CHAPTER ONE
As I see the final wisps of the infant’s consciousness return to the body of my newest human self, I notice that the form of light that I am wearing disappears. Now, I am a speck of light, a center of aware consciousness. My formless state seems to pull me back into the Arcturian Corridor, which I now recognize as a kind of Home for me. My journey is calm and peaceful, and as I travel through this Corridor, memories of myriad third and fourth dimensional lives swirl about me.
I am aware that the ONE is summoning me. Feelings of unconditional love and visions of multidimensional light surround and comforted me like a warm blanket. I can feel my formless state become lighter and lighter as my frequency rises. Slowly this “blanket” of light and love pulls me into a deep sleep. I know that I will awaken as a new expression of my SELF; hence, I relax into the process…
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I awaken to find that my body is an adult. I see myself not as completely in that body, but overshadowing it and serving as the Spirit Guide to that female human. I see that she is asleep; therefore, I can easily expand a portion of my being into her form and enter her dreams. To my surprise, I find that she is dreaming of one of my fifth dimensional expressions in which I am aboard the Arcturian Starship Athena. For a brief moment, my multidimensional consciousness must adjust to my Earth expression dreaming of one of our myriad fifth dimensional realities.
As I integrate my multidimensional perception into the neural patterning of the grounded one whom I have just entered, I can perceive three realities occurring within the same moment of the NOW. There is the reality of my Primary Multidimensional Consciousness who experiences and overshadows many formed expressions of my SELF, the reality of my sleeping human self and the reality of that human’s dream, our life upon the Starship Athena.
Maintaining constant connection with my true, multidimensional SELF within the ONE, I simultaneously focus on my sleeping human form as well as my Starship reality. As I do so, I become aware that this particular reality will be the stepping-stone reality into which my grounded one, known as Suzille, will step into at her moment of ascension. Suzille has dreamed of this reality many times, but she has usually forgotten when she awoke. I understand that the homesickness of remembering that life is the reason why these dreams are forgotten.
I see that she is on the cusp of ascension, yet the final three ninths of any journey are filled with all the challenges that been left until the last moment. I see that this “last moment” has become her NOW. I also see that she suffers from the many remaining conflicts between her ego and her soul. Fortunately, within this moment, she is at peace in the comfort of that which she has missed since birth.
The experiences of success or failure of her present competitive reality are easily forgotten on the Starship where everyone works in completely unity with each other and with the organically based Starship. I feel the unconditional love and companionship that is so difficult to “achieve” in her current reality of 2011 Earth. Simultaneously, I can perceive how we, the collective consciousness of Starship Athena, are overshadowing Earth reality, just as I am overshadowing Suzille.
She is awakening to her Earth life now. She has slept too long and must rush off to work without taking her “time” to get grounded and centered in her SELF. It will be a difficult day for her.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011
A quick note
Greetings to everyone.
I have not written much in the blog lately as i am working on some changes on the site. But i have been thinking of you. It is interesting how we can connect consciousness to consciousness. And now we are connecting to the group consciousness, especially the group consciousness of those who are in the process of awakening. It is important, i think, that we talk to each other, even if it is "just in our consciousness." Soon, communicating via consciousness will be the primary means of communication.
We are all being prepared for this transition via all the internet, email, texting, blogs videos and websites. We have found a kind of anonymity through this kind of communication. However, at the same time we are communicating consciousness to consciousness. This kind of communication puts our focus on our message instead of on the listener. In fact, often we don't even know who the listener/reader is. Therefore, or old fear of judgment is diminished, which allows our creativity more freedom.
Of course, I am speaking for my self, as for many years i didn't even use my real name. Being the message more than the one delivering the message allowed me to find my true voice. My creativity had been greatly stifled as a child and i had no confidence. However, i had learned that my inner voice was seldom wrong. Therefore, when i heard an inner direction, i tried to always follow it. Nonetheless, i went through great drama when i first put up my site. I had no one to edit it and no money to pay for it. My good friends stuck with me though through some silly ideas of ways to make money in order to support the site.
None of those ideas manifested, but the site taught me more than i could ever teach others. Writing the site taught me, most of all, that there were a whole lot of people just as far out as i was. Maybe i wasn't crazy after all. Then, the site took off on its own journey and i was just the scribe. I couldn't wait to read what i had written, as it came through a higher frequency of my self than my daily self knew. Gradually, i grew into that SELF and far beyond my greatest expectation.
I don't mean to say that i became this amazing person. More important than that, i became a happy person. Happiness is a state of consciousness, so as my consciousness expanded i became more and more happy. Of course, i am not always happy. Life strikes, as they say. But where before my main self was stressed out, frightened and seeking, now my main self is calmer, more loving and finding.
I think--I hope--that 2011 will be a very big year. Everyone that i read, who is about everyone, all say that this is the year where we are laying down the foundation for our new life. We will also experience the massive chaos that precedes massive change, but haven't we always had chaos? I think the most important thing is that we stay above fear and choose love--choose to DO what we love -- choose to BE with those we love--and choose to love our SELF-unconditionally. That is a tall order, but i KNOW we are strong enough to do it.
So happy 2011 to you all!
See you in the fifth dimension.
I have not written much in the blog lately as i am working on some changes on the site. But i have been thinking of you. It is interesting how we can connect consciousness to consciousness. And now we are connecting to the group consciousness, especially the group consciousness of those who are in the process of awakening. It is important, i think, that we talk to each other, even if it is "just in our consciousness." Soon, communicating via consciousness will be the primary means of communication.
We are all being prepared for this transition via all the internet, email, texting, blogs videos and websites. We have found a kind of anonymity through this kind of communication. However, at the same time we are communicating consciousness to consciousness. This kind of communication puts our focus on our message instead of on the listener. In fact, often we don't even know who the listener/reader is. Therefore, or old fear of judgment is diminished, which allows our creativity more freedom.
Of course, I am speaking for my self, as for many years i didn't even use my real name. Being the message more than the one delivering the message allowed me to find my true voice. My creativity had been greatly stifled as a child and i had no confidence. However, i had learned that my inner voice was seldom wrong. Therefore, when i heard an inner direction, i tried to always follow it. Nonetheless, i went through great drama when i first put up my site. I had no one to edit it and no money to pay for it. My good friends stuck with me though through some silly ideas of ways to make money in order to support the site.
None of those ideas manifested, but the site taught me more than i could ever teach others. Writing the site taught me, most of all, that there were a whole lot of people just as far out as i was. Maybe i wasn't crazy after all. Then, the site took off on its own journey and i was just the scribe. I couldn't wait to read what i had written, as it came through a higher frequency of my self than my daily self knew. Gradually, i grew into that SELF and far beyond my greatest expectation.
I don't mean to say that i became this amazing person. More important than that, i became a happy person. Happiness is a state of consciousness, so as my consciousness expanded i became more and more happy. Of course, i am not always happy. Life strikes, as they say. But where before my main self was stressed out, frightened and seeking, now my main self is calmer, more loving and finding.
I think--I hope--that 2011 will be a very big year. Everyone that i read, who is about everyone, all say that this is the year where we are laying down the foundation for our new life. We will also experience the massive chaos that precedes massive change, but haven't we always had chaos? I think the most important thing is that we stay above fear and choose love--choose to DO what we love -- choose to BE with those we love--and choose to love our SELF-unconditionally. That is a tall order, but i KNOW we are strong enough to do it.
So happy 2011 to you all!
See you in the fifth dimension.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Radio Shows
This Friday, Jan. 14th at 9pm PST, join Sue for her new show, the
Arcturian Ascension Process on BBS Radio!
Sue will be discussing multidimensional relationships with her guest, Nicki Vee. Join us LIVE or listen to the archives by visiting:
http://www.bbsradio.com/arcturianascensionprocess/
Also, this Thursday, Jan. 13th at 7pm PST, Sue will be a guest on Conscious Connections Radio with Medium Michele
Join us for two hours of live mini readings and spiritual talk.
Click here 7pm PST, Thurs. Jan. 13th to listen.
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/mediummichele/2011/01/14/dr-susan-a-channel-for-the-arcturians
or call in at no charge:
Call-in Number: (646) 478-0695
Learn more about Medium Michele at her website:
www.mysticshift.com
Please join us!
Arcturian Ascension Process on BBS Radio!
Sue will be discussing multidimensional relationships with her guest, Nicki Vee. Join us LIVE or listen to the archives by visiting:
http://www.bbsradio.com/arcturianascensionprocess/
Also, this Thursday, Jan. 13th at 7pm PST, Sue will be a guest on Conscious Connections Radio with Medium Michele
Join us for two hours of live mini readings and spiritual talk.
