Saturday, May 8, 2010
I have made it through the darkness, for this time and again. I know from experience that we live a cycle in which we move our consciousness up into the higher frequencies (superconscious SELF), which then then calls us down into the lower frequencies (subconscious self). I have finished the lower cycle, after much delving into the cellar to clean it out. Now, i wish to share with you what has happened since.
First of all, gloriously, I re-entered the Flow. Then, suddenly the problems that had appeared so large become a mere distraction and of little importance. Therefore, i placed little attention on them, so they remained a possible difficulty which i have chosen to release from my awareness. In other words, I have remembered that i am living in the reality store, and i only have to "buy" the experiences the i want. Of course, there are times in our life when our Soul sends us a special "initiation/challenge" because we have grown strong enough to confront it.
However, for now i am in the Flow and enjoying it greatly. The "problems" about which i have worried have not come to pass. Things that i worried about are coming to a natural solution, and things that i desired and couldn't get are easily flowing into my life. Blessing to the ONE and thank you, thank you, thank you.
I also wanted to share with you what just happened this morning. I went onboard the Arcturian Star Ship. Of course, it was in my consciousness, but it was a wonderful experience. I also have come to a much deeper realization of my Galactic Being as an Arcturian, as the Arcturians surrounded me with their love. When i first entered the ship they asked me how i wanted to perceive it. I said i wanted to see it like a redwood forest, and instantly it was. Then, i asked to see it the way they saw it. Instantly, the light was so bright that i could not see a thing.
That is when they surrounded me with their forms to assist me in adjusting to their frequency. I had many realizations that i cannot translate into words. I suppose that over time i will translate the experience into English, but i wanted to share this moment with you. I also wanted to share how i now feel even more different from humanity than i have my whole life. I know that many of you have always felt different, and didn't know why. Now, i truly know why, which is because i am not really human.
I have lived in a human earth vessel for more lifetimes than i can count. Many of these lives i have remembered, some i don't want to remember--in fact, there are many i don't want to remember. And, there likely some that will come to my consciousness now that i have had this experience. I have to tell you that it takes a great deal of courage for me to share this with you. I have kept my true SELF a secret for so long that, even thought i have shared much, i fear sharing this final part. Well, fear may be too strong, but i guess i want to say that there is still a part of me that fears judgement.
It is because of this fear of judgement that i am writing this blog right now before i lose my nerve. I have shared my many human experiences on my websites, but i have also remembered many non-human memories. I am on the cusp of coming out of the coset for that now and writing them in my newsletters and site. As i do so, i just want everyone to know that you ALL have non-human, or rather non-earthling, lives. Therefore, i hope you can all stay with me as i "crack the next cosmic egg."
If any of you remember your "off-world" (that is off-Earth) realities, please feel free to share. I know it is difficult to do. You can also email me personally at firstname.lastname@example.org. We are not "crazy," which was my fear. We are AWAKE!!
Have a great day,