Excerpts from Thirty Veils of Illusion
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WHEN ILLUSION IS REMOVED, ALL THAT REMAINS
IS TRUTH.
The
Forest
The forest is green and splendid with many
unusual flowers and trees. The weather
is weather-less in that it is perfect. I
can feel no external temperature. The
breeze is gentle and caressing like soft feathers being waved in my midst, yet
none of the shrubbery or flowers is moved by it. The moisture seems to come up from the
Earth. There are no streams or rivers
that I can find and there has definitely not been any rain since I have
arrived; yet everything has light dew upon it, even when the suns are high overhead.
There is never a total darkness as the three
moons are very effective illumination.
One of the most unusual things is that I have never seen a shadow. Even when the suns are low on the horizon
there are no shadows. Also, the Beings
of this place do not move. They are at
one place and then, suddenly, they are at another place. I wish desperately to have someone to share
this with, but then perhaps I would not keep this journal.
First, I suppose I should explain how I came
upon this place. I think I can still
remember. In this place time is very
different. I cannot possibly guess how
long I have been here. The suns have
crossed the sky twelve times, but I have no idea if this resembles Earth
time. On Earth, a day consists of the
sun rising and setting, moon rising and setting; and then the next sunrise
comes, and it is the next day. However,
here there seems to be no rhythm to the suns' rising or setting. It almost appears that it is happening for
me. If I think that it must be time for the
suns to set, then, when I look next, the suns have set.
But, back to how I came here. As far as I can remember I was meditating on
the beach near my home on Earth. The
first time I came here was just for a few moments and then, suddenly; I was
back on the beach. I so enjoyed the
experience that I tried it again. The
second time, I stayed here a little longer.
By the third time, I was getting confused as to whether I was there and
coming here or here and going there.
That was when the shift began. I
knew I could change my environment, but I did not know which was real and which
was imagined.
Finally, I became very exhausted with the exercise and lay down (somewhere) and went to sleep. When I awoke, I was here. I suppose I could go back to the beach if I wanted to badly enough, but I haven't really tried. I have been so enthralled with the sights and sounds of this new place that I have had no desire, as of yet, to leave.
Finally, I became very exhausted with the exercise and lay down (somewhere) and went to sleep. When I awoke, I was here. I suppose I could go back to the beach if I wanted to badly enough, but I haven't really tried. I have been so enthralled with the sights and sounds of this new place that I have had no desire, as of yet, to leave.
It seems as if here all polarities have become
one. I am desperately lonely, and yet,
simultaneously, very content and at peace.
I love this place yet simultaneously hate it. The longer I am here the more I am losing the
phenomenon of emotion. I am now realizing that a sense of opposition is
necessary for the experience of emotion.
Also, I have realized that, at least for me, emotion and desire are
interwoven. Perhaps that is why I am
still here. I want to be here, but I
also don't want to be here. As my
emotions are reaching a balance, so are my desires. Therefore, I cannot guess if I will stay or
leave this place. With emotion and
desire gradually leaving my life, I have no sense of what will replace
them. Perhaps, in this place, a
replacement is not necessary.
Many things are not necessary here since
there is no separation. As I watch a
flower and put my attention on it, I suddenly become the flower. However, I am still simultaneously
myself. Myself? What is that now? Before, “myself” was what I felt or what I
wanted, or what I thought. Now there is
little distinction between these three aspects.
As I think, I am, so there is no desire as there is no separation from
wanting and having. With no separation
there is no possession and, therefore, no possessor and no need to be
possessed. On Earth there was a strong distinction
between thoughts and feelings, but here they are one. On Earth I could think about my emotions or
think to hide my emotions or I could have an emotion about a thought. Often, if I were very emotional, I would be
unable to think at all. Here, I am
losing that distinction.
Also, I feel I am losing the ability to
communicate in this fashion— to separate each thought into a word and put the
words in a line. I feel I must write
this quickly while I still remember this mode of communication. As I said before, here one communicates by
communing. There is a small flying
creature here, but, as I said before, the creatures do not move. Therefore, by flying I mean the creature
lives in the air. If I want to know how
it feels to live in the air or speak to this creature, I simply put my
attention on it. Then we are one. It is difficult to explain how this happens.