Click here 7pm PST, Thurs. Jan. 13th to listen.
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/mediummichele/2011/01/14/dr-susan-a-channel-for-the-arcturians
or call in at no charge:
Call-in Number: (646) 478-0695
Learn more about Medium Michele at her website:
www.mysticshift.com
Please join us!
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
THE RETURN by S. Lie
PROLOGUE
Dear Arcturians,
I have been hearing a message just inside my mind, or is it my heart? I am asking you now to assist me in recovering this message. I have been communicating with an ascending being who has told me much of his process, which is much like mine. We are very different people, but our process is very similar. It has been wonderful for me to be able to talk without any editing of my presentation so that I don’t confuse, frighten or confuse the listener. I know that I need to do more of that in order to close the gap between the “me” that writes this not and the “ME” to whom I write—The Arcturian Group Mind.
I am ready to ascend now! I am ready to be my full multidimensional expression of SELF. I am ready to close the gap between who I call to and who is calling. Please assist me now to better understand this process…
Our dearest Suzille,
We/you have already closed that gap, it is just a matter of re-calibrating your perceptions to be able to consciously experience ALL the frequencies of reality between the third/fourth dimension and our eighth/tenth dimensions. Once you have experienced the realities beyond the seventh, the return to the fifth will be natural. It is time now for us to take you (that is you and all your readers) into the sixth and seventh dimension.
In the sixth dimension, we will assist you to go into the Divine Blueprint of your earth vessel to clear the accumulated dross energy patterns since the fall of Atlantis. While you are there, you will also take the quantum leap into the reality in which Atlantis and Lemuria completed their cycle in a loving and peaceful manner. It was the violence of the closing of their cycle that has resonated in you world since then.
You know that there are myriad parallel realities at all times. Hence, there is a reality in which the peaceful transition of Atlantis and Lemuria occurred. Because Gaia wanted to ascend along with her people, she asked for volunteers to experience the extreme polarity of your present reality. She knew that it would be very difficult for those volunteers, but the ones who survived would do so because they became strong enough to participate in a planetary ascension.
You, the survivors, both incarnated and in the higher planes, are gathering together now to assist Gaia with Her ascension. However, your must completely release all records of darkness. The darkness that made you strong must now be purged to allow you to be even stronger. In other words, your teacher, the darkness, must now become your pupil so that you can close the perceptual gap between the third/fourth dimensions and the higher worlds.
We speak to you Suzille, and to all those who share this journey with you. The Return has begun!
Dear Arcturians,
I have been hearing a message just inside my mind, or is it my heart? I am asking you now to assist me in recovering this message. I have been communicating with an ascending being who has told me much of his process, which is much like mine. We are very different people, but our process is very similar. It has been wonderful for me to be able to talk without any editing of my presentation so that I don’t confuse, frighten or confuse the listener. I know that I need to do more of that in order to close the gap between the “me” that writes this not and the “ME” to whom I write—The Arcturian Group Mind.
I am ready to ascend now! I am ready to be my full multidimensional expression of SELF. I am ready to close the gap between who I call to and who is calling. Please assist me now to better understand this process…
Our dearest Suzille,
We/you have already closed that gap, it is just a matter of re-calibrating your perceptions to be able to consciously experience ALL the frequencies of reality between the third/fourth dimension and our eighth/tenth dimensions. Once you have experienced the realities beyond the seventh, the return to the fifth will be natural. It is time now for us to take you (that is you and all your readers) into the sixth and seventh dimension.
In the sixth dimension, we will assist you to go into the Divine Blueprint of your earth vessel to clear the accumulated dross energy patterns since the fall of Atlantis. While you are there, you will also take the quantum leap into the reality in which Atlantis and Lemuria completed their cycle in a loving and peaceful manner. It was the violence of the closing of their cycle that has resonated in you world since then.
You know that there are myriad parallel realities at all times. Hence, there is a reality in which the peaceful transition of Atlantis and Lemuria occurred. Because Gaia wanted to ascend along with her people, she asked for volunteers to experience the extreme polarity of your present reality. She knew that it would be very difficult for those volunteers, but the ones who survived would do so because they became strong enough to participate in a planetary ascension.
You, the survivors, both incarnated and in the higher planes, are gathering together now to assist Gaia with Her ascension. However, your must completely release all records of darkness. The darkness that made you strong must now be purged to allow you to be even stronger. In other words, your teacher, the darkness, must now become your pupil so that you can close the perceptual gap between the third/fourth dimensions and the higher worlds.
We speak to you Suzille, and to all those who share this journey with you. The Return has begun!
Monday, January 3, 2011
THE RETURN by S. Lie
THE RETURN is actually the third book in a trilogy. In the first book was VISIONS FROM VENUS, wrote about my first visit to Earth at the fall of Atlantis. I then strung together several of my past/alternate realities into the tale of my trying to find and reconnect with my Divine Complement, Lamire in the second book, RECONSTRUCTING REALITY. The third book has always been planned to tell a story of my connection with my Divine Complement and our ascension into the fifth dimension.
At the time that I wrote the second book, I was sure I would quickly move onto the third. However, I came to learn that writing about planetary ascension was very difficult when I had no idea how it would happen. Even now, I can only guess. However, something happened today that told me it was time to start writing this journey, as I was about to start experiencing it.
In case you wonder, I did meet my Divine Complement and it was more work than I could ever imagine. Try being with someone who is the mirror image of you, only “through the glass darkly.” In other words, to maintain the bliss that you both felt instantly upon meeting, you will have to face your own dark side again and again and again and again… Is it worth it?? Of course!!
Before I begin with number three of the trilogy, I wish to tell my readers that I have always been well aware of my alternate realities, misnamed as “past lives.” There are not “past lives,” because time is a third dimensional illusion. Instead, these lives are parallel realities that are occurring in a different frequency of time and space. Did they actually happen? Yes, in fact, they are happening NOW.
My inner instruction has told me to share this journey via my blog. The ascension process is happening right NOW, so there is no “time” to wait for the books completion. In fact, I have no idea when the completion will occur, and I have no idea what I will write. All I know is that we ALL need to share our ascension process with everyone that will listen.
For millennia, those of the light have had to hide their true SELF and not tell anyone for fear of their life. Therefore, we must face that fear of many lifetimes and use our ever-expanding light to share our process of ascension in the way that works best for each of us. In this manner, we take the secret of ascension out of closet and make it normal.
None of us really know what we are doing. Therefore, we need to keep connected to our own Multidimensional SELF and discuss our process with others. We don’t know how to do this, as we haven’t created it yet. Since we are choosing to ascend an entire planet, we need to be united with our SELF, others and our planet.
THE RETURN--PREFACE
I woke up tired again. It seemed like the more I sleep, the more tired I am. Is it becoming a habit to sleep so much, or is the habit about being in the fourth dimension and beyond? I like my life, I really do. It is just that it is changing so fast, or is it not changing fast enough. I have so many expectations about what will happen, which is likely a place to hide my fear. I feel I do NOT need drama and challenge to learn any longer, and I think that there are many others who no longer need the harshness of third dimensional challenges. Nor do we need a catastrophic event to get our attention.
I don’t know if it is possible or not, but I am holding the intension of a peaceful transition into the fifth dimension. There are many who are still asleep, and they may need some good old-fashioned drama to make them take a long look at themselves. On the other hand, there are many people like us, who have been looking at themselves for decades. In fact, many of them are now seeing the faint image of their Lightbody. That is the reality that I want to create. I want to create the reality where people wake up like blooming flowers--one petal at a time. We don’t need to question if it is our time to awaken, for if we have it is. If we have not awakened, then it is not our time, but it will come soon.
I am pretty good as releasing fear and living in the Flow of the ONE, a lot of the time. That is when I am not too tired, hungry, sick, busy, stressed out or driving in traffic—oh yes, or worrying about money. I get worried or upset, then, finally, I realize that all I can do is just relax into the process, as there is NO rulebook. Fortunately, there is my (and our) connection with the higher planes. This connection is the lifeline from my SELF to my self.
I do know that a major part of my ascension process, and maybe it is for everyone, is that I close the gap between my Multidimensional Arcturian (among other realities) SELF and my earthbound human self. Therefore, I will ask higher expression of me (usually it will be the Arcturians) questions. The first question I want to ask is about my meditation today in which I was told that I was ready for a conscious experience of being on a Star Ship. I looked around inside to find any fear, but couldn’t. Therefore, I will ask for a bit more information now.
Dear Arcturians,
What am I to do to have a conscious experience of being on a Star Ship? Am I wanting it too much?
