A Dream of Awakening

Dear one,

I had a dream this morning that I wanted you to interpret for me. There were actually two dreams in one. In the first part of the dream, I was younger and I didn’t look like me, but it was me. I was the participant and not just the observer. I met a man, who is no one I recognize from my waking life. At first he seemed very nice, but he turned out to be very self-absorbed and not much fun to be with.

Then, somehow, I found this baby. At first it was a normal baby, but she matured mentally almost instantly. Even though the baby remained small, she began to walk and communicate with me. I think her communication was telepathic. She also seemed to know many of her past/alternate realities and told me about them in a somewhat spoken, somewhat telepathic manner. The baby was very dirty for some reason and a great deal was made of washing her. As I think about it now, there was no feeding of the baby, nor was she ever hungry. I think she did soil her diapers, though. It was as if, she was totally advanced in some ways and still human in other ways. Her mind and consciousness was extremely advanced, but her body was still a normal baby body.

I started to talk to others about this baby, I think including the man, but I can’t remember for sure. Then, suddenly, she was a very beautiful and charismatic adult. This is where her body began t o change. There was a light from inside of her that began to expand more and more beyond her physical form. Then, I woke up thinking about how our Lightbody is beginning to expand beyond the boundaries of our physical form. Please assist me in understanding the meaning of this dream.

Our Dearest One,

As you can imagine the baby is, indeed you. In fact, the baby is all of humanity who is ready to awaken. The man in your dream represents those who are unwilling to see a different reality, whereas the baby represents those who are ready to begin an entirely different expression of SELF. The people were polarized into male and female to represent how the polarized world is separating further and further apart. You represented the point of view of the center path in which you could see both polarities and saw how they both needed assistance.

The ones who are not willing to awaken cannot be helped, as this is a planet of free will. Hence, the “man” disappeared from the dream. The baby represented those who are newly awaking and need care and guidance to continue their journey. However, the ones who are awakening can suddenly bloom into full maturity and go from students to leaders in one flash of light. Those who are assisting the awakening ones, which was the YOU in the dream, then become the students of those whom they were assisting.

Therefore, you woke up from your dream with the knowing that it is time NOW to allow your own Lightbody to beam beyond the confines of your physical vessel. Those who have long been the vanguards for the awakening of humanity have had to stay hidden for so long, that the newly awakening ones often flash past them into Lightbody. There are two reasons for this. One is that the ones who have had to stay hidden in order to continue their growth have developed a habit of hiding, which can be quite difficult to break. The other reason is that “the first shall be the last,” which means that those who open the door are the last one to go through it.

This dream was meant for you personally, as well as for you to share with others to remind everyone that the time is NOW to flash into the fullest expression of your SELF. The energies of transmutation grow stronger every day as Gaia comes closer and closer to the full opening of the Portal into the Galactic Center. Furthermore, all of you most release your attachment to those who have chosen to remain third dimensional and allow them to fade from your life. This is not an issue of judgment, for you can only release this attachment with the force of your unconditional love.

It is actually more of a judgment to believe that it is your job to save everyone. Just because other’s Path is different from your own, does not mean that there is no Path for that person. Right now is the time for all the awakened ones to “be selfish” in that you need to FLASH into their FULL expression of SELF. This process may take you away from your service for a while, but just as you stopped everything—and forgot about the person in the first part of the dream—to take care of the awakening baby, you must focus NOW on your own process of returning to SELF.

Everyone is called upon at this time to put your expansion into Lightbody as the FIRST priority of your life. Once you have completed this process, you will have such increased Wisdom, Power and Love that no “time” will be lost. It has always been that the few will lead the many. However, if the few become too attached to leading the many, their own forward motion comes to a halt. Therefore, we say to you to OWN your true SELF in daily life, so that you can complete your own transformation. If this means that you don’t do as many good things for others, which is fine. Time is an illusion. The time that you take to take to care for your own newly forming Lightbody (the baby in the dream) will more than compensate for that which you must release in order to fulfill your awakening.