I am still standing on the ground watching the creature, but I am also in the
air watching myself. It is somewhat like
an Earth-dream where I am a participant and an observer.
Just as the creatures do not move here,
neither do I. I simply am here, and then I am there. But it is different from being
"here" or "there" on Earth, as there are no real boundaries
here. I see a form around me, but I am
not limited by it. I suppose I could
change forms, but I am still clinging to my Earth body. I am comfortable with it and will need it if
I desire to return. "Desire,"
I'm not sure what that means now. That
word has become very abstract and meaningless.
Many things that had such meaning on Earth are now unimportant.
Food is not necessary here. Nothing seems to eat, including me. I've
experienced no hunger or thirst and have not made or eliminated any waste
material. In fact, here there is no
waste material. There is no decay. Everything is perfect and beautiful, and
then, suddenly, it is gone and replaced by something else. There are many flowers and trees, but I have
not found one dead leaf or flower. The
leaves do not fall on the ground but stay on the trees. The flowers do not grow but appear suddenly
full and mature. Then, suddenly, they
are gone.
There is no need for a home here, as I need no
shelter or protection. I also do not
need a place to sleep, as I do not sleep here.
I have not slept yet and feel no fatigue. My energy is constant and balanced. In fact, all is balanced. There is a room for everything, and yet there
is infinite space and there is a sense of total intimacy with the world, yet,
simultaneously, a sense of complete isolation.
The beings I have met so far are not at all
like me. I mean they appear more like
animals and plants. I have not yet
experienced a being that "feels" like a human. My Earth vocabulary is very inept to explain
these phenomena. I don't know what a
"human-like" being would be here, yet somehow I know I have not met
one.
Perhaps it is time now to meet one. Again the language of Earth is incomplete
here. I cannot say it is
"time" to meet someone. Here,
there is no time, and one cannot meet another, as we are all one. As I say these words, I am beginning to
experience someone inside me, yet outside of me, that "feels"
human. I wish it would take on a
body. It is too difficult for me to understand
a being without a body.
"Oh,
hello, are you a human being?” I ask.
The
being laughs. At first I am hurt just
for a moment, then the emotion disappears.
I can no longer hold on to emotions, they come now more as a memory than
an experience.
"My name,
I think, is Jay," I say.
"Here
we have no names," it replies, "but we will make one so that you can
be more comfortable. How do you feel
about Rhea?" it asks telepathically.
"It
is nice," I say, still using my voice.
"You know," it says, "here you
need not strain your vehicle by producing those sounds. We know what you wish to communicate with
us."
"I have
so many questions to ask you. Do you
mind?"
"Of
course not, that is why we are here."
"First," I ask now telepathically,
"why do I feel more of a separation from you than from the other creatures
with whom I commune?"
"Oh, the answer is because you asked for
it. When we first communicated with you,
we were communing, but you still needed the separation."
"That is true," I reply. I felt very unusual when you first came. Why do I not feel the need to be separate
from the others yet need to feel separate from you?"
"My, my, you do have many questions. You need to learn that here you also have the
answers."
This idea is very foreign to me. I mean, on Earth I knew I had an intuition,
and I was told I could find my own answers, however, I didn't really believe
it. I was constantly reading and
studying and finding the
answers. Even when I would meditate, or
pray, it was to someone else. I now
vaguely remember one meditation I had on another beach where I was told to
pray, not to God, but to my Higher Self.
But even a Higher Self was separate from my Earth body. As I realized I knew the answers and I forgot
all the questions I was going to ask and merely said, "Would you show me
around?"
"Where would you like to go? As you know, there is no movement here, so we
can't give you a tour as one would on Earth.”
"Well
then, perhaps you can show me what people do here."
Again it laughs. "Here we don't do, we are. But we think we know what you mean."
In an instant we are in a huge cave, I could
feel the energy of many beings but could only see patterns swirling about the
room.
"What are
they doing?” I ask.
"They are communing. These beings are learning what you will soon
learn."