ARCTURIANS: Wanting means that you do not realize you already have it. Not only do you visit the Starship, you live there. However, you have not yet fully connected with that expression of your SELF. You will soon. Then your conscious experiences of being on the ship will begin. You will begin by remembering, not the Ship, but the YOU that lives on it. Once you remember that reality, you will have your first stepping-stone into your fifth dimensional reality.
Everyone has a stepping-stone life, which is the expression that they will "step into" at ascension. Soon everyone will begin to remember this stepping-stone reality, as well as other realities in their dreams and meditations. However, the secret is not remembering everything. The secret is that everything you remember is REAL! By that statement we mean that everything that you imagine you create. Therefore, if you think about it, you create it.
It is this final stage of ascension into the fifth dimension that is so problematic because you must BE the Master of your Thoughts and Emotions. If your every thought and emotion were broadcast over your head for all to see, you would become a Master very quickly. In other words, welcome to life in the fifth dimension, for in that expression of your SELF, your every thought and emotion will instantly manifest. Because of this, it is vital that you become gain Mastery over your fears.
The two vital tools to gain master over fear is INFORMATION and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Furthermore, if the information you receive does not "feel" like unconditional love, then discard it and look for a higher frequency source. Fortunately, unconditional love is not only the antidote to fear, it is also that firewall that keep fear from penetrating your consciousness. If you suspect fear, do not "look" with your Solar Plexus, as it will accept lower frequency information into the sacred temple of your earth vessel.
Instead, we ask that you recognize the feel of fear with your lower chakras, but look at the energy patterns of that information with your Opened Third Eye. Fear cannot not penetrate your Third Eye, therefore you will not be harmed by the perception of it. Rather, you can use your Third Eye to transfer the message to your High Heart. Your Hight Heart will then send unconditional love into that message, emotion and/or thought-form. The unconditional love will protect you and heal the fear. Yes, fear can be healed for it is a creation, a human creation. Begin to think of your every thought and emotion as your own human creation.
At the time that I wrote the second book, I was sure I would quickly move onto the third. However, I came to learn that writing about planetary ascension was very difficult when I had no idea how it would happen. Even now, I can only guess. However, something happened today that told me it was time to start writing this journey, as I was about to start experiencing it.
In case you wonder, I did meet my Divine Complement and it was more work than I could ever imagine. Try being with someone who is the mirror image of you, only “through the glass darkly.” In other words, to maintain the bliss that you both felt instantly upon meeting, you will have to face your own dark side again and again and again and again… Is it worth it?? Of course!!
Before I begin with number three of the trilogy, I wish to tell my readers that I have always been well aware of my alternate realities, misnamed as “past lives.” There are not “past lives,” because time is a third dimensional illusion. Instead, these lives are parallel realities that are occurring in a different frequency of time and space. Did they actually happen? Yes, in fact, they are happening NOW.
My inner instruction has told me to share this journey via my blog. The ascension process is happening right NOW, so there is no “time” to wait for the books completion. In fact, I have no idea when the completion will occur, and I have no idea what I will write. All I know is that we ALL need to share our ascension process with everyone that will listen.
For millennia, those of the light have had to hide their true SELF and not tell anyone for fear of their life. Therefore, we must face that fear of many lifetimes and use our ever-expanding light to share our process of ascension in the way that works best for each of us. In this manner, we take the secret of ascension out of closet and make it normal.
None of us really know what we are doing. Therefore, we need to keep connected to our own Multidimensional SELF and discuss our process with others. We don’t know how to do this, as we haven’t created it yet. Since we are choosing to ascend an entire planet, we need to be united with our SELF, others and our planet.
THE RETURN--PREFACE
I woke up tired again. It seemed like the more I sleep, the more tired I am. Is it becoming a habit to sleep so much, or is the habit about being in the fourth dimension and beyond? I like my life, I really do. It is just that it is changing so fast, or is it not changing fast enough. I have so many expectations about what will happen, which is likely a place to hide my fear. I feel I do NOT need drama and challenge to learn any longer, and I think that there are many others who no longer need the harshness of third dimensional challenges. Nor do we need a catastrophic event to get our attention.
I don’t know if it is possible or not, but I am holding the intension of a peaceful transition into the fifth dimension. There are many who are still asleep, and they may need some good old-fashioned drama to make them take a long look at themselves. On the other hand, there are many people like us, who have been looking at themselves for decades. In fact, many of them are now seeing the faint image of their Lightbody. That is the reality that I want to create. I want to create the reality where people wake up like blooming flowers--one petal at a time. We don’t need to question if it is our time to awaken, for if we have it is. If we have not awakened, then it is not our time, but it will come soon.
I am pretty good as releasing fear and living in the Flow of the ONE, a lot of the time. That is when I am not too tired, hungry, sick, busy, stressed out or driving in traffic—oh yes, or worrying about money. I get worried or upset, then, finally, I realize that all I can do is just relax into the process, as there is NO rulebook. Fortunately, there is my (and our) connection with the higher planes. This connection is the lifeline from my SELF to my self.
I do know that a major part of my ascension process, and maybe it is for everyone, is that I close the gap between my Multidimensional Arcturian (among other realities) SELF and my earthbound human self. Therefore, I will ask higher expression of me (usually it will be the Arcturians) questions. The first question I want to ask is about my meditation today in which I was told that I was ready for a conscious experience of being on a Star Ship. I looked around inside to find any fear, but couldn’t. Therefore, I will ask for a bit more information now.
Dear Arcturians,
What am I to do to have a conscious experience of being on a Star Ship? Am I wanting it too much?
ARCTURIANS: Wanting means that you do not realize you already have it. Not only do you visit the Starship, you live there. However, you have not yet fully connected with that expression of your SELF. You will soon. Then your conscious experiences of being on the ship will begin. You will begin by remembering, not the Ship, but the YOU that lives on it. Once you remember that reality, you will have your first stepping-stone into your fifth dimensional reality.
Everyone has a stepping-stone life, which is the expression that they will "step into" at ascension. Soon everyone will begin to remember this stepping-stone reality, as well as other realities in their dreams and meditations. However, the secret is not remembering everything. The secret is that everything you remember is REAL! By that statement we mean that everything that you imagine you create. Therefore, if you think about it, you create it.
It is this final stage of ascension into the fifth dimension that is so problematic because you must BE the Master of your Thoughts and Emotions. If your every thought and emotion were broadcast over your head for all to see, you would become a Master very quickly. In other words, welcome to life in the fifth dimension, for in that expression of your SELF, your every thought and emotion will instantly manifest. Because of this, it is vital that you become gain Mastery over your fears.
The two vital tools to gain master over fear is INFORMATION and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Furthermore, if the information you receive does not "feel" like unconditional love, then discard it and look for a higher frequency source. Fortunately, unconditional love is not only the antidote to fear, it is also that firewall that keep fear from penetrating your consciousness. If you suspect fear, do not "look" with your Solar Plexus, as it will accept lower frequency information into the sacred temple of your earth vessel.
Instead, we ask that you recognize the feel of fear with your lower chakras, but look at the energy patterns of that information with your Opened Third Eye. Fear cannot not penetrate your Third Eye, therefore you will not be harmed by the perception of it. Rather, you can use your Third Eye to transfer the message to your High Heart. Your Hight Heart will then send unconditional love into that message, emotion and/or thought-form. The unconditional love will protect you and heal the fear. Yes, fear can be healed for it is a creation, a human creation. Begin to think of your every thought and emotion as your own human creation.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
New Years Message from SOUL
INTEGRATION SCRIPT
EGO: I seem to be losing control of too many parts of my life. Over and over, I have to say to myself, “Well, there doesn’t appear to be anything I can do. I guess I just have to “let go” and see what happens. I must admit though, I am a bit scared.
Supposedly, there are other jobs for me to do, other assignments and such, but I feel really out of the loop. This new “system” of reality has such different rules that I feel like a fish out of water. I hope the new Captain knows what’s up, ‘cause I sure don’t!
SOUL: You do not need to understand because I KNOW. I AM your Soul; I know all of all. You see, I AM liberated from the 3D Game, while at the same time I AM still playing it through you, my Grounding Point.
EGO: Well, if you know so much, then tell me what my part is now? I am used to being in charge of everything, well at least everything in my conscious mind. No, that isn’t exactly correct either. OK, I am used to being in charge of every part of the consensus reality of which I am conscious. I guess that isn’t actually too much.
SOUL: Yes, dear ego, I am aware of your great contribution and sacrifice.
EGO: Sacrifice! What sacrifice?
SOUL: Your sacrifice was that you split off from the ONE; you diminished your awareness to embrace only one small, separate lifetime, on one small, separate planet. You turned OFF your awareness of SELF so that you could participate in a great experiment.
