Are You Ready?

4-19-12

ARE YOU READY?

I imagine that most of you are also releasing more and more of your addictions to the third dimension. I know that I am. By “releasing 3D addictions” I actually mean that many things that used to be important to me are no longer important. There are books I once enjoyed reading, television shows I once watched, places I liked to go to, conversations I wanted to have, etc. etc. that no longer hold my attention. Oh yes, there is also food I once enjoyed that is now no longer important. However, it is not just that I do not enjoy those things that were judged as “bad” and now I only do those things that were judged as “good.” Instead, it is just that I have very different desires and needs.

Of course, there are still many things that are still very important, nature, my loved ones, writing, talking with people about spirituality and doing art. I think there is a process here where I no longer enjoy things that are “just 3D” and want to spend my time doing things that of a higher frequency. I especially only enjoy people that I can be open with about my spiritual experiences. I spent so much of my life hiding out that I have no tolerance for situations in which I must mute myself or be less then myself so that “they” will not judge me.

In fact, I don’t care at all if “they” judge me. If that is how they wish to express their fear, that is their choice, but I do leave their presence. However, I don’t have to leave their presence because it just does NOT come up. That judgment that I spent so much of my life worrying about, just never happens. I mean, I am sure it does happen, but I don’t attend to my desire to experience it, so I don’t have to experience it. Perhaps, because I no longer judge myself, others do not judge me either. Energy out is energy back, and everyone in our life is a mirror through which we can see our self.

I guess I am so busy looking into my multidimensional mirror that I have lost interest in my 3D mirror. Of course, I dress appropriately for the situation and put on makeup etc., but my concern is gone even though the effort is still made. When I remember to look, I am seeing more and more of the 5D bleeding through into my daily life. I see the 3D fine, but if I remember to look, I can see lights and, mostly, FEEL that there is some one or some thing just over there that I can’t quite see—yet. However, I must admit that I forget to “look” unless I am relaxed. When I am hurrying to some place, I lose the journey and become the task.

I am learning how to release the task orientation and live more in the experience. When I remember to do that, my body calms, my consciousness rises and I feel love for life. In fact, that love of life is growing every day. That is a big thing for me, as I spent most of my life hating the 3D and wanting—wanting—wanting to go Home. That is unless I was in nature, meditation, being with loving friends or family or engaged in a creative act. Now, I have moments of that feeling as I walk through the grocery store, or do nothing, or do some mundane action.

Interesting, now that we are returning to that Home that I soooooo missed, I am beginning to really enjoy where I am now. In fact, I don’t want to soar off into the highest dimension to which I can ascend. Instead, I want to stay with Gaia and assist Her in creating New Earth. The very planet that I so wanted to leave is the very place where I want to stay when I can finally leave. Very interesting! Life does have a way of surprising us, doesn’t it?

I remember when I was a teenager and locked in the bathroom (I would lock myself in the bathroom where I had total privacy and cry, cry, cry to please take me home.) As I was saying, one time when I had locked myself up and was sobbing, I saw a small peace of paper in the trash. I think it was part of a calendar or something. I stopped my hysteria and picked up the small paper. It said,

“Happiness is not getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you have.”

Perhaps, many decades later I have discovered that truth. Also, I have discovered how I have the power of choice, and the most important choice I ever made was to listen to Spirit. It was always there. I played with it as a child, and it comforted me when I was a teenager. It assisted in raising my children and learning to be married, and guided me through my EVERY life choice. It is not that I never made mistakes. In fact, I made many mistakes. It is just that my best friend, Spirit, always forgave me.

Perhaps that forgiveness was the very best gift from Spirit. The guidance was, of course, invaluable, but the forgiveness allowed me to learn from my mistakes. And, the main thing I learned was—ALWAYS stay connected to Spirit. Always believe that my inner-conversations were real and always listen to the small voice of Spirit over the shouts of doubt and fear.

So here we are. It does appear to be happening. I mean, the ascension the ascension does appear to be happening. I can say “it” because the process of ascension has been so forefront in my mind and vocabulary that it is the “IT” that I have been waiting for, hoping for, working for and calling for my entire life. My gift/curse (as gift and curse are often in the same package) is that I forgot to forget. Therefore, I knew what I was missing in my myriad higher dimensional realities. Also, I felt the pain of my other parallel third dimensional lives as well as the pain in this life. Fortunately, as I finally transmuted the pain of my other lives, I felt the joy in those lives, to amplify my joy in this one.

We all have a gift/curse, which is that thing that drives us crazy if we try to ignore it and forces us to grow up so that we can use it. Our gift/curse keeps up discontented from 3D dramas and reminds us over and over that there is more to life if we just pull back the curtain of illusion. Now, those curtains are being ripped off, ready or not. If we have spent our lifetime getting ready, the clear view of reality is a blessing, a validation of what we always knew – but forgot.

Well, the curtains are down and the light is shinning in. The darkness is leaving and the moment is NOW! Therefore, it is time to look into the mirror of our SELF and say,

“I AM READY!”


 Almost 2000 people read this blog this week. How many of you are ready to ascend--whatever that means to you? In fact, lets have a show of hands. In your comment section say:

I AM ________ AND I AM READY!

I will go first:

I AM Sue and I AM READY!