CONVERSATIONS WITH A FRIEND
Sue and Lorraine
SL: Here we are.
I’m having a conversation with Lorraine and she just said this very deep
thing and I did not have the recording on.
I’m going to ask her to replicate it.
But if she’s anything like me she won’t remember anything that she just
said because it didn’t come from her but through her. And that’s what happens
when it comes through. If you don’t
write it down, it’s gone baby.
L: It is, it really is.
Sue, you and I have had
conversations over the last few years about what I call personal and planetary
transformation is occurring simultaneously. Then we’ve had conversations about
the state of world affairs and what we’re seeing in the news. Then our own personal experience which is
different from what we are seeing or reading.
Why is that?
So, today when we started talking
I mentioned to you that I had some information today from St. Germaine our dear
friend. And it had to do with frequency and vibration. I remember back in 2012 as we were
approaching 12/21/12, and the great anticipation. Then on 12/22/12 the disappointment. But I never personally felt that something
was going to happen in a flash.
Now, I’m sure it did happen in a
flash for many people on the planet. We
may or may not know who they are. But
then if you look at the end of 2012 up until today which is the end of January
2018, the changes are astounding, and the growth that I’ve seen not only in
myself and in my awareness, but in other people, and other people I talk to and
friends in just my general experience.
What does that mean? Does it mean that we’re in another frequency?
Does it mean we are experiencing another frequency - and my feeling is that
we’ve expanded? Our perception has expanded, our experience has expanded. And, when that happens other opportunities
come into our lives. We can call them miracles, and many are a traditional
definition of miracles, however my feeling is that we are ready to receive that
expansion from within. And, because that is our desire and our intent, we are
experiencing it.
Now, that may sound like mumbo, Jumbo. And you and I have talked a number of times
about the ancient teachers who were on the planet – ancient and modern as
well. And we were talking earlier about Yogananda,
Paramahansa Yogananda and his wonderful book that has been read by millions of
people, thank goodness - in which in his young life he was searching and
searching for a teacher.
And finally, when Yogananda was
ready, the teacher did appear. But,
Yogananda did not sit in a cave and meditate for twenty years and then become
enlightened. But he had someone, I want
to say, who was holding his hand, in large part, who held and supported that.
So fast forward, today on the
planet there are thousands of teachers.
I often say, thank goodness for Louise Hay of Hay House because she
supported many, many authors who were seemingly very main stream but attracted
the readership of our next-door neighbors.
These are not people like you and
I who have been working with this for fifty years. These are people who picked up a book by Dr.
Wayne Dyer or Gregg Braden or someone like that, and stepped on to the path. And they are now walking their journey and
expanding their perception.
So, when our perception expands,
does it not mean that our vibrational frequency is changing? Could we call it increasing, could we call it
expanding? I don’t know what the right
word is because I think the word is different for everyone.
Everyone experiences it differently. The good news is that there are many pathways
that have opened up. If there are 7.5 or
8 billion people on this planet, then it’s just not one teaching or one path –
although they’re all going to the same place.
SL: Yes, and
I would like to add something from a very third dimensional perspective. Because my experience, I have not had the
experience that I let go of everything and went off to an ashram. I started long ago. I had young children then I had teenagers. I was married, I had a home. I was very much third dimensional the whole
time. I had to be grounded in all of
those third dimensional duties. I had to
pay my bills on time, etc. etc. etc.
At the same time that the Light
that I had as a little kid, this golden light that would come and play with me
revealed itself again as the Arcturians and that communication came back, but
the communication was something that was not anything that I could tell anybody
for a long time. But then one day they
said, ‘make a website.’ I had maybe one
of the first or second websites ever up.
They told me this way in the beginning. And, I was saying, wait, what’s
a website?
So, what they said was this is how
you ground it. This is what you do to
ground it. You think like a regular
person but you allow your consciousness to be in contact with us. So, I thought, wow – that’s an interesting
concept. You know, I walk my walk and
talk my talk and write these things and I did a website. I wasn’t sure because there were no examples
of any websites – but I was following what this inner guidance said.
So, I speak to all of you that
feel like you might be a little schizophrenic because you’ve got one thing
going on the inside and a whole different thing going on, on the outside. Well, welcome to the process. This is how it works.
There’s this inner knowing and
expansion and communication that is happening inside. It’s not happening on the outside. You’re not hearing it through your physical
ears. You are not seeing it through your
physical eyes. You’re not even
understanding it with your physical brain.
It’s an experience that you’re having and the initiation is ‘can you
dare to believe it.
L: Can you
dare to believe it.
S: Can you
dare to believe it even though it comes in from inside of you. And you don’t even know where inside of you
it comes from. It’s like probably you’re
crazy.