Your developing Lightbody is a baby now and needs your constant care. It will communicate with your telepathically and need you to “clean up your life.” Also, your relationship with food will become very different, for eventually you will eat light. Therefore, in preparation, you will eat very lightly and foods that contain light. Your growing Lightbody will tell you if the food you ate was too dense for you, often by making you feel ill or experience discomfort. Just as you had to administer to the baby in the dream, you now have to administer to your baby Lightbody. Just as in the dream, this is a difficult time because you are partly human and partly Lightbody.

In the dream, the baby flashed into Lightbody soon after you started to share your experience with others because sharing your process will greatly accelerate it. When you honestly speak about what is happening to you, you release and heal the old fear that has kept you hidden for myriad lifetimes, including your present one. Also, once you honestly share your process with others, they may feel more inclined to follow their own inner instruction and then to share their process with others, as well.

Morning Messages

Our Dearest Ones,

Yes, we do have a message for you today. We ask that you put it on your blog. We know that you have no idea what this message is, so we suggest that you relax into our transmission and allow the pen to flow to the rhythm of your consciousness

We wish to tell you ALL that we Arcturians are about to begin a very important transmutation to assist you to move into Lightbody. When we say “we are about to begin,” we mean that when the grounded ones are ready to receive our message, the transmission will begin for that person. We Arcturians are not bound by time/space, as we resonate to the NOW of the ONE. Hence, our transmission is much like a radio station that always transmits, but you only receive it when you turn on your radio and calibrate to our “station.” Therefore, whenever you can return to their fifth dimensional and beyond consciousness, even if it is only for a brief moment (remember we do not exist in time), you will receive your transmission of energy.

This energy that we are sending is going out on a constant beam for all those who can raise their resonance to “catch a ride.” This ride is much like your surfing. First you must go the ocean (take the time to be receptive), swim out into the water with your surfboard (meditate) pay close attention to the flow of the water (energy patterns), then stand on your surfboard (find your balance) so that you can catch a ride. Your ride (flow within our energy) will last as long as you can maintain your balance. The balance that we speak of is the balance between thought and emotion, right and left, up and down. In other words, your balance is found in the core of your High Heart, where you are most receptive to the flow of unconditional love.

Unconditional love is, unfortunately, a very unique energy in your third dimensional reality. Our channel has found that it is difficult for many of those to whom she speaks to even imagine the feel of unconditional love, much less accept it. We wish to perform a service to those who can align their consciousness with ours, to serve as an amplifier for the unconditional love that flows freely and constantly within the higher dimensional realities.

We know that many of our grounded ones can become frightened by unconditional love, for it is so unknown to them. And, humanities greatest fear is fear of the unknown. We wish to give this service now, for when Earth is in it’s direct alignment with the Galactic Center in 2012, the force of this unconditional love will be greatly amplified! This intense flow of unconditional love could be frightening to those who have never experienced it. An example of this is much like swimming the ocean with the waves. If you are accustomed to swimming in the ocean, it is a beautiful and glorious experience. The flow of the waves offers you more enjoyment for you have come to understand how they move. On the other hand, if you have never even seen the ocean, as millions have not, then the thought of entering it could be upsetting.

All you need do to accept our gift is to call to us directly. Even though you usually cannot perceive us, we see you very clearly. Then, allow yourself to get comfortable, close your eyes and breathe deeply. Breathe IN Peace and breathe OUT Calm. Do not “desire” our gift or put out any effort. If you can Surrender to the Knowing that we have a gift to share with you, you will best prepare your consciousness. With this exercise, not only will you gain a great healing, for unconditional love is the healing force of the Universe, but you will also be partaking in a Dress Rehearsal for 2012.

Beyond the Dress Rehearsal, will be an added benefit. Unconditional Love is not only the healing force of the Universe; it is also the creative force of the Universe. And, as we have said, right NOW you are ALL creating (pregnant with) your Lightbody. This “pregnancy” is of your fifth dimensional SELF. Therefore, it is beyond time and space. It is not the amount of time that signals your body to give birth to your Lightbody, it is the amount of unconditional love.