EGO: Experiment? What experiment did I participate in? I don’t remember splitting off from my SELF. In fact, I have always been myself…except...except that there has always been another presence, a Guide, or God or something, someone. I called it by many names. The names changed as I changed. I mean, I was the same person, but my awareness changed.
SOUL: Yes, your awareness changed as you became more conscious of ME—your Multidimensional SELF. Even thought you “split off” from me, I have never left you. How could I, for I AM you? I AM the Presence that you have always felt, but you could not believe that you could hold such Power, Wisdom and Unconditional Love. Therefore, you projected these feelings onto “other” Guides, Angels, and Masters.
Because you split off into the realm of separation and limitation, you were separate from ME, your Soul/SELF. I AM the “YOU” who lives in Constant Unity with your Guides, Angels and Masters. In fact, I AM your Guide, I AM an Angel, I AM an Ascended Master, and much, much more.
At the same time, I AM the “YOU” who is free of the 3D hierarchical systems that are separated into polarities of bad—better—best. In my reality, the true reality, there is No separation, there are NO polarities. Hence, there is NO hierarchy! We are all ONE.
EGO: I don’t understand how that can be. How can there be no separation, no polarity? If there is no hierarchy, then how do you learn from those who know more than you? Whom do you worship?
SOUL: There is no “learning” in my reality. There is only “KNOWING.” There is no worship, for no one is better, or worse. There can be no “better than” if we are all ONE. Therefore, we don’t “worship.” We KNOW. We LOVE. We appreciate and assist our fragments, such as YOU, who have split off from us to enter the great experiment of life in a polarized, lower dimensional reality.
Many of us have fragments of our SELF who live as lower dimensional life forms in different worlds and realities. To us, all these “grounded expressions” are the same. Hence, a “person” is no more significant than a “tree” or a “fish.” Since WE are all ONE, we view ALL life as ONE.
EGO: Now you are telling me that I am no better than a fish? I don’t think I can believe that. A fish doesn’t “do” anything but swim and get eaten by bigger fish, or by people. What good do they do?
SOUL: You don’t understand what I am saying. Here, there is no “doing.” There is no “eating,” there is no polarity of “good” or “bad.”
EGO: That sounds boring to me!
Soul: Yes it would sound boring to a 3D person who is trying to “do good,” especially when you are separate from me, your Soul. But, just as you cannot conceive of UNITY, KNOWING and BEING, I could not understand separation, doing and boring. That is why I split off a portion of my SELF off to enter into the experiment of life on the third dimension.
You have taught me much, and I wish to thank you. I also wish to bring you Home, into ME, your true SELF. That is why I have been recalibrating your earth vessel, chakra by chakra, so that I could integrate my Essence into yours. You see, then, we will no longer be separate. We will be ONE again.
EGO: Does that mean that you have left your reality?
SOUL: Oh no, my dear Grounding Point. There is no “leaving” in my reality. How can you “leave” when there is no “separation?” If there is only Unity, how can you leave Unity?
EGO: You are confusing me. I don’t understand this Unity thing that you speak of. It sounds nice. In fact, it feels much like the feeling I have had inside all my life, the feeling that I have worshipped. But I don’t understand how I, the separated one, can move into a reality that is so different from any reality that I have ever known, or even studied?
SOUL: You CREATE it!
EGO: Create it? How can I create something I don’t understand? This “creation” you speak of is beyond my ability to even conceive.
SOUL: You Surrender to me—your SELF. You fall into the FLOW of Unity that I AM You are the one who has to make the decision for us to reunite, as you live in a reality of Free Will. The rules that we agreed to before our “Fragment” logged onto the 3D Game, was that we can NEVER pull out, log out, of the Game until our Grounded One asks us.
We agreed that we would wait until our Fragment Awakened enough to remember its Multidimensional SELF and to seek our assistance. Then, when they were ready, we would guide our Fragments Home. That was the experiment: “Would a Being who separates from the Unity of All That Is, ever desire to return?”
EGO: Well, this has been a long experiment, millions of years, in fact!
SOUL: It has not been long to us, as we do not have “years.” In fact, we don’t have “time.” We live in the NOW. When you live in the NOW, you will have no regrets from the past, or fears of the future. When you remember how to live in the NOW, you will be able to find the FLOW into which you may Surrender to me, your Soul/SELF. Once you are reconnected to me, you will return Home.
EGO: How do you know that I want to surrender into this Flow? How do you know that I want to go Home?
SOUL: Because, dear portion of my SELF, you are choosing to integrate ME into your Earth Vessel. You see, Home is NOT a place; it is a vibration. Thus, as you integrate ME, you do not GO Home. You BECOME Home!
I wanted to add this poem i just found that i wrote long ago.
THE FLOW
The Flow is like a river
It is wide and it is narrow
It soars just like an eagle
And is gentle as a sparrow
The dawn across its waters
Glistens in the Sun
And everyone we’ve ever known
We find within its ONE
A part of us may not accept
The world our Flow will make
And can’t release the Core-Belief,
Old fashioned “GIVE ‘n TAKE”
But we cannot Give within the Flow
For no one there will Take
Instead we know, within that Flow
Our LIFE is what WE Make
The part of us that wants and gives
Is still outside the Flow
While the ONE inside is doing fine
And has no need to Know
This is the ONE we’ve always known
And sometimes can’t allow
The SELF we truly want to BE
But can’t remember how
Sometimes the Flow is easy
And pulls us to its heart
Sometimes the Flow is far away
A place where hope can start
If we could just surrender
Our woes into the Flow
We’d find that ONE we’ve always been
And allow that SELF to show
And when we can remember
To Fall into the Flow
We’ll follow it into its Heart,
To watch our True SELF grow
Then we’ll plant our growing SELF
Deep into Mother Earth
So the life we MAKE inside
Can blossom in Re-Birth
Then the Flow we once believed
Was outside our reality
Will be WITHIN us once again
This “time” for ALL finality
THE FLOW
EGO: I seem to be losing control of too many parts of my life. Over and over, I have to say to myself, “Well, there doesn’t appear to be anything I can do. I guess I just have to “let go” and see what happens. I must admit though, I am a bit scared.
Supposedly, there are other jobs for me to do, other assignments and such, but I feel really out of the loop. This new “system” of reality has such different rules that I feel like a fish out of water. I hope the new Captain knows what’s up, ‘cause I sure don’t!
SOUL: You do not need to understand because I KNOW. I AM your Soul; I know all of all. You see, I AM liberated from the 3D Game, while at the same time I AM still playing it through you, my Grounding Point.
EGO: Well, if you know so much, then tell me what my part is now? I am used to being in charge of everything, well at least everything in my conscious mind. No, that isn’t exactly correct either. OK, I am used to being in charge of every part of the consensus reality of which I am conscious. I guess that isn’t actually too much.
SOUL: Yes, dear ego, I am aware of your great contribution and sacrifice.
EGO: Sacrifice! What sacrifice?
SOUL: Your sacrifice was that you split off from the ONE; you diminished your awareness to embrace only one small, separate lifetime, on one small, separate planet. You turned OFF your awareness of SELF so that you could participate in a great experiment.
EGO: Experiment? What experiment did I participate in? I don’t remember splitting off from my SELF. In fact, I have always been myself…except...except that there has always been another presence, a Guide, or God or something, someone. I called it by many names. The names changed as I changed. I mean, I was the same person, but my awareness changed.
SOUL: Yes, your awareness changed as you became more conscious of ME—your Multidimensional SELF. Even thought you “split off” from me, I have never left you. How could I, for I AM you? I AM the Presence that you have always felt, but you could not believe that you could hold such Power, Wisdom and Unconditional Love. Therefore, you projected these feelings onto “other” Guides, Angels, and Masters.
Because you split off into the realm of separation and limitation, you were separate from ME, your Soul/SELF. I AM the “YOU” who lives in Constant Unity with your Guides, Angels and Masters. In fact, I AM your Guide, I AM an Angel, I AM an Ascended Master, and much, much more.
At the same time, I AM the “YOU” who is free of the 3D hierarchical systems that are separated into polarities of bad—better—best. In my reality, the true reality, there is No separation, there are NO polarities. Hence, there is NO hierarchy! We are all ONE.
EGO: I don’t understand how that can be. How can there be no separation, no polarity? If there is no hierarchy, then how do you learn from those who know more than you? Whom do you worship?
SOUL: There is no “learning” in my reality. There is only “KNOWING.” There is no worship, for no one is better, or worse. There can be no “better than” if we are all ONE. Therefore, we don’t “worship.” We KNOW. We LOVE. We appreciate and assist our fragments, such as YOU, who have split off from us to enter the great experiment of life in a polarized, lower dimensional reality.
