CHANGING REALITIES

10-24-11

CHANGING REALITIES

Hi Sue, I have another question for you and couldn't figure out how to add a blog so I will email instead.

I am having some experiences I am hoping you can help clarify.  I spent the weekend at a friends cabin located in the middle of the forest.  I spent most of it meditating, riding my horse, and doing ceremony work in the forest with crystals and connecting to Mother Earth. I believe it was somewhere on your site (or maybe not?)  Where it said to send energy from the above to merge down with the earth energy.  I felt pretty ramped up in vibration (just setting the story)

Long story short, I went to bed.  I have been experiencing what I think may be dimension hopping.  I think I'm asleep but then I awake and open my eyes and I’m in a different room. I woke up and I was in this room that was very traditional in style, very cozy but not in the rustic cabin that I was staying in.  I say "okay " this is a dream.  I will close my eyes and then I do and reopen it and I’m still in that traditional style home.  I then study the home and close my eyes again and ask to be back in the here and now.  Wake up and I’m in the cabin again.

THIS DREAM DEFINITELY SOUNDS LIKE REALITY HOPPING.

Same night.  I have a dream that is like playing out like a movie.  I wake up because it is sort of a disturbing dream.  I am among other special beings on the planet and one of them realizes that I’m Arcturian.  She is out to get me, and there ends up being teams of them who don't like my Arcturian status.  They said they are from the dark side.  They morph in and out and are able to disguise themselves into various beings of disguise.  I said to the lady to leave me alone and that the light will prevail over the dark.  I wake up thinking I don't like this dream. I then close my eyes and I’m back just where I started out like it's playing a movie.   This happened many times.  I kept replaying the same movie.   It ended with me thinking that I need to have a strong protection prayer and was saying the "Lords Prayer" and that made them dissolve out of my reality (I know this is far out...)

I THINK THIS ONE MAY BE THE ARCTURIANS ASSISTING YOU TO RELEASE AND FEAR RESIDUE YOU ARE CARRYING.

Then last night I was walking in the sand in the dessert. I was poor and was burning my feet.  I physically thought this is a dream so I reached up to my eyes to make sure they were closed but they weren't closed. I could feel my eyes and they were open.

THIS IS A LUCID DREAM

The last experience was waking to my husband waving his hands in the air like in ceremony saying "earth, wind and fire" chanting it over and over again.  So I again open eyes. And then close them because I think I’m dreaming. Open them again and he is still chanting and waving arms.  I think this is kind of freaky so I open my eyes again and the covers are up to his chin and he wasn't doing it so was confused what I was seeing.

IT IS NICE TO KNOW THAT IN SOME REALITY YOUR HUSBAND IS CHANTING AND BEING SPIRITUAL. IS HE SPIRITUAL IN HIS WAKING LIFE?

My dreams are so vivid and real. It's like I’m conscious of dreaming and awake in my dreams and they are blurring into this reality.  I sort of feel half crazy but I know that we are merging dimensions so I’m thinking this is a probable explanation.

YES, YOU ARE DEFINITELY PEEKING INTO SOME THE MYRIAD REALITIES YOU CAN CHOOSE TO LOG INTO.

 Is this happening to other people??

READERS PLEASE REPLY. THIS IS A COOL TOPIC TO DISCUSS.

I just feel so alone some times and need to know that this is somewhat normal in the ascension process and I’m truly not going crazy??

THAT IS THE MAIN FEAR THAT WE ALL HAVE TO FACE. WHO KNOWS WHAT "NORMAL" IS IN ASCENSIONI THINK THE ONLY NORMAL THING IS THAT IT IS NOT NORMAL ALSO, IS IT NORMAL TO AN ASCENSION PROCESS OR NORMAL TO THE 3D REALITY???? THE ARCTURIANS SAY, "RELEASE THE CONCEPT OF IMPOSSIBLE."

 So far this stuff only happens in the sleep state or the near sleep state! 

DOES THIS MEAN YOU WILL HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU ARE AWAKE??

I REMEMBER A DREAM I HAD YEARS AGO ABOUT SHIFTING REALITIES. I WAS GOING TO WRITE A BOOK AND CALL IT "WELCOME TO ALTERVILLE" BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENED--AT LEAST NOT IN THIS VERSION OF REALITY.
SUE

Thanks Sue, I really appreciate connecting with you!!

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Hi Sue! 

Thank you for all the postings – I’ve enjoyed reading each and every one.  Let me tell you about something that happened to me a couple of weeks ago.  My preview of coming attractions J

I was home alone watching a rather silly comedy on TV when I felt energy start pulsing up and down my body.  The sense of moving out of my body was so spontaneous and so strong that I didn’t take the time to turn the movie off, I just shut my eyes and went with the experience.  I clearly felt myself expand as light body out of my physical body.  It was like my physical body cracked in two like an eggshell and fell off to either side.  I’ve had experiences like this before, but never to this extent.  At that point, my physical body seemed inconsequential and there was the sense that if I didn’t return to it, that would be just fine too.  And in thinking this, I had absolutely no fear and saw my physical self as the mere vessel maybe more than I ever have before.