Just as a pregnant persons feeds the developing fetus with the food she takes into her body, YOU, males and females, are feeding your Lightbody fetus with the unconditional love that you take into your body. Just as there is a spectrum of time that activates the human fetus to begin labor, there is a spectrum of unconditional love that signals the Lightbody to begin its emanation beyond the boundaries of its womb of physical form.

Once the emanation of your Lightbody overlaps the boundaries of your physical earth vessel, it gradually becomes your primary vessel. Just as you will first live in the two worlds of the fifth dimensional Earth, as well as the third/fourth dimensional Earth, you will initially have a Lightbody (to perceive and intimately experience the fifth dimension and beyond), as well as a human body to experience and interact with third/fourth dimensional Earth.

Perhaps the most important benefit of the acceptance of our unconditional love, it is that love is the antidote to fear and unconditional love is the antidote to ALL fear. If you wish to have an image to more easily attune with us, visualize our consciousness (in whatever way you wish) surrounding the Portal to the Galactic Center. We are creating a way station there where we can receive the unconditional love from the Galactic Center, amplify its energy field, modulate and calibrate it to be more in resonance with our Earthly grounded ones, and relaying this specialized, amplified energy to those who have “opened the Portal to their High Hearts.”

Yes, we see you opening your High Hearts as we speak. In response, we send you infinite amounts of unconditional love.

The Arcturians

A Journey

Dear Readers,

I have made it through the darkness, for this time and again. I know from experience that we live a cycle in which we move our consciousness up into the higher frequencies (superconscious SELF), which then then calls us down into the lower frequencies (subconscious self). I have finished the lower cycle, after much delving into the cellar to clean it out. Now, i wish to share with you what has happened since.

First of all, gloriously, I re-entered the Flow. Then, suddenly the problems that had appeared so large become a mere distraction and of little importance. Therefore, i placed little attention on them, so they remained a possible difficulty which i have chosen to release from my awareness. In other words, I have remembered that i am living in the reality store, and i only have to "buy" the experiences the i want. Of course, there are times in our life when our Soul sends us a special "initiation/challenge" because we have grown strong enough to confront it.

However, for now i am in the Flow and enjoying it greatly. The "problems" about which i have worried have not come to pass. Things that i worried about are coming to a natural solution, and things that i desired and couldn't get are easily flowing into my life. Blessing to the ONE and thank you, thank you, thank you.

I also wanted to share with you what just happened this morning. I went onboard the Arcturian Star Ship. Of course, it was in my consciousness, but it was a wonderful experience. I also have come to a much deeper realization of my Galactic Being as an Arcturian, as the Arcturians surrounded me with their love. When i first entered the ship they asked me how i wanted to perceive it. I said i wanted to see it like a redwood forest, and instantly it was. Then, i asked to see it the way they saw it. Instantly, the light was so bright that i could not see a thing.

That is when they surrounded me with their forms to assist me in adjusting to their frequency. I had many realizations that i cannot translate into words. I suppose that over time i will translate the experience into English, but i wanted to share this moment with you. I also wanted to share how i now feel even more different from humanity than i have my whole life. I know that many of you have always felt different, and didn't know why. Now, i truly know why, which is because i am not really human.

I have lived in a human earth vessel for more lifetimes than i can count. Many of these lives i have remembered, some i don't want to remember--in fact, there are many i don't want to remember. And, there likely some that will come to my consciousness now that i have had this experience. I have to tell you that it takes a great deal of courage for me to share this with you. I have kept my true SELF a secret for so long that, even thought i have shared much, i fear sharing this final part. Well, fear may be too strong, but i guess i want to say that there is still a part of me that fears judgement.

It is because of this fear of judgement that i am writing this blog right now before i lose my nerve. I have shared my many human experiences on my websites, but i have also remembered many non-human memories. I am on the cusp of coming out of the coset for that now and writing them in my newsletters and site. As i do so, i just want everyone to know that you ALL have non-human, or rather non-earthling, lives. Therefore, i hope you can all stay with me as i "crack the next cosmic egg."

If any of you remember your "off-world" (that is off-Earth) realities, please feel free to share. I know it is difficult to do. You can also email me personally at suzancaroll@multidimensions.com. We are not "crazy," which was my fear. We are AWAKE!!

Have a great day,

sue