Many of us have fragments of our SELF who live as lower dimensional life forms in different worlds and realities. To us, all these “grounded expressions” are the same. Hence, a “person” is no more significant than a “tree” or a “fish.” Since WE are all ONE, we view ALL life as ONE.
EGO: Now you are telling me that I am no better than a fish? I don’t think I can believe that. A fish doesn’t “do” anything but swim and get eaten by bigger fish, or by people. What good do they do?
SOUL: You don’t understand what I am saying. Here, there is no “doing.” There is no “eating,” there is no polarity of “good” or “bad.”
EGO: That sounds boring to me!
Soul: Yes it would sound boring to a 3D person who is trying to “do good,” especially when you are separate from me, your Soul. But, just as you cannot conceive of UNITY, KNOWING and BEING, I could not understand separation, doing and boring. That is why I split off a portion of my SELF off to enter into the experiment of life on the third dimension.
You have taught me much, and I wish to thank you. I also wish to bring you Home, into ME, your true SELF. That is why I have been recalibrating your earth vessel, chakra by chakra, so that I could integrate my Essence into yours. You see, then, we will no longer be separate. We will be ONE again.
EGO: Does that mean that you have left your reality?
SOUL: Oh no, my dear Grounding Point. There is no “leaving” in my reality. How can you “leave” when there is no “separation?” If there is only Unity, how can you leave Unity?
EGO: You are confusing me. I don’t understand this Unity thing that you speak of. It sounds nice. In fact, it feels much like the feeling I have had inside all my life, the feeling that I have worshipped. But I don’t understand how I, the separated one, can move into a reality that is so different from any reality that I have ever known, or even studied?
SOUL: You CREATE it!
EGO: Create it? How can I create something I don’t understand? This “creation” you speak of is beyond my ability to even conceive.
SOUL: You Surrender to me—your SELF. You fall into the FLOW of Unity that I AM You are the one who has to make the decision for us to reunite, as you live in a reality of Free Will. The rules that we agreed to before our “Fragment” logged onto the 3D Game, was that we can NEVER pull out, log out, of the Game until our Grounded One asks us.
We agreed that we would wait until our Fragment Awakened enough to remember its Multidimensional SELF and to seek our assistance. Then, when they were ready, we would guide our Fragments Home. That was the experiment: “Would a Being who separates from the Unity of All That Is, ever desire to return?”
EGO: Well, this has been a long experiment, millions of years, in fact!
SOUL: It has not been long to us, as we do not have “years.” In fact, we don’t have “time.” We live in the NOW. When you live in the NOW, you will have no regrets from the past, or fears of the future. When you remember how to live in the NOW, you will be able to find the FLOW into which you may Surrender to me, your Soul/SELF. Once you are reconnected to me, you will return Home.
EGO: How do you know that I want to surrender into this Flow? How do you know that I want to go Home?
SOUL: Because, dear portion of my SELF, you are choosing to integrate ME into your Earth Vessel. You see, Home is NOT a place; it is a vibration. Thus, as you integrate ME, you do not GO Home. You BECOME Home!
I wanted to add this poem i just found that i wrote long ago.
THE FLOW
The Flow is like a river
It is wide and it is narrow
It soars just like an eagle
And is gentle as a sparrow
The dawn across its waters
Glistens in the Sun
And everyone we’ve ever known
We find within its ONE
A part of us may not accept
The world our Flow will make
And can’t release the Core-Belief,
Old fashioned “GIVE ‘n TAKE”
But we cannot Give within the Flow
For no one there will Take
Instead we know, within that Flow
Our LIFE is what WE Make
The part of us that wants and gives
Is still outside the Flow
While the ONE inside is doing fine
And has no need to Know
This is the ONE we’ve always known
And sometimes can’t allow
The SELF we truly want to BE
But can’t remember how
Sometimes the Flow is easy
And pulls us to its heart
Sometimes the Flow is far away
A place where hope can start
If we could just surrender
Our woes into the Flow
We’d find that ONE we’ve always been
And allow that SELF to show
And when we can remember
To Fall into the Flow
We’ll follow it into its Heart,
To watch our True SELF grow
Then we’ll plant our growing SELF
Deep into Mother Earth
So the life we MAKE inside
Can blossom in Re-Birth
Then the Flow we once believed
Was outside our reality
Will be WITHIN us once again
This “time” for ALL finality
THE FLOW
Monday, December 27, 2010
My Birthday Question
Today, on my birthday, I awoke with the message:
“Release the third dimensional…”
It wasn’t release the third dimension, which left me with the question of:
“Release the third dimensional WHAT?”
I have thought of the Third Dimensional Operating System.
I am ready to release that!
There is also the third dimensional polarity of separation and limitation.
I am ready to release that!
Then again, there is third dimensional emotions of fear, anger and sorrow.
I am ready to release that!
However, with releasing the third dimensional “whatever” it leads me to the question of, “What about the third dimension do I want to keep?”
Interestingly enough, that question is more difficult to answer than the question about what I am ready to release. What to keep, what to keep?
I would like keep human love, but the negative polarity of being hurt can definitely be released.
Third dimensional mothering is wonderful, so I would like to keep that, but that has it downsides too.
In other words, I think I would like to keep the third dimensional highs and release the third dimensional lows.
It has been said that if we didn’t have the lows then we could not recognize the highs. That could be true in a third dimensional reality, but isn’t the highs with out the lows what the third dimension is about?
Steve Rother in his message from The Group said, “Dear ones, this is the greatest cosmic reality show throughout the universe. Human beings are evolving to the next level without leaving their bodies and physical structure. This has never happened before. It would be easy to see how you had planned this, for planet Earth was supposed to end between the years 2000 and 2012. It would have taken you roughly 12 years to finish this game and to close the door, and hopefully the last person out would remember to turn out the lights. That process was well underway.
“This would have created the energy that you were looking in a totally different manner. What would have happened is that mankind, as you know it would have ceased on planet Earth and your spirits would have formed a new game. That is what you have done over and over before, as it is what typically happens in games throughout the universe. But you have chosen to stay here in the physical body while you shine the light. This is underway now."
In other words, we humans have broken, or re-written, the rules of the 3D Game. We don’t want to die to the third dimension. We only want to release the lows and take the highs with us into our fifth dimensional Earth. The awakened ones can remember the experience of dying over myriad lifetimes, and we don’t need to repeat it. On the other hand, some Souls do want to die, so that they can go first into the fifth dimension and prepare a space for others.
They have likely made that choice because they have had enough of the third dimensional challenges. They may be that they no longer have the physical, emotional and/or mental strength to go through what the Planetary Ascension Team will need to DO and BE. It may also their Birth Contract to cross over at this time. When we all see them in the fifth dimension, we will know that there is no such thing as death.
We will bring Gaia with us when we meet them in the fifth dimension. OR, maybe Gaia will bring us. Of course, there will be no difference then, as we will exist in the total unity of the fifth dimension. Those of us who are staying to work with Gaia want the experience of the transmutation from a third dimensional body into a fifth dimensional body.
I guess another third dimensional thing we will need to release is our attachment to our physical form. In fact, maybe the answer to my initial question of “third dimensional what?” is that it is time to release ALL our third dimensional attachments.
Maybe once we release our attachments to the third dimension, and focus on the fifth dimension, the third dimensional highs will naturally fall into line. Therefore, when we release our attachments to our third dimensional body, all the many addictions we have gathered because our third dimensional emotions were too painful to confront, will simply “slip silently into the night.”
Then we can focus on all the wonderful parts of having a third dimensional body, such as: creative expression, making love, having a baby, finding our purpose, being deeply in love, good food, laughing with friends etc. etc. etc. We will place these experiences into our High Heart and take them with us into our fifth dimensional reality.
We can take (actually re-create) our beloved home, our profession, and our friendly neighborhood. Of course, we won’t forget the wonderful nature experiences we have had with Gaia. ALL of the above, and much, much more, we will pack in our Hearts and SAVE them with our unconditional love.
How will we do this Planetary Ascension thing that according to the Group has never been done before? The answer is,
“We don’t know, but if we want to find out,
we will have to talk to each other—a LOT!”
We will need to talk to our mates, our children, our friends, the people at work, our pets, our yard, the trees, the birds, the whales. They are all creating this adventure with us!
We will need to talk on the Internet to everyone to everyone we know, Facebook, Twitter, emails, newsletters, and/or youtube. Talk in song, pictures, dances, activities, words, but no matter how we do it, we will DO IT!
Right NOW, we are in the process of Planetary Ascension! Because of this, we need to “come out” to our TRUE SELF and share our experiences of awakening, our symptoms of transformation, and our dreams with anyone who is willing to listen.
