Part 3 of THE JOURNAL
Remembering The Dream
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
1-26-96
“Dear Mytria,” Beverly
wrote. “I would like a quick word from you regarding my UFO search. I spent
many hours trying to find some information and all I found was information
about the Zetas.”
Dear Beverly,” Mytria
responded by writing in the journal.
There are actually few
humans who can take the leap of communicating with us in this fashion. To do
something alone without the support of others to validate your experience is
not something that many people are brave enough to do.
However, you have felt
alone inside yourself your entire life. You have always kept secrets from
others because you had learned that it was not safe to share what you knew
inside yourself. Now you are getting strong enough to begin to share your
knowledge. However, there is a certain amount of preparation of yourself that
must take place before you can go ‘public’ with your information.
When you are ready to
be totally open with what you know, you will find others who are doing the same
thing. We Pleidians are communicating with quite a few people. However, it will
be a while yet before you can speak with each other through your Internet.
People still need a certain amount of proof to validate their experiences. Do
not be concerned. We are here with you.
~LISA~
To her surprise, Lisa
continued reading. There was something about this Mytria person that felt,
well, it felt familiar. However, she could not tell anyone that. They would
think she was crazy. Lisa continued reading. In fact, she didn’t even get up to
get more coffee.
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
3-10-96
Dear Mytria, wrote
Beverly. Do you have a message for me today?
Dearest Beverly,
I am glad to see that
you are coming to peace with your third and fourth dimensional experiences.
Forgiveness of others and yourself is indeed the
key, as forgiveness is the energy field that allows you to release that which has reached its completion. Your
feelings of aloneness and competition are part of this process of
transmutation.
First you had to feel
and release the sadness of the ages. This sadness is an illusion because it was
based on separation. Separation is the ultimate illusion. You are not now, nor
have you ever been, separate from the many versions of your Higher SELF. Feel
this divine unity and see it shining through the clearing fog.”
~LISA~
“Wait a minute. My
dream! I remember my dream. I was standing all alone, but the Sun was shining
through the fog and it felt so very good. NO Lisa NO! You are just sleep
deprived. Don’t start believing this crap,” said Lisa to herself. However, she
could not seem to get quite as angry as before. What was going on here? She
needed to get home to her ‘normal’ life. But, she did not get up or leave. She
stayed in her ‘homework chair’ in her mother’s house and continued to read.
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
Feel the warmth of the
Truth of Unity with ALL THAT IS, continued Mytria. Know that you are now at ONE
with your divine self. You are the fingers on the hand that is connected to the
heart, mind and spirit of the Creator.
I, Mytria, am yourself on a
higher vibration. I am one of your alternate realities, and I welcome your
awareness into my world. My true relationship with you is a difficult concept
for your third-dimensional mind to understand. Merely listen. I am you, but I
am also more than you. However, you are also more than me.
I am not better than you just because I vibrate at a higher
frequency. It is just that from my higher perspective I am able to see all of
you. On the other hand, you can only see portions of yourself from your dimension.
Therefore, I can be of service to you.
“From my perspective, I can see you in many third
dimensional realities. I am particularly drawn to the lives in which you served
the Goddess, as that was very harmonic with our
purpose in this reality. I will be happy to assist you in your communication
about the reawakening of the Goddess on your planet.
However, returning to my vision of you, besides seeing your
many third and fourth dimensional lives, I can see the lives in which you chose
to incarnate on other planets and on higher vibrations. You have been able to
feel close ties to certain planets such as Venus, Arcturus, Antares, Sirius,
and here on Alcyone. I can see a fine nervous system of light that is growing
each time you open yourself up to communications with these portions of yourself.
There are actually other galactic incarnations beyond what
I have mentioned, but you have concentrated on the ones to which you have the
strongest attraction and clearest memory. Allow your memory to be awakened as
you visualize your light filled nervous system. Feel yourself moving beyond
time and space. Remember your other realities like you remembered what you ate
for breakfast.