L:
Yes
S: But you
can’t not do it. And I know that you’ve
had the same experience, right?
L: There is
a wonderful saying and I wish I could remember who it’s attributed to so I
apologize for not giving that person credit.
The saying is: ‘I don’t believe it but I know it’s true.’
S: Ha, ha –
Yes!
L: And I had
a very dear friend who used to frequently say ‘hold to what you know is the
truth within your heart’ – which I believe is another way of saying: ‘I don’t
believe it but I know it’s true.’
Because, often I will have to
remind myself to move away from a past, personal pattern of thinking. And invariably, when that happens, I remember
my friend saying: ‘hold to what you know is the truth within your heart.’ Wham!
That re-centers you.
And, each of us has something
within us that will invariably bring us back to the center, especially when we
are having a difficult time, especially when the energies of our lives take
hold of us. Like the solar eclipse that
we had this past summer, or right now as we’re speaking, at the end of January
2017 we’ve just had what’s called a blood moon and a lunar eclipse. And, those energies can affect people
differently.
Sometimes we can go off center, or
off kilter. I have this internal vision
of an arrow. It’s an arrow that goes straight up. And at the top of the arrow are the two
points. But, at the bottom of the arrow are also two points.
And if I put my arm from my elbow to the end
of my fingers right up in the center, sometimes it seems that the arrow is not
straight up and down, it’s not in alignment.
But rather it’s over to eleven o’clock or it’s over to one o’clock. And,
obviously where I want it to be pointing to is twelve o’clock and six o’clock –
in alignment.
But one of the things that I’ve
discovered is that when it’s out of alignment my consciousness is telling me –
hey, what’s going on here between 11 and 12.
What’s going on here between 12 and 1.
There’s something that I need to look at here and something I need to
revisit. Sometimes I say no. I’m not going there right now, but it will come
back – always.
S: Yes, it does come back until we address
it because it’s that little glitch in the road that we have to get through to
keep on travelling that path. And that
glitch of course is inside of our own selves – karma, or time to change some of
our own thinking patterns, time to change some emotional, reactive
pattern. It’s time to just take a break
and just have some fun. Just chill out.
I think sometimes we forget to do
that and that is one of the most important things – to know when you know it’s
time to take a break, and then take that break.
L: Exactly.
S: Because while we are taking that break,
that’s when our body, our consciousness, our mind, every part of us has a
chance to integrate. While we’re laying
around doing nothing, taking a walk in the woods or taking long drives to who
knows where – all these types of situations.
Now, I know for me right now, I’m
just biting at the bit. I need to do
that. I need to get in the car and drive
for five hours. I need to go to a place
that’s not my house. I need to take a
break. Now, how long it will take before
I get to take a break – you know, this is life on the third dimension. But I think that it’s important that we
identify it so that if we can’t actually take that break then we go to plan B,
whatever that is.
L: So, I think what I hear you saying is
that the important thing is to be aware – aware that I need the break. Well I can’t take the break right now, so let
me take twenty-five deep breaths and calm myself down. I need a break. It’s not available to me right now, so I’m
going to move forward and that break will materialize. You’ve put out the desire and the intent –
the need, and it will manifest.
S: Absolutely
L: Invariably it will manifest.
S: And I think these are in part the ways
we learn. Learn and remember how to
really manifest our own reality. Because
there is that point of desire which is an important point where you have the
desire, you live the desire you feel the desire. But then, part two is that you just have to
let go and let the desire manifest.
L: Yes, exactly. So, the door opens and we have a choice. Are we going to step inside? Are we just going to look at the door? Is it open a crack? Is it all the way open? Are we going to close it and say, ‘no I’m not
going there?’
There are choices that we have and
those choices depend on our personal lives.
Obviously, as you shared, you were raising a family, working etc. If that door opened there was no way that you
could have walked through it at that time.
But, now in retrospect, can you say that your children were your
teachers during that time?
S: Well the thing is that I did walk
through that door.
L: Okay, well there you are.
S: I had the children half time because
I’d already had the parenting and the divorce and the splitting of the custody
and meeting the next man who is a wonderful man and that I’m still married
to. So, I was able to do that. But, did I have guilt? Of course.
But, you know – I was raised with guilt so – guilt was, and still is but
not as much as it used to be. But you
know – guilt is. And guilt isn’t
necessarily a bad thing because guilt kind of keeps us keeping track of.
So, it’s like it’s – do I really
need to do this, or is this what’s really calling me. And it makes us take a moment and say, I’m
going to need to cloister myself away for a bit and go into a meditation and
really expand my consciousness. Then
once my consciousness is expanded, then everything is totally different.
L: The more we are aware, the more our perception
expands.