"What is that?” I ask anxiously pointing to the swirling
energy.
"So many questions. The answers will become evident as you are
ready to experience them."
I look around the cave and see the many
different energy-forms moving about. I
wonder if they have bodies or if that is all there is of them. I feel their humanness although they are not
human. There is, however, something
about them that makes me realize that I am one of them. I ask my guide what I am to do next and it says,
"Join them."
"How can
I do that, I can barely see them."
"Barely is good enough," it
answers. "Just go forward and
listen with your heart, they will know you and tell you what to do."
I
then walk forward, or rather am drawn, to the center of their group. Suddenly I know I am to follow a small light
to some destination. As I follow the
light I find myself moving, for the first time, down a hall. The small light gets brighter and brighter as
I move. I begin to realize that the
light is a being. As I realize this it
moves forward to greet me. I then feel
the most euphoric feeling I can ever remember.
I am the being and it is I.
“Come," I hear a voice say within myself
and without. "There is something
that you will need to know."
As the light and I move to the end of the
hall, we enter a large room filled with many other specks of light. Some of these lights appear to have vague
bodies around them and others do not. I
now notice that my body is much lighter than before and that it has taken on a
translucent quality.
I search within and around me to determine the
core of this light being so that I can ask about my body, when I suddenly hear
a very loving answer,
"Yes,
my dear, your body has changed. It has
taken on a very high vibratory rate and, therefore, does not appear as dense as
before. Do not worry. Many answers will come if you are willing to
listen before you ask. This room,"
it continues, "is filled with beings like yourself who have come to learn
about Truth. The radiant light being who
is now speaking is a member of the higher dimensions and is called Lady
Leto. Listen now and you shall
hear."
I position myself at the back of the room
where I can hear a pure, lilting inner voice that I somehow know is radiating
from the being, Lady Leto. I know that
she is speaking to all of us who are gathered here, but, at the same time, she
is speaking to each of us in a deeply intimate and personal manner. I hear her
voice inside of me as well as in the distance.
“Beloved ones,
“I, Lady Leto, address you with a love that is
free of all illusion. I am joyous that you
have found your way here to participate in this process of releasing and
protecting yourself from illusion. But,
before you can do so, you must first understand what an illusion is. An illusion is like a cocoon that you create
around and within yourself while you are growing your wings and learning how to
fly.
“How do
you create these illusions? Some
illusions were learned from your authority figures when you were a child and
others you created yourself from your fear of the unknown. When you are in a situation that you are
unsure you can face, you create an overlay of something that you believe is
easier to deal with. This process begins
with insecurity in your ability to stand strong in any situation. You then ‘desire’ the situation to be a certain
way, a way in which you feel more comfortable.
Then that desire progresses into an ‘expectation’. The expectation then directs your
‘perception’.
“There are
always myriad possibilities in any situation and you will perceive that which
you desire and expect to experience. If
you go for a walk in the woods and you desire and expect to see birds, you will
unconsciously search them out and put your attention on them. If you desire and expect to see litter, you
will search it out and see mainly that. The truth is that both the birds and the
litter coexist and you choose your reality by your desires, expectations, and
consequent perceptions.
“You may ask,
‘Why would someone desire to see litter while walking in the woods or desire
any negative experience?’ The answer is
- habit. You have learned to feel safe
with what is known and unsafe with what is unknown. If you have grown up with negativity in your
environment, you have learned to feel safe in it. It is all you know and therefore you ‘expect’
negativity because you ‘desire’ the known rather than the unknown.
“You may
believe that illusion is a problem that you have in correctly identifying your
outer world. This is true, of course,
but illusions about the world around you are merely reflections of illusions
that you built within yourself from your opinions, fears, insecurities, and
attachments. These inner impurities were
created by your past environment and project a reality that seems ‘as if’ it
were something else. You create this ‘as
if’ reality because it is from your ‘known’ and therefore feels safer. Then you view life from this apparent reality
and make decisions according to that viewpoint and not according to the
viewpoint of a peaceful, illumined mind and a loving heart. If you can go inside yourself to address and
heal these impurities, you can regain your inherent memory of the Truth. This Truth can provide a safety beyond any
illusion for it is projected from your Higher Self rather than from the fears
and traumas of your childhood and ego.