Do you remember when you left Arcturus to begin your
adventure of incarnation in the lower vibrations? First you went to Venus to
experience this galaxy and prepare for your incarnations on Earth. When you
heard ‘the call,’ you came to planet Earth and began your many
third-dimensional incarnations.
“For your first incarnation, you were a female who
eventually became an Atlantian Priestess. After the fall of Atlantis, you
stayed in Faerie in the fourth dimension until your next incarnation in early
England. In that reality, you were half Faerie and half human. Write this story
Lisa. It will help you to clear your mind and open your heart.”
~LISA~
“Wait, does that say Lisa? That must be a typo,” scoffed
Lisa. “Mom always had too many typing errors. Except that there aren’t that
many now. I am sure I just imagined that.” However, Lisa did not go back to
check the text. Did she want it to be for her?
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
After each life of great spiritual attainment, Mytria
continued, you were able to raise your vibration enough to incarnate on higher
planes of reality. Many times you returned to Venus to rest and relax. From
Venus you often returned to Arcturus.
Remember these journeys, as that memory will further
reinforce your light plexus. The memories of Venus and Arcturus are the
strongest in your mind because they have the greatest love vibration. As you
have already remembered, after each of your spiritual lives you were able to
take on an alternate reality, which was actually from your past as well as your
future.
You will have to just accept that statement because it is
very difficult for you to understand at this
Earth moment. All of these extraterrestrial realities were created before your
Earth lives, as well as created after them. That is all for ‘now.’ I will be
pleased to communicate more. Remember to call to me before you go to sleep and
then write your dreams as soon as you awaken.
Mytria
~LISA~
“Remember
to remember your dreams,” kept swirling in Lisa’s mind. But, she pushed it
away. Enough of this reading and lying around; maybe it was time to call the
police? However, the next post from Mytria caught her eye, so she decided to
read just a little bit more.
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
3-11-96
Dear Mytria,
“I had a dream last night of a familiar format that I have
come to call ‘Temple Dreams.’ In these dreams I perceive myself as flying up
into a cloudy, etheric area. At first I can only see what looks like fog, but
then I seem to alter my course and slowly fly down into another cloudy area,
which glistens with a sparkling light.
Gradually, I adapt to a vision in which I am with a group
of people. We are sitting under a huge dome that is held with huge pillars. We
all sit quietly while we listen to a magnificent being that is much like my
childhood cloud friend. However, the cloud being does not always have the same
feel to me, so I think that different higher beings speak at different times.
After the cloud being has completed its speech, a being I
call my ‘guide’ appears from nowhere and motions for me to follow it. I say
“it” because the guide, who always feels like the same being, is also a cloudy
presence with glistening light. My guide transports me to an unknown location
where I have an experience, which I call ‘the dream.’
~LISA~
“Just a minute here,” Lisa says with surprise. “I think I
had a dream like that! No, no, Lisa,”
she says to herself. “Too much of this Journal. I am getting as crazy as my
mother. There has been far too much isolation. I really do need to phone the
police.” But, Lisa did not phone the police. She did not push away the journal,
which she had done many times. She wanted to hear about this dream, so she
continued reading.
~BEVERLY’S JOURNAL~
In the ‘dream’ there were three groups that were having some
kind of competition,” Beverly wrote in the Journal. “Much to my surprise, I was
the leader of one group and, even more shockingly, my ex-husband, David, was
the leader of the other group. We were in an amphitheater and each group was to
go around a large circle together within the time period of 28 seconds. A third
group had already finished their race, but that is all I remember about that
group. For some reason this dream felt important. Dear Mytria, can you assist
me to understand what it meant?
My dear Beverly, Mytria wrote, I am happy to assist you to
understand your dream. The 28 seconds reduced to the number 10 in numerology,
which further reduced to the number 1. Numerology is a part of your awareness,
is it not? The number 1 represents a new beginning.