Quickly I was with many others, hundreds perhaps thousands of others in their light body forms.  The feeling of our coming together was one of jubilation and celebration.  All of this was beyond words, but some words did come to me that described the feeling of our coming together – “we made it, we’re finally here!”    Around me I saw light bodies of other beings I’ve known in this physical life – including those who played the role of my husband, my companion animals current and past – and there were others who I knew from other “lives.”  Without saying a words, we all understood what we had done for each other, and there was immense love and gratitude.   In one sense it felt like a grand reunion, but in another sense, of course we had never been apart, so there was celebration for the journey we’d taken together. 

I remember thinking of what I’d read in your blog at some point, that in ascension there is no loss, only gain.  I felt the overwhelming truth of that as I floated with all the other light bodies, knowing with complete certainty that loss is one of the old illusions.  And in that place, we were beyond the illusions, knowing only the sense of divine perfection, a great completeness. 

Once I’d enjoyed this reunion/celebration feeling, I looked to the gigantic stargate that we were near.  It was so massive, it seemed like the whole planet could pass through it at once.  The sense of excitement and happiness of all those there was almost overwhelming.  Then when we were ready to pass through the gate, many of the light bodies nearest me merged together, the energetic equivalent of holding hands, as we wanted to share this passage together.  We did move into the gate, but I couldn’t really comprehend what was on the other side.  It felt like pure consciousness, complete freedom and unity is the best way I can describe it using human words. 

Shortly after this, I was asked to bring the experience of the light bodies back and ground it deep into Gaia.  What a joyful process that was!  Then I was back in my physical self on the couch, while still remaining in that gathering of light bodies.  It’s a “place” I go back to again and again.  One of the realities that is becoming easier to hold awareness of most of the time.

I’m so grateful for having this experience.  Since then, concerns I used to have about the transformation ahead are just not there anymore.  Because I’ve felt what I felt and I trust now the perfection of the process.  And that in the moment, all will be clear and seem as natural as breathing is to us now. 

Being “back” here though is a challenge.  Many days it feels difficult to stay in my body.  Last week my husband and I were driving in high, remote mountains, taking turns at the wheel.  The energy of Gaia there was so strong, my heart chakras felt like they were six feet wide, and I wanted to just go inward and see where it took me.  But especially when it was my turn to drive, I had to really concentrate, not only on the windy roads but on staying present enough to operate the car.  I am more careful walking now, and on days when I feel like I am really in my body, I feel so heavy and every step is like slogging through mud.  But I know it is only a temporary state.   My Guidance is telling me to continue the inner work, release more and more of the old illusions, and spend a great deal of time outside, doing the activities that feel  like Love, and being with the humans and animals I love. 

Amazing to feel so close now!

Many Blessings to you,

Barbara

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I've had 2 dreams lately concerning doors.

In the first one, I am outside a house and I can hear the telephone ringing and ringing. I struggled to open the garage door, after which I struggled to open the door to the house (it's not my house BTW - it was similar to a neighbor's house). The phone had stopped by the time I got to it. I knew it was my daughter calling for a lift and I fumbled around to find her number to call her back. Meanwhile, the lights were on upstairs (shouldn't have been on) and a female figure glided down and went to the kitchen and closed the door behind her. I followed her up to the door. For some reason, I thought of the door as a 'ghost door' - it's my interpretation of what we'd say in Chinese. It's not a normal door but it takes you to another world/dimension. There were magical glyphs drawn all around the handle and I just knew that I was not to touch the handle at all.

That was a few days ago. Last night I had another dream involving doors. I was on a cruise and disembarked at St Petersberg, Russia to go on an excursion with other tourists. Before getting on the coach, I showed my wrists to indicate that I had no implants on me. Then another passenger got on the coach - a woman in her bra and pants. The reason she was only in her underwear was to indicate that she too, had no implants/devices on her body. I take this to mean that we were not being controlled by someone else.

We went to a huge semi-circular stone building. There was a mound in front with a large tree. By the doorway of the building was a picture drawn in the style of William Blake's Book of Job, with God floating above a man lying down. I went in and the building was very dim inside, similar to the Cathedral Of the Holy Blood (it's in St Petersberg). I went up to a set of double doors. Then some people filed past me and went through the doors - they didn't open the doors; they just walked in as if the doors weren't there. They all had these cloaks/gowns with a pattern like the muscles of the body, drawn in red lines (in the style of William Blake). After they disappeared, I tried to open the doors and eventually succeeded. It was totally dark inside so I didn't go in and then I left.

What do you think? I'm 100% certain I'm not going through any portals on 11-11-11.

THESE DREAMS COULD BE ASSISTING YOU TO RELEASE ANY FEAR YOU HAVE SO THAT YOU CAN GO THROUGH PORTALS. ALSO, NOT EVERY ONE WILL GO THROUGH A PORTAL.  SOME WILL JUST HOLD A HIGHER FREQUENCY OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND DO NOT WANT TO GO THROUGH THE PORTAL YET.

I HAVE NO SENSE THAT I AM LEAVING THIS REALITY. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT ON 11.11, BUT I KNOW I AM NOT LEAVING. I AM NOT DONE HERE, AND I KNOW THAT. WE EACH HAVE OUR OWN ASSIGNMENT THAT WE SIGNED UP FOR BEFORE OUR BIRTH. JUST AS I KNOW I WILL RETURN AFTER I ENTER THE PORTAL, IT IS FINE IF YOU KNOW THAT YOU WON'T ENTER AT ALL.

WHAT EVERY OUR GUIDANCE GIVES US IS PERFECT. ALL WE NEED 'DO" IS MAINTAIN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
SUE