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THE CAVE
MYTRIA CONTINUES:
I am embarrassed to say that I vividly remembered the
feeling of the merging with the male etheric form to the tiniest detail, but I
could not remember my personal message from The Arcturian. Was I that desperate
for love that I would disrespect the message that was given me directly from an
Arcturian? Fortunately, I did not ponder that question when I first awoke. I
was too weak. My etheric form had stayed out of my body for too long, and my
body was going into shock.
I experienced two realities at once. I felt my
etheric body desperately trying to get back into my physical shell, and I also
felt my weak, cold and semi-conscious physical form try to accept its spirit. I
was not dreaming or even meditating. I had a high fever and my body was turning
blue. I was barely breathing and I was very, very cold.
I pulled myself into a tight a ball and pushed
against the rock in an urgent and futile attempt to find warmth. I kept loosing
consciousness, coming back, than passing out again. It would soon be dark, and
the nights were very cold here.
I don’t know if I was conscious or unconscious when I
saw a beautiful Lady of Light. She was huge and looked as though she was made
of clouds and stars. I called to her to help me as she floated towards me. I
don’t know if the next memory was real or a hallucination, but she floated
right past me and into the rock against which I was leaning.
Blessed warmth seemed to stream from where she
entered the rock, and I heard a haunting lyrical tone in my mind. Some how I
found the strength to crawl towards the place where the Light Being entered the
rock. I was so weak that I had to hold on to the rock to stand up, but when I
did so, I feel through a slit, or was it the vortex, and into a dark cave. It
was warm, and I heard running water as I fell off to sleep.
I don’t know how long I slept, but I do remember
stirring to drink some water, then go back to sleep. After a while, I
discovered some fungus growing by the water. I brought a piece of it to my nose
and lips and sensed that it was fine to eat. I took just a few bites, then fell
back to sleep, completely full.
Finally, I woke up feeling restless and saw what
looked like a beam a light. Holding on to the wall of the cave to rise and to
walk, I followed the beam of light to its source, which was the mouth of the cave.
The air was clear and warm, and I felt better than I had in a long time. I had
almost forgotten my “dream, meditation and/or vision,” but I remembered that the
planet was beautiful and fertile.
I dozed in the Sun until hunger stirred me to find
some edible plants or roots. The water that ran through the cave gathered in a
small pond that was surrounded by plants. I recognized several plants as edible
and found my one remaining bowl, filled it with water and drank while I ate the
plants. When it grew cold, I went back into the cave to sleep. I’m not sure how
long I lived like this, for I was so deep within my self that I often did not
note the passage of days.
I lived in the now of nature. I ate when I was
hungry, drank when I was thirsty, moved when I was stiff and slept when I was
tired. I was outside when the weather permitted and in the cave when it was
cold, raining or dark. However, sometimes I stayed up very late or got up very
early to memorize stars and constellations. Then, when I was stronger, I began
to wander the land to map that, as well.
I grew healthier every day and sleep soundly every
night. My dreams were very vivid, but I usually forgot them in the light of
day. I did not try to hold them in my memory. In fact, I did not “try” to DO
anything. I lived with the land, looked up into the sky, soaked in the pond and
rummaged for food. On day I found two rocks that created a spark when struck
again each other, and I was able to make a fire.
In order for me to move forward into my greater
expression of self, I went backward into the primitive elements of survival. After
a while, even the memory of my merging with the male was lost from my memory. I
could not think about what had happened before or what would happen next. I
lived every breath in calm serenity. I think I could have lived my entire life
that way, until I met him.
I had traveled very far that day and had found a
wonderful lake with a waterfall and a lovely place to dive into the deep water.
After my small pond, it was exhilarating to dive, swim and stand beneath the
waterfall. I was having such a delightful time that I did not notice that night
was approaching. Finally, I looked up and realized that I must hurry back to
the cave. I climbed out of the water and was walking quickly toward the
direction of my cave when I ran directly into someone.
I could not see his face in the dim light, but I knew
instantly that it was him. It was the male with whom I had merged in the cave.
But now he was physical, and so was I.
When we return, Mytre will speak of his early
awakening.
Mytria/Mytre
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