The three groups are three waves of evolution. The first
group did not complete the cycle within the time that they had allotted to
them. Therefore, they had to return to their seats, or physical bodies. In
other words, they did not finish their race.
Everyone in the remaining two groups was very excited about
their opportunity to ‘win the race,’ but the older, wiser members of your group
knew that beginnings take much patience and calm awareness in order to bring
them into full fruition. You also knew that the journey was not ending but
instead just beginning.
David, your ex-husband represented the male portion of your
higher dimensional SELF, and you were in the form of myself, Mytria. Just as I,
Mytria, am from the Pleiades, David is from the planet Antares and is actually
called Jaqual.
The Elders at the front of the amphitheater were from the
Federation of Planets. You seem to have forgotten this part of the dream, but
as you stood up to take your cycle/race, you remembered that Love is the key to
successfully completing the cycle.”
~LISA~
Now Lisa had had enough. The thought that her father, who
she had not seen in ages was somehow joining a race with her mother, was too
much to bear. Besides what is Antares? She was not ready to phone the police,
yet, but when she read that part of the message she started to cry.
Slamming the journal closed did not stop her crying. In
fact, she cried harder and louder. She was alone and no one could hear her, so
why not finally have a good cry? When she needed a tissue, the only ones she
could remember were by her mother’s bed. She found her way there, walked to the
nightstand to get the tissue, and began to cry almost hysterically.
When she could cry no more, she lay on her mother’s bed,
just like she loved to do when she was a child. Even though her mother had been
gone for who knows how long, she could still smell her mother’s scent when she pulled back the bedspread to climb into the bed.
The sobbing calmed, just as it always did when she went to her mother for
comfort.
“What happened to us? We had always been so close?” were
Lisa’s last thoughts as she drifted off into a deep, deep sleep. In fact, it
was the best sleep she had had in months. Just before Lisa awoke from her much
needed sleep, she had a dream in which Mytria said to her mother,
“Now I will you tell what really happened last evening. You
Beverly, who is a lower frequency of me, Mytria, and David, who is a lower
frequency of Jaqual, were at a Federation meeting. Beverly/I and David/Jaqual
talked about the ascension process of your planet and how the awakened ones of
Earth could assist.
“The first suggestion was to generate excitement in order
to jar the sleeping ones into awareness. However, we decided that the
excitement would prove to be too much of a distraction from the process of
awakening, and we did not have the ‘time’ to risk that distraction.
“The second race/idea was to have a mass landing of our
ships. However, that idea was too soon, as humanity was still too brainwashed
that ‘ETs were bad.’ We then decided that those who had been awake and aware
for a portion of their Earth time would be good leaders if they could share
their process. In fact, sharing their process would be a good role model for
others.
“The third idea was our best idea in which everyone could
realize that ascension takes calm patience, unconditional love and great
courage. However, there are not enough humans who possess and can maintain
‘calm patience, unconditional love and great courage.’
“Finally, we decided that we, the members of your galactic
family, would need to bi-locate into the bodies of already incarnated humans
who showed some ability to hold the three qualities of patience, love and
courage.
“Bi-location means that we are still in our Galactic self
and our multidimensional consciousness, but we also share our essence with a
human who is willing to accept our presence. Therefore, I bi-located into you,
Beverly, and Jaqual bi-located into your husband David.”
Lisa awoke with the message from Mytria in her mind. Before
she could return to her skeptical self, she automatically reached for the
writing pad and pen that her mother always kept by her bed and wrote,
“The third idea was
our best idea in which everyone could realize that ascension takes calm
patience, unconditional love and great courage. However, there are not enough
humans who possess and can maintain calm patience, unconditional love and great
courage.
Finally, we decided
that we, the members of your galactic family, would need to bi-locate into the
bodies of already incarnated humans who showed some ability to hold the three
qualities of patience, love and courage.
Bi-location means
that we are still in our Galactic self and our multidimensional consciousness,
but we also share our essence with a human who is willing to accept our
presence. Therefore, I bi-located into you, Beverly, and Jaqual bi-located into
your husband David.
