,” the Inner SELF whispered into the small boy’s heart.
Love the story of the boy and his inner self. It's very sweet~ Thank you, Sue.
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This is B R I L L I A N T ! ! ! xoxoxoox <3
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Beautiful, brought tears. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteMultumesc Sue, esti un suflet special.
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