One Being cannot ascend a planet.
Therefore, we need to ascend the planet united as
ONE BEING!
“Release the third dimensional…”
It wasn’t release the third dimension, which left me with the question of:
“Release the third dimensional WHAT?”
I have thought of the Third Dimensional Operating System.
I am ready to release that!
There is also the third dimensional polarity of separation and limitation.
I am ready to release that!
Then again, there is third dimensional emotions of fear, anger and sorrow.
I am ready to release that!
However, with releasing the third dimensional “whatever” it leads me to the question of, “What about the third dimension do I want to keep?”
Interestingly enough, that question is more difficult to answer than the question about what I am ready to release. What to keep, what to keep?
I would like keep human love, but the negative polarity of being hurt can definitely be released.
Third dimensional mothering is wonderful, so I would like to keep that, but that has it downsides too.
In other words, I think I would like to keep the third dimensional highs and release the third dimensional lows.
It has been said that if we didn’t have the lows then we could not recognize the highs. That could be true in a third dimensional reality, but isn’t the highs with out the lows what the third dimension is about?
Steve Rother in his message from The Group said, “Dear ones, this is the greatest cosmic reality show throughout the universe. Human beings are evolving to the next level without leaving their bodies and physical structure. This has never happened before. It would be easy to see how you had planned this, for planet Earth was supposed to end between the years 2000 and 2012. It would have taken you roughly 12 years to finish this game and to close the door, and hopefully the last person out would remember to turn out the lights. That process was well underway.
“This would have created the energy that you were looking in a totally different manner. What would have happened is that mankind, as you know it would have ceased on planet Earth and your spirits would have formed a new game. That is what you have done over and over before, as it is what typically happens in games throughout the universe. But you have chosen to stay here in the physical body while you shine the light. This is underway now."
In other words, we humans have broken, or re-written, the rules of the 3D Game. We don’t want to die to the third dimension. We only want to release the lows and take the highs with us into our fifth dimensional Earth. The awakened ones can remember the experience of dying over myriad lifetimes, and we don’t need to repeat it. On the other hand, some Souls do want to die, so that they can go first into the fifth dimension and prepare a space for others.
They have likely made that choice because they have had enough of the third dimensional challenges. They may be that they no longer have the physical, emotional and/or mental strength to go through what the Planetary Ascension Team will need to DO and BE. It may also their Birth Contract to cross over at this time. When we all see them in the fifth dimension, we will know that there is no such thing as death.
We will bring Gaia with us when we meet them in the fifth dimension. OR, maybe Gaia will bring us. Of course, there will be no difference then, as we will exist in the total unity of the fifth dimension. Those of us who are staying to work with Gaia want the experience of the transmutation from a third dimensional body into a fifth dimensional body.
I guess another third dimensional thing we will need to release is our attachment to our physical form. In fact, maybe the answer to my initial question of “third dimensional what?” is that it is time to release ALL our third dimensional attachments.
Maybe once we release our attachments to the third dimension, and focus on the fifth dimension, the third dimensional highs will naturally fall into line. Therefore, when we release our attachments to our third dimensional body, all the many addictions we have gathered because our third dimensional emotions were too painful to confront, will simply “slip silently into the night.”
Then we can focus on all the wonderful parts of having a third dimensional body, such as: creative expression, making love, having a baby, finding our purpose, being deeply in love, good food, laughing with friends etc. etc. etc. We will place these experiences into our High Heart and take them with us into our fifth dimensional reality.
We can take (actually re-create) our beloved home, our profession, and our friendly neighborhood. Of course, we won’t forget the wonderful nature experiences we have had with Gaia. ALL of the above, and much, much more, we will pack in our Hearts and SAVE them with our unconditional love.
How will we do this Planetary Ascension thing that according to the Group has never been done before? The answer is,
“We don’t know, but if we want to find out,
we will have to talk to each other—a LOT!”
We will need to talk to our mates, our children, our friends, the people at work, our pets, our yard, the trees, the birds, the whales. They are all creating this adventure with us!
We will need to talk on the Internet to everyone to everyone we know, Facebook, Twitter, emails, newsletters, and/or youtube. Talk in song, pictures, dances, activities, words, but no matter how we do it, we will DO IT!
Right NOW, we are in the process of Planetary Ascension! Because of this, we need to “come out” to our TRUE SELF and share our experiences of awakening, our symptoms of transformation, and our dreams with anyone who is willing to listen.
One Being cannot ascend a planet.
Therefore, we need to ascend the planet united as
ONE BEING!
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Message from Gaia
Dear Readers,
I want to take a moment to thank you all for your wonderful support and wish you a wonderful Holiday Season. I know that with the Solstice and the Eclipse, the energies have been VERY intense. I know that i have had a difficult time staying awake to the 3D, as i have have wanted to only be AWAKE to the fifth dimensional reality that i have found, created and share. This 5D version of life on planet Earth surrounds and guides me through the challenges of the great transformation that we are creating/experiencing.
When my consciousness is high enough, i can wear this 5D reality like a warm coat on a cold day. However, over 3D time the comfort of my "warm coat" erodes away, and i gradually, or suddenly, fall out of the NOW of our 5D reality . It is then that i need to reach inside to return to the growing familiarity of OUR expanding fifth dimensional reality. If i have prepared myself in the morning, i can more easily recover that 5D FEEL, but if i am in the midst of the 3D flurry, especially the shopping mania, i just need to hold on until i can be alone and go inside my SELF.When i go inside, i can find the light and unconditional love the the fifth dimension.
What has assisted me lately is a message that i got from Gaia on the last day of my vacation. I awoke with the words, "Dear Children of my Land," in my mind and instantly recognized the unconditional love of Gaia. I immediately went to my computer to "take dictation." What She said was a surprise to me, and it has been a constant anchor to keep me centered during this busy, busy, busy time. This message will close my New Years Eve radio show and go out as a special New Years Day bulletin. However, i wanted to share it with you all now, so that it may be an anchor to you, as well. As usual, i love to hear your comments, though i know you all me too busy to write them at this time.
Again i want to wish you all a wonderful Holiday Season and a Happy New Year. I think that 2011 will be a transformational year!! Below is Gaia's message:
Dear Children of my Land,
I am Gaia, your Earth Mother. I wish to speak with you this evening on the last day of my year 2010 to tell you that I AM so Proud to be YOU. Yes, I AM YOU, for dear humans, we are ONE.
You have come onto my body for myriad lives, during myriad civilizations, and NOW you have come to me to live your final physical incarnation. Dear Children, you have done so much to assist me in this, your closing incarnation, so that we may travel Home to our fifth dimensional expression as ONE Being.
We, you and I, have suffered many assaults at the hands of those who could not see the Light, but these assaults are coming to an end, for we have remembered. You, dear ones have remembered, as have I; we have remembered that the “time” has come to “end the game.”
We have come to the completion of the lessons of this frequency and desire to return to our true, fifth dimensional resonance. We long to be within the Oness from which we were born and to live within the unconditional love and multidimensional light of that reality.
Those who have feared the concept of that return have forgotten that they too are magnificent beings of light. Therefore, in these final times of illusionary life, I ask of each of you, my brave warriors, to ease your fist and open your heart.
Fear and fight will feed the dark, whereas love and light will awaken a spark within the ATMA of their hearts.
There is NO ONE who does not have an inner ATMA, a Three Fold Flame of Wisdom, Power and Love, as it is that which allows a human to maintain a body. Therefore, my brave children, I, your mother, ask that—instead of fear and anger—send to these lost ones the Wisdom, Power and Love that resides within your OWN Three Fold Flame.
As you have learned, that which you send out into my world, will return to you, and me, three fold. Because of this Law, which I know you remember, the best way to assist me now is to Forgive those who have harmed US.
Use your mighty Wisdom, Power and Love to send unconditional love and forgiveness to the ones who have forgotten and cannot remember. As you bless them see my true beauty. Envision my mighty oceans, rivers and streams, my beautiful mountains, vast prairies, lush forest and courageous deserts. See my many life forms of plants and animals as they bask within your unconditional love.
As your forgive these lost ones, please tell them that I, Gaia, hold no remorse for my choices, nor should they. Each of my beings has chosen to play a role in the drama of “Life in the Third Dimension.” Those who cannot awaken are merely those who cannot remember their true SELF. As these lost ones awaken, they shall contribute so much to our planetary ascension, that, at last, they will understand why they have chosen to play the role of the villain.
As we come to the final act of this great drama, we remember the last words of a beloved, yet widely misquoted hero. With his dying breath, he sent forth forgiveness as he said,
“FORGIVE THEM LORD, FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO.”
