Monday, November 9, 2009
From where I am now, I can look back at a long life, for me anyway, which I can barely remember. Yes, there are many snapshots of my life, but they are not in sequence and disconnected from each other. I feel a great change coming to us all. I welcome this change, yet also have to keep releasing the fear, again and again. I am endeavoring to live in the NOW where there is seldom fear. If there is fear in the now, I/we are so busy taking care of whatever is happening, or we imagine is happening, that we fall out of the NOW. So, I guess, there is NO fear in the NOW.
I remember when I felt great influxes of emotions, like tidal waves overtaking me, and long bouts of obcessive thinking over which I had no control. Fortunately, these experiences are memories to which I no longer hold an attachment. It is not that I don't worry and battle fear, it is just that it doesn't FEEL as strong and I KNOW it is an illusion. At least, I think I KNOW it is an illusion :) I spent the day studying about the Mayan Calendar and some possible fearful things that are said to soon happen. I don't want to discuss these possible realities here, as they will likely not happen in the NOW. That is, if we are in the NOW, they won't be fearful--I think.
I don't know for sure what will happen as we are creating our reality as we go. However, there are so many wonderful awakening ones that I have talked to that I have confidence that we will create/return to our fifth dimensional resonance. Create and return to only make sense when we think fifth dimensionally where there is no time or space. Without time and space, we can go and come at the same time and live many realities at the same time. I think that there are actually many realities right now that we are creating/entering. What creating and entering have in common is our state of consciousness. Our state of consciousness will create and enter the reality that resonates to that frequency of consciousness.
Therefore, it is my thought/desire that we create/enter fifth dimensional Earth as softly as a morning breeze and as gently as we hold a newborn. It is my belief/expectation that our path will open under our feet, but we will only know where we are and not where we are going. There is no "going" without time and space. There is only HERE, NOW. So, I guess that means that we are not creating or entering our new reality for we can only enter it through the Flow of the ONE, which is only HERE in the NOW. Now isn't this a silly post, trying to talk about a multidimensional event beyond time and space with the language of the third dimension.
However, there are signs everywhere that most everyone wants to be constantly united with everyone they care about--face book, twitter, email, cell phones, texting etc. etc. I have read, or heard inside, or both, that societies/realities that are on the cusp of the fifth dimensional ONE and NOW create many machines to do what they don't know that they can do without the machines. I mean, if we can invent all these machines, aren't we smarter than the machine?
Can we let go of our machines of unity, "drop our crutches," and walk on our own? Can we have enough confidence in our SELF to let go of all that we have known to BE, all that we have wanted? I struggle with that question. Do you?