Too groggy to realize what she had done, she fell back
asleep and slept until it was dark.
She awoke with a start to find a completely dark house. She
reached over to turn on the light and noticed the pad and pen. “Oh,” she said.
“More weird stuff written by my mother.” She did not notice it was in her
handwriting, as she urgently needed to go to the bathroom.
She was alone in the middle of the night and felt a bit
spooked, so went around the house turning on lights. She then went to the
pantry and found some canned soup and an unopened package of crackers. While
the soup warmed, she put a cup of water and the crackers on the small kitchen
table.
When the soup was ready, she poured it into a bowl and sat
in a chair at the same table that had been there her entire life. After she had
eaten her soup and crackers, she realized that she had chosen her favorite
childhood bowl and cup and had sat on her “side” of the table.
“Why did mom keep all this stuff?” she said out loud. She
was just feeling the familiar anger rise within her when she heard, “Because I
love you.”
“No, NO, that is not my mother’s voice I just heard!” cried
Lisa. But it sounded like her mother’s voice, and Lisa was beginning to realize
how much she missed her.
Leaving the dirty dishes on the table, she went back to the
homework chair to continue reading. When she read the last three paragraphs she
noticed that she had read it before.
“I am not ready to read this now,” she said as she found
the clicker for the TV and found an old movie to take her away. When the early
morning light entered the living room, she awoke. All the lights were on in the
house, so she began turning them off.
When she got to her mother’s bedroom, she decided to make
the bed and saw the notepad next to the light. “Hey, this is what I just read.”
She did not note it was her handwriting until she finished making the bed and
knocked the tablet onto the floor. When she picked it up, she was finally ready
to see that it was her writing.
She ran back to the book to see that the message she wrote
was exactly the same as the message in the book that what written in 1996. Too
shocked to think, she stuffed the tablet in her mother’s nightstand drawer.
“Now I am starting to hallucinate. Too much reading of that
journal, my body is stiff from sitting in that chair. I need to take a walk”
she exclaimed.
Lisa tried to walk away from the fact that she had written
exactly what her mother had written long, long ago. She must have read those paragraphs
before, she told herself. “But how could I get every word exactly correct?” she
muttered as she began to jog.
By the time she got back home (was she calling it home?)
and taken a shower, she had forgotten the incident of the “three paragraphs.”
She finally made some calls to her friend and husband, knowing they would go to
voice mail at that time. Then she went to the grocery store to get some decent
food. She fixed herself a good dinner and opened up another bottle of wine. Had
she been drinking too much lately? She decided NOT to ask herself that
question.
When she opened the journal to read while she ate, she conveniently
opened to the next chapter, in which she met Jaqual. She knew inside, but had
consciously forgotten, that Mytria was her mother and Jaqual was her father.
She could not bring her father into the picture yet, or she might completely
snap.
Therefore, she unconsciously decided to forget about her
parents’ higher identity by scoffing at the entire idea of other realities. She
was more than busy trying to find out how to get along in just one physical
reality and didn’t seem to be doing too well at
it. Hence, her parent’s relationship to Mytria and Jaqual was conveniently
forgotten.
tjheart55@gmail.com~~~~~~~~
Join in the upcoming Light
Language and the Human Chakra System
Online Healing Retreat
with Dr. Suzanne Lie and the Arcturians who will help you
prepare to perceive, receive, and interpret Light Language.}
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Eager to Merge with GAIA?
The Arcturians have stated that
it is time to focus on personal and planetary merging and share that, "When person and planet become ONE,
chakra by chakra, humanity and Gaia can join their efforts and work as ONE
BEING to ascend Earth and all Her inhabitants into the fifth dimension and
beyond."
Begin your personal
journey now with the new Merging
with GAIA webinar series and comprehensive study guide,
featuring over 700
pages of valuable chakra information, mantras, meditations,
and webinars, as well as Volumes I & II of the Becoming ONE: People and Planet e-books!