Soon “they” will know what they are doing and these ones who have chosen to incarnate, as the villain will need your unconditional love to heal. The higher the climb—the steeper the fall, also reads as, the steeper the fall—the higher the climb.
My dear, dedicated children, I ask in this final turn of illusion that you choose love, for it is only through the power of unconditional love that forgiveness can be sincere.
Let we, Person and Planet, hold these words within our heart and mind,
“Forgive them for they know not what they do.”
With these words we use the power of our unconditional love and forgiveness for ALL LIFE to merge the polarities of our third dimensional expression and ascend into the fifth dimensional Unity of the ONE.
The ONE awaits us NOW. Our Return is imminent!
I want to take a moment to thank you all for your wonderful support and wish you a wonderful Holiday Season. I know that with the Solstice and the Eclipse, the energies have been VERY intense. I know that i have had a difficult time staying awake to the 3D, as i have have wanted to only be AWAKE to the fifth dimensional reality that i have found, created and share. This 5D version of life on planet Earth surrounds and guides me through the challenges of the great transformation that we are creating/experiencing.
When my consciousness is high enough, i can wear this 5D reality like a warm coat on a cold day. However, over 3D time the comfort of my "warm coat" erodes away, and i gradually, or suddenly, fall out of the NOW of our 5D reality . It is then that i need to reach inside to return to the growing familiarity of OUR expanding fifth dimensional reality. If i have prepared myself in the morning, i can more easily recover that 5D FEEL, but if i am in the midst of the 3D flurry, especially the shopping mania, i just need to hold on until i can be alone and go inside my SELF.When i go inside, i can find the light and unconditional love the the fifth dimension.
What has assisted me lately is a message that i got from Gaia on the last day of my vacation. I awoke with the words, "Dear Children of my Land," in my mind and instantly recognized the unconditional love of Gaia. I immediately went to my computer to "take dictation." What She said was a surprise to me, and it has been a constant anchor to keep me centered during this busy, busy, busy time. This message will close my New Years Eve radio show and go out as a special New Years Day bulletin. However, i wanted to share it with you all now, so that it may be an anchor to you, as well. As usual, i love to hear your comments, though i know you all me too busy to write them at this time.
Again i want to wish you all a wonderful Holiday Season and a Happy New Year. I think that 2011 will be a transformational year!! Below is Gaia's message:
Dear Children of my Land,
I am Gaia, your Earth Mother. I wish to speak with you this evening on the last day of my year 2010 to tell you that I AM so Proud to be YOU. Yes, I AM YOU, for dear humans, we are ONE.
You have come onto my body for myriad lives, during myriad civilizations, and NOW you have come to me to live your final physical incarnation. Dear Children, you have done so much to assist me in this, your closing incarnation, so that we may travel Home to our fifth dimensional expression as ONE Being.
We, you and I, have suffered many assaults at the hands of those who could not see the Light, but these assaults are coming to an end, for we have remembered. You, dear ones have remembered, as have I; we have remembered that the “time” has come to “end the game.”
We have come to the completion of the lessons of this frequency and desire to return to our true, fifth dimensional resonance. We long to be within the Oness from which we were born and to live within the unconditional love and multidimensional light of that reality.
Those who have feared the concept of that return have forgotten that they too are magnificent beings of light. Therefore, in these final times of illusionary life, I ask of each of you, my brave warriors, to ease your fist and open your heart.
Fear and fight will feed the dark, whereas love and light will awaken a spark within the ATMA of their hearts.
There is NO ONE who does not have an inner ATMA, a Three Fold Flame of Wisdom, Power and Love, as it is that which allows a human to maintain a body. Therefore, my brave children, I, your mother, ask that—instead of fear and anger—send to these lost ones the Wisdom, Power and Love that resides within your OWN Three Fold Flame.
As you have learned, that which you send out into my world, will return to you, and me, three fold. Because of this Law, which I know you remember, the best way to assist me now is to Forgive those who have harmed US.
Use your mighty Wisdom, Power and Love to send unconditional love and forgiveness to the ones who have forgotten and cannot remember. As you bless them see my true beauty. Envision my mighty oceans, rivers and streams, my beautiful mountains, vast prairies, lush forest and courageous deserts. See my many life forms of plants and animals as they bask within your unconditional love.
As your forgive these lost ones, please tell them that I, Gaia, hold no remorse for my choices, nor should they. Each of my beings has chosen to play a role in the drama of “Life in the Third Dimension.” Those who cannot awaken are merely those who cannot remember their true SELF. As these lost ones awaken, they shall contribute so much to our planetary ascension, that, at last, they will understand why they have chosen to play the role of the villain.
As we come to the final act of this great drama, we remember the last words of a beloved, yet widely misquoted hero. With his dying breath, he sent forth forgiveness as he said,
“FORGIVE THEM LORD, FOR THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO.”
Soon “they” will know what they are doing and these ones who have chosen to incarnate, as the villain will need your unconditional love to heal. The higher the climb—the steeper the fall, also reads as, the steeper the fall—the higher the climb.
My dear, dedicated children, I ask in this final turn of illusion that you choose love, for it is only through the power of unconditional love that forgiveness can be sincere.
Let we, Person and Planet, hold these words within our heart and mind,
“Forgive them for they know not what they do.”
With these words we use the power of our unconditional love and forgiveness for ALL LIFE to merge the polarities of our third dimensional expression and ascend into the fifth dimensional Unity of the ONE.
The ONE awaits us NOW. Our Return is imminent!
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Abduction
Hello from Big Sur. Thank you for all your comments about awakening.
It is important that we share our experiences with others because our expanded consciousness manifests our thoughts and feelings almost instantly now. Therefore, if think we are having an illness or anxiety, then that is our reality. On the other hand, if we think we are having symptoms of awakening, then that is our reality. There are, of course, times when we are sick or injured. Those times come when there is some old emotions or memories that need to be purged. Therefore, we create a certain scenario in which we have to be still and center our attention on our SELF, so that we can complete this purge.
My first thought about coming into Nature was that i felt i had something to release. However, what i needed first was to get grounded. Therefore, not a lot of meditation, except i have been meditating on our walks, but a lot of walking and being still in the quiet and beauty of Nature. I posted some pictures and a short video on my Facebook to share some of what i have been seeing. I have been attracted to rivers, creeks, and ocean views, which there are many of here. I know now that i had this attraction so that Nature could teach me how to live in the Flow during the hustle and bustle of daily life.
Yesterday, i did get in connection with a deep, deep fear from my childhood that it is time to release. Again, i hope i don't offend anyone by my admission, but it is my Truth, and i vowed to only speak my truth here. Also, i know that i am not the only one who has had these experience. Perhaps i can offer them a place to talk about their experience as well. If you have been reading my newsletters or listening to my radio show, you know that i have been talking about our Space Family. I, also, shared one time, with a great response, that i had a meditation where i was taken aboard a Space Ship.
However, i know that i can have an awake experience of visiting a Space Ship, but i feel a submerged fear whenever i think of it. Well, here is my story. I was abducted as a child and when i was older. I found myself realizing that that fear was actually implanted into me by the Zeta's so that i would not tell anyone about my experience. Well, telling people was not an issue, as i couldn't even tell people about my dreams or psychic experiences. In fact, it took soooo much courage for me to first write my website and "come out" as my self, that i had to use my pen name, Suzan Caroll.
Well, thanks to all the wonderful support i have gotten from my readers, i now have the courage to talk about my abduction. There is not a lot i can say about it, as i have still to recover the details. However, my dream last night told me that my wounded child needed my attention, and i had to heal her before i could go onto the next level of my awakening. I am healing her by telling my friends what happened to her/me, so that she can release her shame and fear of discovery. In my dream last night i felt the terror of my disconnection from my sleeping physical self and my desperation to return to her. I woke up knowing that i had to talk about this in a public manner.
It was this issue, my wounded, abducted child/teen, that i knew i had to address and KNEW i had to go into Nature to get grounded enough to look at it. I will share what i remember, which isn't too much. I clearly remember being on the cold metal table with their faces looking down at me. I remember sharp things, too many sharp things. I am almost 64 years old and i have NEVER had any surgery at all. I also HATE going to the dentist. I also know exactly where my implant is, and i can feel a fear right now as i share this. The Arcturians told me this morning that the implant leaves an embedded message to never share what has happened.
There is a bit more, but this is enough for now. I was told this morning that the best way to heal my abducted child is to tell my story, just as i have about the other realities that i have shared in my books and newsletters. If anyone has been abducted, i would love to hear from you. You can be anonymous if you wish. I have only met one person who also knows she was abducted. I think talking to her has given me the courage to face this straight on. I KNOW i want to visit the Arcturians on their ship in my fully conscious mind. I also believe that disclosure of our governments interaction with the ETs is very immanent. I want to clear ALL of my fear so that i can contribute my full love and light to this planetary awakening into truth!