"At Our etheric Focus over Delos, we are
working closely with the forces of Truth and Understanding of Lady Pallas
Athena, the Goddess of Truth; Master Hilarion, the Chohan of the Fifth Ray of
Truth and Healing; and the Great Sun God, Apollo. In actuality, our council is a branch of The
Lodge of Brothers and Sisters of the Golden Robe. Allow me to explain how we can assist you in
understanding how to release and protect yourself from illusion.
"The process of becoming a full
God-Being involves the subtle lessons of balancing the feminine and masculine
nature of God (in breath - out breath; yin - yang; assimilation - radiation;
love - power). This balancing of inner
(feminine) and outer (masculine) realities can best be achieved when you are
able to be conscious of both of these aspects of yourselves. Once you have become aware of both portions
of yourself, you can then learn to balance them in both your 'waking'
(masculine) and 'sleeping' (feminine) life.
The more conscious you become of learning these lessons of balance of
personal energy, the sooner will your spiritual selves be able to master the
mind. This learning of balance
flourishes all the more when enough purification of the inner nature has
occurred to remove learned and self-created illusion.
"Two important gifts have been granted to
mankind to speed this evolutionary process.
The first is the conscious connection of mankind to the ascended
masters, such as us. These masters have
trod the path of evolution through many Earth embodiments, and are therefore
able to understand and assist each of you in your inner journey to mastery.
"The second gift is that of the violet
fire of transmutation. This violet fire
is an inner activity, which is available to any direct call to set energy free
within all experiences. The violet fire
is a spiritual force of very high vibration.
All imperfection that is encompassed within this light shall be released
to the original source to be purified and later redistributed into the
Universe. All that survives the violet
fire is assured to be only of the highest vibratory rate and therefore divine
truth and perfection. With this 'tool'
of transmutation, you can quickly separate truth from illusion. You may summon the use of this Fire by the
affirmation:
BLAZE, BLAZE, BLAZE THE VIOLET FIRE
TRANSMUTING ALL SHADOW
INTO
LIGHT, LIGHT, LIGHT
“The sisters and brothers of Delos will assist you in the
process of balancing your inner and outer lives by removing one veil of
illusion from your inner consciousness for thirty consecutive days. With the removal of each veil they will
gently reveal to you the truth and understanding of each of these
illusions. Think of it, thirty veils of
illusion lifted from your inner nature to clear your spiritual awareness. You will receive a major lesson each
day. On the thirty-first day, we shall
present ourselves at the Elemental Harvest Celebration, where the elements that
make up your own inner vehicle may present their gifts of heightened progress
and purity to the Lord of the World.
"Each day, this ceremony of purification
will begin by your being led into a circle of white light where two sisters
from my focus of truth, nearly formless in their pink radiance, will help you
to release each ‘veil’ from your inner world.
Then two brothers outside of the circle will further assist you. The brother from Hilarion’s focus shall
project the truth concerning each ‘veil’ that is necessary for your
progress. Then the brother from Apollo’s
focus shall assist you in manifesting the power of understanding of this truth
in your outer mind. I will further aid
you in remembering this inner ceremony in your outer consciousness. Pay
attention to the lessons learned this month.
Use the violet fire to set free all shadow so that nothing can distract
you from this service to your life.
“Enfolding you like a mother protecting her
child from danger, I shall stand guard over your spiritual development so that
you will feel safe. I shall not rest
until each of you are free in the reality of eternal peace within the 'I AM
Consciousness’."
As the great lady finishes her inspirational
speech, I feel a ripple of love and unity throughout the group. I search again for my guide to ask what I am
to do when I hear from within.
"Yes, my dear, you have been invited to
participate in this ceremony. However,
you must be willing to return to Earth between each lesson so that you can
ground it in your physical garment. Are
you willing to do so?"
"Well," I say slowly, "I can't
say I'm anxious to return to that land of boxes, but I do feel very inspired by
the words of Lady Leto. I suppose if I
can learn to truly understand what she said, my life there will be much
happier."