Blessings to you all,
sue
It is important that we share our experiences with others because our expanded consciousness manifests our thoughts and feelings almost instantly now. Therefore, if think we are having an illness or anxiety, then that is our reality. On the other hand, if we think we are having symptoms of awakening, then that is our reality. There are, of course, times when we are sick or injured. Those times come when there is some old emotions or memories that need to be purged. Therefore, we create a certain scenario in which we have to be still and center our attention on our SELF, so that we can complete this purge.
My first thought about coming into Nature was that i felt i had something to release. However, what i needed first was to get grounded. Therefore, not a lot of meditation, except i have been meditating on our walks, but a lot of walking and being still in the quiet and beauty of Nature. I posted some pictures and a short video on my Facebook to share some of what i have been seeing. I have been attracted to rivers, creeks, and ocean views, which there are many of here. I know now that i had this attraction so that Nature could teach me how to live in the Flow during the hustle and bustle of daily life.
Yesterday, i did get in connection with a deep, deep fear from my childhood that it is time to release. Again, i hope i don't offend anyone by my admission, but it is my Truth, and i vowed to only speak my truth here. Also, i know that i am not the only one who has had these experience. Perhaps i can offer them a place to talk about their experience as well. If you have been reading my newsletters or listening to my radio show, you know that i have been talking about our Space Family. I, also, shared one time, with a great response, that i had a meditation where i was taken aboard a Space Ship.
However, i know that i can have an awake experience of visiting a Space Ship, but i feel a submerged fear whenever i think of it. Well, here is my story. I was abducted as a child and when i was older. I found myself realizing that that fear was actually implanted into me by the Zeta's so that i would not tell anyone about my experience. Well, telling people was not an issue, as i couldn't even tell people about my dreams or psychic experiences. In fact, it took soooo much courage for me to first write my website and "come out" as my self, that i had to use my pen name, Suzan Caroll.
Well, thanks to all the wonderful support i have gotten from my readers, i now have the courage to talk about my abduction. There is not a lot i can say about it, as i have still to recover the details. However, my dream last night told me that my wounded child needed my attention, and i had to heal her before i could go onto the next level of my awakening. I am healing her by telling my friends what happened to her/me, so that she can release her shame and fear of discovery. In my dream last night i felt the terror of my disconnection from my sleeping physical self and my desperation to return to her. I woke up knowing that i had to talk about this in a public manner.
It was this issue, my wounded, abducted child/teen, that i knew i had to address and KNEW i had to go into Nature to get grounded enough to look at it. I will share what i remember, which isn't too much. I clearly remember being on the cold metal table with their faces looking down at me. I remember sharp things, too many sharp things. I am almost 64 years old and i have NEVER had any surgery at all. I also HATE going to the dentist. I also know exactly where my implant is, and i can feel a fear right now as i share this. The Arcturians told me this morning that the implant leaves an embedded message to never share what has happened.
There is a bit more, but this is enough for now. I was told this morning that the best way to heal my abducted child is to tell my story, just as i have about the other realities that i have shared in my books and newsletters. If anyone has been abducted, i would love to hear from you. You can be anonymous if you wish. I have only met one person who also knows she was abducted. I think talking to her has given me the courage to face this straight on. I KNOW i want to visit the Arcturians on their ship in my fully conscious mind. I also believe that disclosure of our governments interaction with the ETs is very immanent. I want to clear ALL of my fear so that i can contribute my full love and light to this planetary awakening into truth!
Blessings to you all,
sue
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Cone of Light
Dear Blog.
I am sorry that i have not written anything for a while. I have been in input status and have had very little output energy. The cycle of downloading the Light and feeling disconnected to 3D, spacey, tired, euphoric and scattered is an important part of our process of ascension. Fortunately, i get to go to the redwoods for ten day in just a few more days, which is why i am downloading in earnest. I have been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and i am still tired. I know that this process is part of my Lightbody transition. In fact, my feet are so cold. Actually, i have been cold, and i always run hot. I think i am experiencing these polarities in my body to find the center.
This needs to be a quick touch in as i MUST go walk on the beach to get grounded. The Light that has been coming into my body is stronger than i can ever remember. I have been having a vision, experience, image of my self as being a flash of light coming out of a cone, like an ice cream cone that looks like it is made of white paper. First, just my head was out, then when i made the opening the Third Eye meditation/youtube (which will be in the December newsletter), i came out the cone all the way down to my solar plexus.
At the same time, life is "business as usual." So i am really in two realities. One reality is becoming and the other feels like it is ending. However, not all of it is ending, for some of it is actually part of the reality that is becoming. Are you totally confused now?? I am sure that others of you are having similar experiences, and i would LOVE to hear from you if you are. I think it is vital now that those of us that are in the act of transformation be open about our process to make it safe for others to talk about their experiences. In that way we make transition NORMAL, and assure that it is NOT an illness--it is an improvement and return to our SELF.
I know that all of us have past life memories of the horrible things that happened to us in when we spoke the truth. Look at the wiki whatever (forgot the name) who is speaking the truth. Boy, the "power people" of the 3D are more frightened of the Truth than anything. Can you imagine having power over the entire world by telling lies and frightening others into submission, then having the face the TRUTH. Wow, we think we have problems. Because we are ascending, it is our responsibility to send these people unconditional love. I know that feels a bit like stepping on hot coals, but that action is also an initiation too.
Right now our greatest initiation of all is to live in unconditional love. This task is not easy, but the good news is that in order to send it out, we have to hold it in our bodies. It is the holding of unconditional love in our bodies that allows our Lightbody to emerge and the sending out of the unconditional love that is our Mission as members of Gaia's Planetary Ascension Team.
Well, i guess this is not too short. I have to keep my promise with my self now and take that walk before i get ready for work. Have a great day everyone. I am being told to blog about my experience in Nature. It feels like it will be important. No internet there unless we drive to a certain place where they have wi-phi. Cool, a bit like the old days when we could pretend we were separate.
NOW we KNOW we are ALL ONE.
I am sorry that i have not written anything for a while. I have been in input status and have had very little output energy. The cycle of downloading the Light and feeling disconnected to 3D, spacey, tired, euphoric and scattered is an important part of our process of ascension. Fortunately, i get to go to the redwoods for ten day in just a few more days, which is why i am downloading in earnest. I have been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and i am still tired. I know that this process is part of my Lightbody transition. In fact, my feet are so cold. Actually, i have been cold, and i always run hot. I think i am experiencing these polarities in my body to find the center.
This needs to be a quick touch in as i MUST go walk on the beach to get grounded. The Light that has been coming into my body is stronger than i can ever remember. I have been having a vision, experience, image of my self as being a flash of light coming out of a cone, like an ice cream cone that looks like it is made of white paper. First, just my head was out, then when i made the opening the Third Eye meditation/youtube (which will be in the December newsletter), i came out the cone all the way down to my solar plexus.
At the same time, life is "business as usual." So i am really in two realities. One reality is becoming and the other feels like it is ending. However, not all of it is ending, for some of it is actually part of the reality that is becoming. Are you totally confused now?? I am sure that others of you are having similar experiences, and i would LOVE to hear from you if you are. I think it is vital now that those of us that are in the act of transformation be open about our process to make it safe for others to talk about their experiences. In that way we make transition NORMAL, and assure that it is NOT an illness--it is an improvement and return to our SELF.
I know that all of us have past life memories of the horrible things that happened to us in when we spoke the truth. Look at the wiki whatever (forgot the name) who is speaking the truth. Boy, the "power people" of the 3D are more frightened of the Truth than anything. Can you imagine having power over the entire world by telling lies and frightening others into submission, then having the face the TRUTH. Wow, we think we have problems. Because we are ascending, it is our responsibility to send these people unconditional love. I know that feels a bit like stepping on hot coals, but that action is also an initiation too.
Right now our greatest initiation of all is to live in unconditional love. This task is not easy, but the good news is that in order to send it out, we have to hold it in our bodies. It is the holding of unconditional love in our bodies that allows our Lightbody to emerge and the sending out of the unconditional love that is our Mission as members of Gaia's Planetary Ascension Team.
Well, i guess this is not too short. I have to keep my promise with my self now and take that walk before i get ready for work. Have a great day everyone. I am being told to blog about my experience in Nature. It feels like it will be important. No internet there unless we drive to a certain place where they have wi-phi. Cool, a bit like the old days when we could pretend we were separate.
NOW we KNOW we are ALL ONE.
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