"Is that
a yes, my one?"
"Yes,"
I say, "that is a yes. And I hope I
am not sorry."
"Remember, my dear," she kindly
replies "that any effort put into the advancement of your Soul shall be
forever a portion of your being. When
you go to sleep each night, call to us and we shall see that you return
here."
"Must I leave now?" I ask.
But, even as I speak, I feel the room fading
about me as I begin to feel heavier and heavier…
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Absolutely fascintating! Thank you!
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thank you!! i am alex alfa 1:
ReplyDeletei hope everybody reads all the 30 Veils ,i have done so and i am grateful.
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ReplyDeleteBeautifully written - you always seem to have the ability to articulate many of the things I am experiencing. I feel/experience a lot of what you have shared here in my conscious/waking life, and I'm not really sure exactly what that "means" per se - this paragraph in particular very accurately describes how I feel lately: "It seems as if here all polarities have become one. I am desperately lonely, and yet, simultaneously, very content and at peace. I love this place yet simultaneously hate it. The longer I am here the more I am losing the phenomenon of emotion. I am now realizing that a sense of opposition is necessary for the experience of emotion. Also, I have realized that, at least for me, emotion and desire are interwoven. Perhaps that is why I am still here. I want to be here, but I also don't want to be here. As my emotions are reaching a balance, so are my desires. Therefore, I cannot guess if I will stay or leave this place. With emotion and desire gradually leaving my life, I have no sense of what will replace them. Perhaps, in this place, a replacement is not necessary."
ReplyDeleteThank you!
...Infinite Unconditional Love&Gratitude to All...
"A sense of opposition is necessary for the experience of emotion." Very wise indeed.
ReplyDeletewow your entire post is very wise.
thank you,
sue
Beautiful, thank you!
ReplyDeleteThank you Sue,
ReplyDeleteI feel like I know exactly what your story is saying, yet confuse, happy, unsure, joyful, but most of all grateful to you for sharing, and assisting us in the process.
Loving Light.
Suzanne, thank you so much for sharing the various aspects and extensions of You/SELF.
ReplyDeleteYour reading above, "Excerpts from Thirty Veils of Illusion," was very captivating and helpful, unlike anything else I have ever read, especially the following section:
You may ask, ‘Why would someone desire to see litter while walking in the woods or desire any negative experience?’ The answer is - habit. You have learned to feel safe with what is known and unsafe with what is unknown. If you have grown up with negativity in your environment, you have learned to feel safe in it. It is all you know and therefore you ‘expect’ negativity because you ‘desire’ the known rather than the unknown."
The words of wisdom you shared above, with all of us, made me realize that I did indeed feel safe with the negative environment and negative experiences of life because that's what I was used to (from this and past lifetimes/parallel realities), and that the unknown (our core essence)---such as unconditional love/unity consciousness, inner truths, abundance, complete trust, unlimited freedom, pure joy, true peace, and Divine power and wisdom---are what I have been afraid to face and accept throughout the majority of my life, which I intend to change from within, now.
I am treasuring this awe-inspiring gift, among many others that you have generously shared with humanity and beyond.
I wish for you to continue experiencing ALL expressions that You amazingly are, like the ultimate combo package of trillions of bright, sparkling, multi-colored, multi-faceted, multi-shaped, beautiful stars, planets, galaxies, universes, etc. within the seemingly no-thing, pitch, dark and mysterious space that is all part of All That Is.
Have countless, exciting and peaceful Moments of NOW! ^_^ <3 <3 <3 Barbara
ReplyDeleteIn the sky somewhere, cotton buds irrupted and froze over the vision, creating illusion of the pour. A ray of sunlight falls over the mist and dazzles the eyes and the desperate darkness is no more. The grass on the ground is naïve, wet, roused and enticing to be caressed. A familiar voice calls from nowhere may be within, offering a hand to come along into the mysterious wood of haze and I walk mutely, dewy-eyed into the woods, to retrieve the hope.
Yesterday is after all a bygone and here is TODAY!!
Sunrise and it's a new morning!!